My mind is going crazy. am i loosing it again?!


Question: My mind is going crazy!. am i loosing it again!?
I'm 19 yrs!. old!. been through alot in life mostly depression!. I'm at work right now working the grave yard shift!. I'm bored and tired!. I'm sitting on my computer wondering what I should do!. I'm thinking about doing crystal meth or crack again!. I haven't done it in ages!. I tried to look for Oxycodone and Vicodin ES but they all need a script for it!. My doctor doesn't help me besides she gives me anti depressant!. Am i loosing it again!? I live alone and pays my own bills!. I'm very close to my mother!. I love her dearly!. I have a yorkshire terrier (yorkie) puppy!. When I see him!.!.I feel like everything is better!.!.sometimes it's not!.!. What is wrong with me!.!.i mean!.!.right now!.!.I'm sooooooo lonely and it feels better dying than living!. Please help me!! please help me!.!.!.!.I can not do it!.!.!. I can't do meth or either crack!.!. Oxycodone and Vicodin ES is better than those!. What the hell is wrong with me!? I'm typing while whatever is on my mind right now!. Whatever I feel and I'm stuck here for now!.Www@Answer-Health@Com


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when you feel like this you need to really find something to do!. until your rapid mind slows down, your mind probably runs a million miles a minute, don't it!. get up and do something!. what make you happy, and keeps you supper busy at the same time!. Running is great!. take on some new hobbies, reading, going a gym, you have to take of your own racing mind!. i have one too!. best of luck!. maybe you should see a mental health doctor, they will take care of you better than a regular doctor!. god bless!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

your not loosing it everything is fine!.!.!. relax and get some professional advise your young life is in-front of you, talk to your mam, you are not lonely you got your mam am sue you got friends and colleagues, but please get some professional help !.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

hey, i think you need to break the cycle!.!. you are caught up and you need to get away, new job, new surroundings, new life- because you are so dissatsified with it currently!.!. i'm 19 too, i understand how rubbish you can feel!.!. each day is fresh start, learn to think less, learn to just be, and not dwell!. you love your dog and your mum, they are the positives to start from!.!.
start doing different stuff, break your routine, give yourself time to get better!. dont waste time on drugs, live your live how you want it to be!. you can make a change, trust me!.!.
goodluck!.!. smile :)Www@Answer-Health@Com

You know!.!.!.!. I've known a lot of people who have died as a result of drugs and I'm not that old!.!. I mean, since 92, over 20 deaths! What you need are goals in life!.!. that's hard to do when you're still a teen/at the end of your teens!.!.!. I always knew what I wanted to do, just didn't know how to go about getting into that field!. After 10 yrs in the office world, I'm now grad next week as a Certified Forensic Tech!. I've been taking pics of bands though since 92!. I also play paintball, love to travel, see live bands!.!. hang with friends! Don't get me wrong!.!. it took me years to find a good group of friends!.!.!. they aren't all clean n sober either! But, they all have their lives in order, owning a tattoo shop, married w/kids, going into the military(eeks), firefighter!.!.!.!. Thing is, some of the kewl jobs don't take that long to get the degree nor need more than an AA or Bachelors!. School sucks, but I tell ya what!.!.!. most people end up going back for something or other in their 30s and the way the economy is now, you're not going to get a good paying job doing anything you like w/o some kind of degree!.
Just need a good hobby that you really enjoy, always have good, positive friends around, and save $ to do the things you really want! At the end, most people who do drugs, don't do much with their life and there's a lot of world out there to see with a lot things to do in it!
Stay off the drugs!.!.!. they just ruin your life and everyone around you!. Besides, most people around you who do drugs aren't great friends and will end up screwing you over eventually! Thing of you, stay focused and be determined! It's much more gratifying when you accomplish something you really want when you work hard to do it!. 8)Www@Answer-Health@Com





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