Suicide, you are my last hope.?!
Question: Suicide, you are my last hope!.!?
my life has been a complete waste!. i feel like ive acomplished nothing and im so pesemistic about everything!. i have no desire to live any more time on this material broken world!. i live in an orphanage and lived there all my life!. all i do is waste utilities and if im dead that would cause less energy to be used, which could be one step in bettering the world!. i have no friends and ive been extremely obese all of my life!. ive never had a true friend before bc all people do is make fun of me and tell me im going to die of obeseness!. i guess they will get their wish!. do you have any suggestions on kiiling my depressed soul!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
Living within the system sucks, it's even harder when you don't get adopted like younger kids!. I lived in group homes since I was 5!. I got my GED at 16 and was a legal adult by their standards!. I know at times it seems hopeless and you get stuck in a rut when everything around you is crappy!. I battled depression and made quite a few suicide attempts throughout my time in the system!.!.!. but there is a big world outside of these places!.!.!. Your weight could be the result of the diet they stick to, which is high in starches and meant to nourish those who are malnourished for a short period of time!.!.!. not for years!. I don't think you're wanting to kill yourself deep down, I think you probably need somebody to reach out to you!. Most people don't understand the complex issues that cause one to seek out for someone!. I suggest that you find a mentor willing to visit you, talk to you caseworker or home director about having someone come to see just you once a week!. There are alot of programs out there like that and I think that you would truly benefit from someone showing you that there are people out there who care!.
If you're no longer in a home and transitioning into, or already out in the world, find something to be a part of!.!.!. something you enjoy doing!. I'm no expert, but I've been there and I have worked with people just like you!. Sometimes it's nice to have someone to talk to!. Feel free to e-mail me if you want someone to talk to or you need someone to help you find your way!. elodie_uncensored@yahoo!.com I would list some resources here but I don't know what state you live in!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If you're no longer in a home and transitioning into, or already out in the world, find something to be a part of!.!.!. something you enjoy doing!. I'm no expert, but I've been there and I have worked with people just like you!. Sometimes it's nice to have someone to talk to!. Feel free to e-mail me if you want someone to talk to or you need someone to help you find your way!. elodie_uncensored@yahoo!.com I would list some resources here but I don't know what state you live in!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Ok , good that u wanted to die , so first know the means how to die , if you die who are the people whom u love miss you ,
since you wished to die , u might have also thought of the means to die , be care ful in selecting the means else u may not die but be a burden to the society by being paralysed or half burn or good for nothing!.
No still you want to die the go ahead , if you want to live then my congrats for staying back in this world any way advance wishes for staying back and happy life on earth!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
since you wished to die , u might have also thought of the means to die , be care ful in selecting the means else u may not die but be a burden to the society by being paralysed or half burn or good for nothing!.
No still you want to die the go ahead , if you want to live then my congrats for staying back in this world any way advance wishes for staying back and happy life on earth!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
:O my sister thought exactly the same way as you except the orphanage part!. SUICIDE is not the answer!. Think about the people who want to live but CAN'T you actually have a choice!. Life is not a complete waste, it's YOU who choose whether to waste it or not!. make better decisions, and don't be cowardly and give up!.!.!. Start exercising, it' scientifically proven that exercise helps depression!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hi Livvy!. The problem is that no one's worth can be judged by their accomplishments!. A baby has accomplished nothing yet, but would you say that its life is worthless!? Personal worth is defined by YOU!. You are a unique and different individual!. This is the best thing about you!. My suggestion to you is to focus on things you like to do!. Give your life meaning that is separate from other people!. Yes, you are unique and the fact is that no one is better than you no matter how much they have accomplished and what they look like!. That's right!. NO ONE IS BETTER THAN YOU!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If your serious, go talk to a counselor or something!. Believe me, no matter how hard you may possibly think you have it, there is always someone else worse off!.
Believe me, I have been there, i grew out of it!. Your still a child anyway, you live in a child-filled environment as well!. When you get older, people start to act more adult-like and they wont pick on you!. Yes, there will be some douchebags here and there but life goes on!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Believe me, I have been there, i grew out of it!. Your still a child anyway, you live in a child-filled environment as well!. When you get older, people start to act more adult-like and they wont pick on you!. Yes, there will be some douchebags here and there but life goes on!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
DON'T KILL YOURSELF
That never works, and It's stupid!.
Your life WILL turn around, and maybe you need to see a psychiatrist!. They can prescribe anti depressants that will make you feel better!. The LAST thing you want to do is kill yourself!. Please, talk to a professional, because suicide is very serious, and shouldn't be taken lightly!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
That never works, and It's stupid!.
