Plz somebody help?!
Question: Plz somebody help!?
I went to my doctors becoz I couldn't sleep, I was scared about my heart!. He asked me questions like 'do you feel like someone is putting your thougts in your head' he decided tht nothing is seriously wrong and made me tell my parants everything with him there!.
I feel like imight as well be dead, like there is no hope for me!. He said that I have an intense, nd troubled persoality, and tht I always will be troubled!. I told him about my obsessivness - I am chronicly obsessed with cleaning and morality and dying!. I am very paranoid at times!. and VERY selfconcious !. Basically there is always something which is dominating my thoughts and controlling my life!.
I deprive myself of sleep deliberatly becoz I like the feeling,
he does not know about my burning myself or drinking (only when I have panic attacks) and there is no way in hell I would ever tell him!. I would rather die than lose my dignity like that!. I am self obsessed and selfish!.
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I feel like imight as well be dead, like there is no hope for me!. He said that I have an intense, nd troubled persoality, and tht I always will be troubled!. I told him about my obsessivness - I am chronicly obsessed with cleaning and morality and dying!. I am very paranoid at times!. and VERY selfconcious !. Basically there is always something which is dominating my thoughts and controlling my life!.
I deprive myself of sleep deliberatly becoz I like the feeling,
he does not know about my burning myself or drinking (only when I have panic attacks) and there is no way in hell I would ever tell him!. I would rather die than lose my dignity like that!. I am self obsessed and selfish!.
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Answers:
paranoia = self-blame (think others see you as bad)!.
self-conscious = exposed (others can see your badness)!.
sense of being toxix and unwanted!.
sense of others wanting to do away with you!.
fear of being killed!. fear of death!.
burning = punishing self!. alcohol = obliterating the pain!.
not indifferent towards dying but ambivalent!.
fear of heart attack = fear of death!.
feeling out of control==>desperate for some control!.
try to relax without alcohol!. get a counsellor and work on causes of self-blame!. you are not to blame!. be loving and kind to yourself and associate with loving and kind people!.
have fun!. especially physical exercise and psysical games!.
remind yourself that others are not constantly labeling you as bad and judging you!. Remember that many people like you and remind yourself why!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
self-conscious = exposed (others can see your badness)!.
sense of being toxix and unwanted!.
sense of others wanting to do away with you!.
fear of being killed!. fear of death!.
burning = punishing self!. alcohol = obliterating the pain!.
not indifferent towards dying but ambivalent!.
fear of heart attack = fear of death!.
feeling out of control==>desperate for some control!.
try to relax without alcohol!. get a counsellor and work on causes of self-blame!. you are not to blame!. be loving and kind to yourself and associate with loving and kind people!.
have fun!. especially physical exercise and psysical games!.
remind yourself that others are not constantly labeling you as bad and judging you!. Remember that many people like you and remind yourself why!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If you do not tell your doctor EVERYTHING then you are not ready to truly get help!. Until you put your"dignity" aside and explain to him everything then you have to accept than nothing will really change!. Additionally, you need to sleep weather you want to or not!. The brain needs to rejuvenate every day!. It is like recharging a battery!. If it does not get adequate sleep it does not function as well!.
Call your doctor personally, ask him if you can speak to him without your parents and sleep!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Call your doctor personally, ask him if you can speak to him without your parents and sleep!Www@Answer-Health@Com
You need to be honest with your doctor if you are going to get proper treatment!. Self-harm is a very serious problem, as is medicating yourself with alcohol!. Depriving yourself of sleep for the high it gives you, also not a good sign!.
You need to come clean with the doctor and your parents!.
Good luck,
Dana (M!.S!. Counseling)Www@Answer-Health@Com
You need to come clean with the doctor and your parents!.
Good luck,
Dana (M!.S!. Counseling)Www@Answer-Health@Com
Pray and ask Jesus to come into your heart!. He will change your life for the better!. You'll become a new creature in christ and you'll have a great testimony of how you were before Jesus entered your heart!.Www@Answer-Health@Com