Do you ever feel this way?!


Question: Do you ever feel this way!?
I get tired of myself - the things I do and the things I think about!. I always talk to myself verbally - in whispers and such - and it helps sometimes but other times it just has the opposite effect!. But it gets worse at least once every week, where I just want to be out of my skin and away from myself!. I try doing the stuff I love doing but they just make me want to not be me even more and I don't know what to do!. I feel like I just want to die and when I get like this, I feel like I could almost go through with it!.
My family situation is great - I know my parents love me to death and I'm a brilliant person!. My sister is a senior in high school next year and without a doubt she'll get a good scholarship!. But sometimes I feel like I don't belong - that I'm not their child, because I'm so different and I get so sad sometimes!. Do you ever feel this way as often as I do (weekly)!? Like you want to just kill yourself slowly because you can't stand yourself!? What'd you do to stop yourself!?Www@Answer-Health@Com


Answers:
I feel like that a lot of the time!. I felt that way all through highschool!. I have three brothers and one sister and parents that love me very much but I never felt like I belonged!. And I would have done anything to be able to crawl out of myself and be one of them!. I hated everything I did and everything I thought about!. I just hated me!. And I often feel like that now too!. I am 25, married with two kids!. I have the best husband in the world and I know he loves me more than anything!. And my kids are awesome!. But I dont know why my husband picked me because I dont deserve him!. And I still wish I could just be someone else, someone better for him!.

I just keep talking to my psychiatrist about it!. And I do talk to my husband about it and he reassures me that he doesnt see me the way I see myself!. I have to remind myself too that the way I see myself is not the way everyone else around me sees me!. They see me through loving eyes!. I see myself through self-hatred!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

yes, I do!.
But i havnt had a way to stop myself!.
So I usually just!.!. cry it out then go to sleep!.
I dont know!.
Everybody gets depressed, some worse then others, and it just happens!.
Well, at least you have to be thankful that your life is good!.
And understand that its normal how you feel, because you are not the only one!.
Just dont ever take it farther then thoughts!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

yeah i feel like that one in a while
think about the people you love and what it would to to them if you hurt yourself
best of luckWww@Answer-Health@Com

heya i know what that feels like and it terrible feeling!.!.!.!.!.i duno wha causes it or how to stop it though!.!.!.!.xWww@Answer-Health@Com

yes!. it landed me in a mental hospital!. get help kay!?!?Www@Answer-Health@Com





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