I was wondering a couple of things...?!
Question: people have told me to talk to people when something is bothering me. last night i could not do so. i didn't want them to know about the cutting and me wanting to get high. if you remember that question last night...i didn't cut or get high. it took forever to calm down but i eventually fell asleep. I was talking to my aunt today. we talked about how people could be so mean and selfish and how we do for them and we get spit on instead of respected and thanked. I didn't feel better talking to her. it just made me want to tell those people that bother me how i felt and it got me angry. i've been on yahoo for like a million hours..just reading and thinking. it's 10pm and i've been up here all night. i hate it and i wanted to go watch a movie but now i am just staring into space. im tired i know...but i also still want to cut and i think im going to panic again. someone else finally came home so im scared to even do anything but sit here. how can i calm down so i don't feel like i did ????
Answers: You may be having panic attacks or have high anxiety disorder which is similar to manic depression except a manic will sleep alot high aniexity person hardly evers sleeps and is very high strung they never seem to think they have a problem but that's its everyone else. Medication works.