Damn, do I hate life? Basically, dont know what it is that happened to me..?!
Question: Damn, do I hate life!? Basically, dont know what it is that happened to me!.!.!?
People use to say that I was a good person, and caring!. "Oh he's a good kid"!. Things like that!.
For a long time already, I've just been in a "dont give a f*" state of mind!.
It's probably from things that happened from past years!. Losing the girl I loved, losing a friend, and people thinking they can push me around, and take advantage of me, and me treating people with respect and really not getting any back!.
I guess I got tired!.
I just go out with friends, smoke/drink til' time slows and I pass out!. I walk around with a chip on my shoulder hoping someone pushes me to the edge!. I'm late to my job alot, I found myself to be more rude and uncaring of others!. I drive like there's no tomorrow!.
I've been depressed for a while, but now I dont care!. No girl out there will be right!. To me, I figured they are all dishonest, and hurtful, which is why it isn't worth getting into a serious relationship!. Love girls, but dont want to fall in love and end up wanting to die for this chick!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
For a long time already, I've just been in a "dont give a f*" state of mind!.
It's probably from things that happened from past years!. Losing the girl I loved, losing a friend, and people thinking they can push me around, and take advantage of me, and me treating people with respect and really not getting any back!.
I guess I got tired!.
I just go out with friends, smoke/drink til' time slows and I pass out!. I walk around with a chip on my shoulder hoping someone pushes me to the edge!. I'm late to my job alot, I found myself to be more rude and uncaring of others!. I drive like there's no tomorrow!.
I've been depressed for a while, but now I dont care!. No girl out there will be right!. To me, I figured they are all dishonest, and hurtful, which is why it isn't worth getting into a serious relationship!. Love girls, but dont want to fall in love and end up wanting to die for this chick!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
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I don't know you or how old you are, but my guess is that you're in your late teens or early 20's!. You think the world has mistreated you, and you don't like it any more!. I feel for you, I really do!. But I've got to be honest with you!. You're being pretty selfish!. You need to get over yourself in a hurry, or you won't be around long enough for anyone to care about!. Is that what you really want!?
You lost the girl you love, so now you're not going to even try to be with anyone because all girls are dishonest liars who are out to hurt you!. So you're going to hurt them first!? Why bother getting to know them!? Love 'em and leave 'em - huh!?
Drink and drive; die young and leave a pretty corpse!. Except you know what!? When you drink and drive, the corpse is never pretty; it's usually mangled beyond belief ~ and it's your family that winds up being hurt and crying over you when you're gone too young!. But what do you care - right!? It's not like your mother will miss you!.
You've always given people respect, but no one gives you the respect you deserve!. What have you ever done to EARN that respect!? You only get so much respect for walking in the door, you know; the rest has to be EARNED!. Or didn't you know that!?
Sometimes life is unfair!. What seems unfair to you might seem pretty good to the next guy; it all depends on your perspective!. Compared to me, your life looks pretty darn good, if you ask me!. Do you want to trade!?
I've 44-yrs old and I've been divorced twice: once from a man who beat the living crap out of me, and once from a man who took all my money then left me for someone half my age, who wound up beating the crap out of him!. Sometimes life is funny!.
I had to stop working 2-years ago and go on Disability because I just got too sick to keep working!. I have Arthritis and Degenerative Disk Disease in my spine; I've been in constant pain for over 18-years now!. My life is made up of more medications than you can imagine; I have to take some of them just to stay alive because of the diseases I have!. If it weren't for pain killers, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed every day!.
I moved to California 18-months ago to be near my father as he gets older!. Unfortunately, when I moved out here, I noticed something wasn't right with him; he didn't seem like the man I remembered him to be!. It took 9-months of trying before I could get him to the doctor to be checked out!. When I finally got him to the doctor, we found out he has Multiple Sclerosis!. His Multiple Sclerosis is causing him to have inflammation in his brain which is causing Dementia!. From one day to the next I never know what he will be like ~ will he even remember where he lives today!? It breaks my heart to see him struggle just to go grocery shopping!.
