Someone help me before I loose control?!
Question: Someone help me before I loose control!?
I'm tired of people judging me!. I'm tired of people talking about others bka (my family)!. I'm sick of everyone expecting me to be a certain way!. I'm sick of people talking about me behind my back!. I'm just so tired of it all and it happens non stop!. My life!.!.!.is honestly out of control!.!.!.and you know what!? I think i'm done!. Maybe suicide is for the best!. Maybe then everyone can feel the pain i've been feeling for 3 entire years out of 15 years of my life!. I seriously see no turning point!.!.!.I think I actually may go through with it this time!. I'm just!.!.!.so tired of it all and i'm tired of trying to pretend everything is alright!. Before I do this!.!.!.!.is their anyone who can give me some type of encouragment although I seriously doubt it won't work!. Ahhh i'm just seeing the world so clearly now!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
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Hello JewelQue, I'm just an old retired Air Force jet fighter mechanic but I have talked with a lot of teens and older people about suicide and depression!. My own father was one of them!. He was just like you when he went thru this type of situation!. He thought everyone was against him and nothing he ever done was right according to others I won't mention!. Well, first of all, others don't control your life!. You are the one in charge!.
If you want to end it , thats up to you too!. Nobody cant tell you anything that will convince you not to kill yourself!. Suicide works like that!. The only thing is, you told me how sorry everyone will be afterwards!. Hell, that will last only till your funeral is over!. Then they will really get down to the business of downgrading you!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!. Now I think you are a lot smarter than that!. I think you are a very intelligent person that has a clear mind and is able to make the improvements in "YOUR LIFE" that will get you past these bad feelings!. You have to make some goals for yourself and work with everything you have to achieve them!. Forget what
everyone says!. Don't listen to that crap from others and start doing things for yourself!. When you get yourself ahead you are the one that gives you a nice pat on the back because you are the only one that knows when you get it right!.
I told you about my dad and his problem with suicide!. Well, the way he cured himself was to get his mind off the bad stuff for awhile and onto sometheng new!. Believe it or not but he cured himself by picking up a paintbrush and he painted his entire 2-story 8-room home by himself!. It got his mind off everything that was troubling him mentally!. You need to do the same thing and get sometrhing going that will completely get your mind off all your other troubles and get something going that will get your mind off all this bull everyone is giving you!. Don't pay any attention to them!. You don't need that kind of treatment!. Start leading your own life!. You'll find that you are a lot smarter than they are anyway!. Good Luck!!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
If you want to end it , thats up to you too!. Nobody cant tell you anything that will convince you not to kill yourself!. Suicide works like that!. The only thing is, you told me how sorry everyone will be afterwards!. Hell, that will last only till your funeral is over!. Then they will really get down to the business of downgrading you!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!. Now I think you are a lot smarter than that!. I think you are a very intelligent person that has a clear mind and is able to make the improvements in "YOUR LIFE" that will get you past these bad feelings!. You have to make some goals for yourself and work with everything you have to achieve them!. Forget what
everyone says!. Don't listen to that crap from others and start doing things for yourself!. When you get yourself ahead you are the one that gives you a nice pat on the back because you are the only one that knows when you get it right!.
