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Question: heres a list of thing i feel. also i dont feel them constantly i'll just get out breaks of the time. im 5 months postpartum and this started at 2 months postpartum.
1.)i feel like my hubby doesnt love me even though he always says he loves me.
2.)feel like im gonna hurt me or someone around me.
3)dont like numbers that are ... and ...... and ......... cant write them.
4.)get bad images i try to control but cant
5.)scared im doing something bad to my religion an just in general
6.)feel like breastfeeding is inapropriate
7.)if i dont pray at least like 7x i feel something bad will happen.
8.)fear of my hubby getting hurt. i dont like being where i cant see he is safe.
9.)always thinking of details
10.)excessivley doubting
11.)relating things to the past
12.)VERY forgetful
13.)scared if i read about a mental problem i will start having it
14.)very superstious
and b4 i was pregnant i always had to take a shower at least 2 sometimes 3x a day
Answers: heres a list of thing i feel. also i dont feel them constantly i'll just get out breaks of the time. im 5 months postpartum and this started at 2 months postpartum.
1.)i feel like my hubby doesnt love me even though he always says he loves me.
2.)feel like im gonna hurt me or someone around me.
3)dont like numbers that are ... and ...... and ......... cant write them.
4.)get bad images i try to control but cant
5.)scared im doing something bad to my religion an just in general
6.)feel like breastfeeding is inapropriate
7.)if i dont pray at least like 7x i feel something bad will happen.
8.)fear of my hubby getting hurt. i dont like being where i cant see he is safe.
9.)always thinking of details
10.)excessivley doubting
11.)relating things to the past
12.)VERY forgetful
13.)scared if i read about a mental problem i will start having it
14.)very superstious
and b4 i was pregnant i always had to take a shower at least 2 sometimes 3x a day
Please contact your OBGYN today. There is no reason that you should go another day feeling this way. Your doctor will be able to provide you with a psychiatrist that will be helpful in your situation. It is very possible that you are suffering from postpartum depression or postpartum anxiety disorder . Due to the huge changes in hormones after giving birth, some women experience postpardum symptoms. You are definitely experiencing a lot of anxiety. If you had some anxiety or depression prior to pregnancy, the hormonal changes could have now made it worse.
You do not deserve to suffer in this way. Your baby and your husband deserve to have the real you- not the you being controlled by anxiety and bad thoughts. You will be much happier once these bad/controlling thoughts have stopped.
Do yourself and your family a huge favor and call the doctor and start treatment. You will feel so much better.
Definately sounds like OCD to me, without a doubt.....
See a doctor. Whatever it is, you need treatment.
Sounds like possibly OCD or a bad form of Anxiety Disorder NOS. I'd recommend seeing a psychiatrist. This doesn't sound like Bipolar disorder though. At least nothing I ever encountered in my line of work.
if what you say is true, you have ocd. I've been diagnosed with it and know all the symptoms. I was also forced to read excessive material on the subject. You have a lot of symptoms that I have.
-you worry people around you will get hurt.
-you have a problem with certain numbers.
-you had to take showers 2-3x a day.
-bad images come into your mind and are hard to control.(These are usually violent or sexual thoughts that the person finds disgusting and wouldn't consider in reality)
-if you don't perform certain tasks you feel that something bad will happen.
-feeling that breastfeeding is inappropriate probably has to do with the images in your mind that bother you
-excessively doubting things is another symptom
-depending on how detail-oriented you are that could be yet another serious symptom.
If I were to diagnose you, I'dhave no doubt in my mindthat it's OCD. I've had the same symptoms since I was a small child, and after I saw a proffessional and got treatment, I was much happier. I haven't had any symptoms since I was treated! It's awesome!
~savy