Two weeks after we found out what was wrong with my father, we found out I have Cancer, Stage IV, the worst it can get!. I'm the only person my father has to take care of him; I can't get sick and die on him, not now!. But I am sick -- I have Cancer!. And the chances that I'm still going to be here in 5-years are less than 20%!. No one else in the family will step forward and help me with my father; it all falls to me!.
I'd give anything to be able to work again, to be able to feel useful again instead of sick and useless to the world!. I'd love to be able to drive a car without having to worry whether I'd black-out behind the wheel because of my illnesses!. I can't even remember the last time I touched alcohol; it's too dangerous with the medications I take for pain!.
I moved here to take care of my father; instead, I may wind up making him bury his only daughter!. Can you imagine how that makes me feel!? I feel like I'm ruining his life!. But he doesn't even know it because of his Dementia; he doesn't even realize I'm sick!.
Living like this, with Cancer, chances are I'll never know what it feels like to be in love again!. I'll never know what it feels like to be loved, to hold hands with someone, or to know that rush of excitement when you share a first kiss with someone!. I'm dying inside ~ who will want anything to do with me!?
Do you still want to complain about how bad you've got it!? Still want to trade places and see if you like another life better!? I'll bet not!.
Life can change on you in an instant, and you can lose everything in the blink of an eye!. I know things seem really hard right now, but you have no idea how hard they can really be!. Do yourself a favor -- don't find out!.
If there's something out there you want out of life - GO GET IT!.
Don't wait for life to come to you, go get life and live it!. Don't sit back and expect things to come falling into your lap, because it won't happen!. You've got to go out and get what you want in this life -- grab life by the horns and take charge!. If you want to be respected, then you have to show respect and EARN respect!. It's not that hard!.
If you want love, then you have to dare to love!. Will you get hurt!? Probably!. Is it worth it!? When you find true love - yes!
But, doing anything less is just sitting around waiting to die!. And let me tell you something -- that's not all it's cracked up to be, my friend!. Even I won't do that!. I'm fighting back, and I won't let my Cancer win!. I'm determined to beat it!.
The choice is yours!. Stop fighting, and die losing out on life!.
Or at least DIE TRYING TO LIVE!.
MinPinWww@Answer-Health@Com
You lost the girl you love, so now you're not going to even try to be with anyone because all girls are dishonest liars who are out to hurt you!. So you're going to hurt them first!? Why bother getting to know them!? Love 'em and leave 'em - huh!?
Drink and drive; die young and leave a pretty corpse!. Except you know what!? When you drink and drive, the corpse is never pretty; it's usually mangled beyond belief ~ and it's your family that winds up being hurt and crying over you when you're gone too young!. But what do you care - right!? It's not like your mother will miss you!.
You've always given people respect, but no one gives you the respect you deserve!. What have you ever done to EARN that respect!? You only get so much respect for walking in the door, you know; the rest has to be EARNED!. Or didn't you know that!?
Sometimes life is unfair!. What seems unfair to you might seem pretty good to the next guy; it all depends on your perspective!. Compared to me, your life looks pretty darn good, if you ask me!. Do you want to trade!?
I've 44-yrs old and I've been divorced twice: once from a man who beat the living crap out of me, and once from a man who took all my money then left me for someone half my age, who wound up beating the crap out of him!. Sometimes life is funny!.
I had to stop working 2-years ago and go on Disability because I just got too sick to keep working!. I have Arthritis and Degenerative Disk Disease in my spine; I've been in constant pain for over 18-years now!. My life is made up of more medications than you can imagine; I have to take some of them just to stay alive because of the diseases I have!. If it weren't for pain killers, I wouldn't be able to get out of bed every day!.
I moved to California 18-months ago to be near my father as he gets older!. Unfortunately, when I moved out here, I noticed something wasn't right with him; he didn't seem like the man I remembered him to be!. It took 9-months of trying before I could get him to the doctor to be checked out!. When I finally got him to the doctor, we found out he has Multiple Sclerosis!. His Multiple Sclerosis is causing him to have inflammation in his brain which is causing Dementia!. From one day to the next I never know what he will be like ~ will he even remember where he lives today!? It breaks my heart to see him struggle just to go grocery shopping!.