I told you about my dad and his problem with suicide!. Well, the way he cured himself was to get his mind off the bad stuff for awhile and onto sometheng new!. Believe it or not but he cured himself by picking up a paintbrush and he painted his entire 2-story 8-room home by himself!. It got his mind off everything that was troubling him mentally!. You need to do the same thing and get sometrhing going that will completely get your mind off all your other troubles and get something going that will get your mind off all this bull everyone is giving you!. Don't pay any attention to them!. You don't need that kind of treatment!. Start leading your own life!. You'll find that you are a lot smarter than they are anyway!. Good Luck!!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
You're still young, there's so much wonderful stuff left for you! Soon you can make a whole new life for yourself, free from your family!. You have a whole life full of possibilities ahead of you, and you can fill that life with happiness!. I don't think suicide is the answer!. Use what you are going through now to make you strong, and then when you have made it through, maybe you can help some other lonely person who, just like you, can't see any hope right now!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hey there, I'm no specialist or anything, but what you're thinking about doing is not worth it!. Yeah, your family thinks you're strange, who cares!? You're you, and thats the best thing anyone can be!. Sometime soon you'll find people who care about you deeply, until then, keep truckin along man!. Do what you like to do, have fun, and soon enough that will bring you to people that love you for who you are!. Don't let anyone tell you what you are, nobody knows you better than yourself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
DONT DO IT!!!! I have lived my whole life thinking about commiting suicide, but i am still here and you know what life does get better, you just have to quite worrying about what others are saying and live for your self!. Im not going to lie there will always be hard times in life but they only make you stronger!. I will pray for you and hope you get past this and have a wonderfull life!. DONT GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Sorry, but if your family doesn't care go ahead and off yourself!. You're seemingly on a "pity me" rag!. You're 15 and out of all those years only 3 are bad!?! Grow up! Odds are you are a well-meaning youngster!.!.!. Time to pull your head out of your ****!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I know what your feeling!. My brother told me that he doesn't want a crazy sister and none of my family talks to me!. Your not crazy and you can get help!. I bet you have a lot to offer that people don't know about!. And screw your family, your the blacksheep, stay away!. Go talk to someone you trust and unload yourself!. Maybe you need a vacation from life, I was told that once by a professional!. Your not strange, your unique!. If you want you can even email me and unload all your problems to me!. I'm severely depressed myself and tried to kill myself many times!. I have been in and out of hospitals!. Its no fun!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Suicide is never the answer, trust me!. I'm sure right now when things are unbearably tough for you it might seem like it!.!. but its not!. think about all the good times you'd be missing out on, things will not stay horrible forever!.
my lifes out of control right now too, so I do know how your feeling and its crazy and confusing and you dont know where to turn or even if you want to try!. But things will get better, even if they seem like they wont, they will!.
and in the end of all of this, your gonna be a stronger and better person!.!. You have to gain confidence in yourself and just let go of others views on you, because at the end of the day the ONLY persons opinion that matters is your own, if you like yourself than who cares what anyone else thinks, its not their life now is it!?
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my lifes out of control right now too, so I do know how your feeling and its crazy and confusing and you dont know where to turn or even if you want to try!. But things will get better, even if they seem like they wont, they will!.
and in the end of all of this, your gonna be a stronger and better person!.!. You have to gain confidence in yourself and just let go of others views on you, because at the end of the day the ONLY persons opinion that matters is your own, if you like yourself than who cares what anyone else thinks, its not their life now is it!?
email me sometime if you want,broodymeetscheery@yahoo!.comWww@Answer-Health@Com
Hey, you know what!? life is what you make of it!. You pick your choices!. Why would you want to kill yourself!? That's not right!. You just relax and learn how to live with it!. Remember what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger!. In our everyday life we go through hard times over and over again!. We grow more with those heartaches then in the future we learn how to cope with different kind of people!. It gets better!. Life has lots of great things to offer you, take advantage!. Change ur life for the better!. There is always a solution, except for death!. You die and no more nothing!. You cut yourself from enjoying your life how ever you wanted to do so!. So, shake that stinky feeling off you, grow a second skin and go forward!. You are the best if you wanna be!. I believe that we should welcome failure, pain and all those dark feelings, because that is what pushes people to make something wonderful of themselves!.
