Suicide... is it really worth it? {Please answer}?!
Question: My life totally sucks right now. Here's some things that happen:
*At least once a day, my mother makes me feel horrible and like I'm worth nothing and I really wanna kill myself cause of her
* I think I have OCD or something, I'm not sure
*I get made fun of at school by a few people, because they just like to mess with me and make me feel bad
*I'm about 90% sure I have depression and 50% sure I have OCD
So who should I talk to? What should I do? I'm under 18, so that also makes things harder.
Answers: Don't kill yourself. I am being honest when I say I was exactly like you. I hated going home from school to face my mom every night. And I hated being at school because of the way people treated me there. I made an effort to talk to someone at school i knew cared. There is always that special teacher or counselor. I always stayed after school and talked to my favorite teacher. When she wasn't available, I was lucky enough to have the mom of a little girl I babysat to be there for me. I never had any friends...
But honey, trust me, there is someone who will be there for you and wants to help. Please just open your heart and reach out to someone. Please? Don't commit suicide. It's not worth it. One day your mother will realize what she did, and she will hate herself for it. My mom is sleepless every night for whet she did to me.
oh yeah, and I have ocd too. lol! But we all do in one way or another. It's no biggie. OCD is easy to fix. The main issue is you finding someone to confide in. You can email me if you need.