Two weeks after we found out what was wrong with my father, we found out I have Cancer, Stage IV, the worst it can get!. I'm the only person my father has to take care of him; I can't get sick and die on him, not now!. But I am sick -- I have Cancer!. And the chances that I'm still going to be here in 5-years are less than 20%!. No one else in the family will step forward and help me with my father; it all falls to me!.
I'd give anything to be able to work again, to be able to feel useful again instead of sick and useless to the world!. I'd love to be able to drive a car without having to worry whether I'd black-out behind the wheel because of my illnesses!. I can't even remember the last time I touched alcohol; it's too dangerous with the medications I take for pain!.
I moved here to take care of my father; instead, I may wind up making him bury his only daughter!. Can you imagine how that makes me feel!? I feel like I'm ruining his life!. But he doesn't even know it because of his Dementia; he doesn't even realize I'm sick!.
Living like this, with Cancer, chances are I'll never know what it feels like to be in love again!. I'll never know what it feels like to be loved, to hold hands with someone, or to know that rush of excitement when you share a first kiss with someone!. I'm dying inside ~ who will want anything to do with me!?
Do you still want to complain about how bad you've got it!? Still want to trade places and see if you like another life better!? I'll bet not!.
Life can change on you in an instant, and you can lose everything in the blink of an eye!. I know things seem really hard right now, but you have no idea how hard they can really be!. Do yourself a favor -- don't find out!.
If there's something out there you want out of life - GO GET IT!.
Don't wait for life to come to you, go get life and live it!. Don't sit back and expect things to come falling into your lap, because it won't happen!. You've got to go out and get what you want in this life -- grab life by the horns and take charge!. If you want to be respected, then you have to show respect and EARN respect!. It's not that hard!.
If you want love, then you have to dare to love!. Will you get hurt!? Probably!. Is it worth it!? When you find true love - yes!
But, doing anything less is just sitting around waiting to die!. And let me tell you something -- that's not all it's cracked up to be, my friend!. Even I won't do that!. I'm fighting back, and I won't let my Cancer win!. I'm determined to beat it!.
The choice is yours!. Stop fighting, and die losing out on life!.
Or at least DIE TRYING TO LIVE!.
MinPinWww@Answer-Health@Com
This is depression!. I'm not sure what you're asking, but you can't think clearly when you're depressed!. Everything will just make you mad or upset!. You need some treatment!. Can you talk to your dr or a school counselor!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Well there has to be something you like about life other wise you would be suicidal!.!.!.!. i think you should take the high road and take a look at the positive things around you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
It sounds to me like you could have depression in some form or another!. If at all possible, go talk to a professional!. I know a lot of people don't want to do that!. But you may need some help to get through this "funk!." It may only be some talk therapy that you need or maybe some medication, or even both!. I'm not a doctor, but I have had depression and it runs in my family!. It won't hurt to go talk to a doctor about it!.
Good luck!. Hope you feel better soon!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Good luck!. Hope you feel better soon!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You don't say how old you are, but you sound to be under 22 or so!. You are depressed!. It might be best to see a therapist for a bit!. Or if you don't want to do that, force yourself to do some new things that will help people less fortunate than yourself!. One year when my mother died and I was all alone for the first time on Christmas I delivered meals to shut-ins!. It takes you out of yourself and gives something to someone else!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Sounds like you're not doing so great right now!.!.and i totally understand you!.!.sometimes i feel like every boy is the same!.!.rude!.!.dishonest!.!.a cheater!.!.but i figure that someday the right guy will come!.!.mabey you're just going through a tough time in your life right now!.!.!.happends to everyone!.!.i can assure you that!.!.life isnt easy!.!.but you have to take what comes at you and just say F- it im gonna be happy anyway!.!.and make the best of any situation!.!.life can be beautiful!.!.you just have to learn to deal with itWww@Answer-Health@Com