I give u a star!. (((((((((((HUG)))))))))
ONE STAR TO ANOTHER STAR!!!!!!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
I give u a star!. (((((((((((HUG)))))))))
ONE STAR TO ANOTHER STAR!!!!!!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Its not worth it!.!.!.!.if you have nothin now, what are you going to have when you die!.!.!.!.nothing!. Aw, stupid kids are retarded, lol!.!.!.!.!.they always try to make fun of someone or say something ridiculous!.!.!.!.There idiot!.!.!.just go with the flow & if you just agree with everything their saying, it would be no fun!. they want to see you deppressed, is killing youself worth it!. If you think now is bad, wait until you see the devil!.!.!.!.!.Its not a joke hell is real! Look up Revelation of Hell by Baxter/ Revelation of Heaven!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.try saying this prayer in the meantime!.!.!.it helped me get out of the lowest point of my life!.!.!.!.!.!.u need god! A metal goes along with this!.!.!.!.!.which is called the miraculous medal (look it up) and say this prayer "O mary conceived without sin, pray for us to recours to thee" PS: Don't let the devil take your soul, your better than that, & u know it to let these stupid people bring you down!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.once you have ur own life, u don't have to worry bout them anymore!.!.!.!.!.!.!.i went to college & everything changed,,,,,no stupid kids/retards, lol!. Trust me, definately not worth your soul, I'm 19!. so i understand teenagers!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.maybe ur athiest & u don't want to believe that god can help you!.!.!.!.!.!.I guess if don't listen to me, the only future you have is with devil sticking your *** with a fork!. Do you really want that!.!.!.!.!.!.Do u see that CLEARLY in you visions!?!?!?!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hey Jewel!
I know where you are at!. I'm serious here!. Been the same way since about age 5 (I'm over 30 now, and still feel this way often!.)
People you know wont change who they are just for you!. Sorry!.
You want change, your going to have to make it yourself!.(Purgatory House)
People will stop talking when there is nothing left to talk about!.
Important question: Exactly who is everyone!? I thing you'll find that it is only a small number of people, and with a little conversation they might see you are your own person!. If not as Hard Harry said in Pump Up The Volume "So be it!"
What would it take to regain control!?
Have you thought of what happens to you after death!? The scariest image I have is that I go on exactly as I am now! (Purgatory House)
I know school is a tough time!. We are put together with a group of people we would likely never get together / associate with and expected to make it work for 12+ years!
I've said the same words many times "I'm tired of it all"!.
I wish I could make it all right for you, and me!.
When you stop pretending everything is alright and seek out help, like now, from the right professional, you'll find you can get by for this day, hour, minute, second, heart beat, whatever time frame you can handle and then the next one!. Please don't be put off by the fact I said "the right professional"!. Getting a counselor that you work well with may take a lot of time, and some times you may need assistance by your doctor but it is worth it!. Some times you can talk with student counselors (trained counselors doing their practicum) for low to no cost!. If you attend a church talk with the pastor they often know of resources right in the church!. If not, visit a church and ask to talk to the pastor!.
My counselor said many times to me "No permanent solutions to temporary problems" and "How's that going to help YOU!?"
Stick with it Jewel!. You have allowed me to share some of my experiences more than 15 years after my first attempt!. Hopefully you will fight on because YOU are worth it!. I believe in you!
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I know where you are at!. I'm serious here!. Been the same way since about age 5 (I'm over 30 now, and still feel this way often!.)
People you know wont change who they are just for you!. Sorry!.
You want change, your going to have to make it yourself!.(Purgatory House)
People will stop talking when there is nothing left to talk about!.
Important question: Exactly who is everyone!? I thing you'll find that it is only a small number of people, and with a little conversation they might see you are your own person!. If not as Hard Harry said in Pump Up The Volume "So be it!"
What would it take to regain control!?
Have you thought of what happens to you after death!? The scariest image I have is that I go on exactly as I am now! (Purgatory House)
I know school is a tough time!. We are put together with a group of people we would likely never get together / associate with and expected to make it work for 12+ years!
I've said the same words many times "I'm tired of it all"!.
I wish I could make it all right for you, and me!.
When you stop pretending everything is alright and seek out help, like now, from the right professional, you'll find you can get by for this day, hour, minute, second, heart beat, whatever time frame you can handle and then the next one!. Please don't be put off by the fact I said "the right professional"!. Getting a counselor that you work well with may take a lot of time, and some times you may need assistance by your doctor but it is worth it!. Some times you can talk with student counselors (trained counselors doing their practicum) for low to no cost!. If you attend a church talk with the pastor they often know of resources right in the church!. If not, visit a church and ask to talk to the pastor!.
My counselor said many times to me "No permanent solutions to temporary problems" and "How's that going to help YOU!?"
Stick with it Jewel!. You have allowed me to share some of my experiences more than 15 years after my first attempt!. Hopefully you will fight on because YOU are worth it!. I believe in you!
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