Your life WILL turn around, and maybe you need to see a psychiatrist!. They can prescribe anti depressants that will make you feel better!. The LAST thing you want to do is kill yourself!. Please, talk to a professional, because suicide is very serious, and shouldn't be taken lightly!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Well first of all, the problem is you are allowing what other people say affect you!. If you don't like your weight try to work on it and know that those other people don't matter!. Show them that you are better than what they say!. If you kill yourself, you are letting them win because they defeated you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Well, you can turn your life around!. You can!. Find someone to talk to!.!.!. there's facilities and professionals available!. Please ask someone at your orphanage to help you!. Your life isn't a complete waste!.!.!. you just have to find your way!. Goodluck and hang in there!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
"Orphanages" have not existed in decades!. Its against federal law to live even in a foster home for longer than 2 years!. Either you are returned back to parents if they got better or adopted for stability of child
So basically you are full of "hit!.!.!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
So basically you are full of "hit!.!.!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
stop shoving down twinkies and then someone might adopt you
:D
going to hell!
if this were true that is!.
by the way, that's a damn good orphanage, with the internet and everything!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
:D
going to hell!
if this were true that is!.
by the way, that's a damn good orphanage, with the internet and everything!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
omg call this suicide number
305-503-0845
or this one
415-356-9833
CALLL OR ELSE!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
305-503-0845
or this one
415-356-9833
CALLL OR ELSE!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
not taking this seriously!.!.!.!.!.sorry!.!.!.
and its obesity, not obeseness!.!.!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
and its obesity, not obeseness!.!.!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I think you're lying!. None of your other questions matched up with this one!.
Stop lying and get a life!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Stop lying and get a life!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
who will be the new president of Egypt!? ;)Www@Answer-Health@Com
awh someone just needs a hug!Www@Answer-Health@Com
I think suicide is a waste to be honest with you!. They have people all over the world, including children, with fatal diseases!.!.!.!.!.!.and they are trying to live their life to the fullest day by day!.!.!.!.!.then you want to kill yourself cause you feel your life is a waste!? There is a reason that you were born, so it is up to you to find that reason!. Giving up and killing yourself has never solved any problems!. Life is about attitude!.!.!.!.!.!.you've had it hard!.!.!.!.sure, but you don't have it as hard as other people in the world!.!.!.!.and they're not about to kill themselves!. Just remember there is always someone else in a worse predicament than you, on any given day!. It's time for you change your attitude, and in time, you'll change the quality of your life!. Maybe one day, when you can!.!.!.!.!.!.move and find a new place to live!.!.!.!.!.and start over!. I wish you the best of luck!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Pray!. You do not want to kill yourself or you would have done it already!. What you want is love!. What you want is someone who understands you!. You are not the only one to feel this way!. In fact you are not the first and you will not be the last!. You will get through this!. Let your life be a testimony for someone else who will go through the same thing you are going through now!. Not necessarily the same situation, but the same emotions!. Testimony meaning to tell where you came from, meaning what you been through!.!.!. and how you made!. By doing that, you can give someone else one more day of hope that they didn't have the day before!. Let me tell you suicide is a perminate solution to a temporary problem!. Your days will not always be like this!. You are stronger than you were yesterday becuase you are still here!. I am saying all these things to you, but I am reminding myself of this at the same time!. You have a purpose!. Everyone does!. I sincerely hope everything works out for you and if ever you need someone to email!.!.!. I would be more than happy to be your email buddy!. There is nothing wrong for wanting or having someone to encourage you so that you can make it throughout the day!.!.!.week!.!.!. year!.!.!. and eventually make a change for the better in your life!.
Be blessed!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Be blessed!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
do you really want to end your life because of what the other petty dumb-a**ses say!? thats pathetic because you deserve a life too!. i know its a tough situation youre in but it sounds like you are still young!. you'll find that people become much more accepting as they get older and less superficial!. not to mention there are people going through the same things you are!.my advice is to seek help with someone who can understand you!. depression is not a joke!. you need to speak to proffesionals about that because they truly can help you!. youre not a waste, you just havent discovered your passion or loves in your life yet because of all the things preventing you from trying!. its not over yet!. and dont judge your life based on solely all the bad things!. pessimism is an attitude that makes you see things that way!.!.!.no wonder you have trouble accomplishing anything!. be proud of who you are and try to see good in your future!. and yes you have a future!Www@Answer-Health@Com
I too have battled suicide!. In the end, I was able to give myself permission to make mistakes!. Remember, nobody in this world is perfect!. So why should I have to be too!? I just do the best I can with what I've got!. Who could ask for anything more!.
I came to realize that I'm my worst critic!. Not the people around me!. I had just set too high a standard for myself!. So what if I'm not what I had hoped for this week!. I just decided to find new hopes 4 myself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I came to realize that I'm my worst critic!. Not the people around me!. I had just set too high a standard for myself!. So what if I'm not what I had hoped for this week!. I just decided to find new hopes 4 myself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
ok, the first answer just ignore him
would u like to chat!?
add me at syrian_till_death@yahoo!.com
we can be friends :D
edit: just don't do anything stupid!. like ur gona give up on life!? and let it win just like that!?
plz chat, i think i can cheer u up :)
edit: what the hellz wrong with you people!.!. do u know the truth!? do u know whats going on with her!. i dn't care what her other answers said!. Get Lost u freaks!. God, are u able to co-op that ur little gay comment killed someone!. or wait u wouldn't know would u!. look, if u have nothing nice to say!. don't say it at all!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
would u like to chat!?
add me at syrian_till_death@yahoo!.com
we can be friends :D
edit: just don't do anything stupid!. like ur gona give up on life!? and let it win just like that!?
plz chat, i think i can cheer u up :)
edit: what the hellz wrong with you people!.!. do u know the truth!? do u know whats going on with her!. i dn't care what her other answers said!. Get Lost u freaks!. God, are u able to co-op that ur little gay comment killed someone!. or wait u wouldn't know would u!. look, if u have nothing nice to say!. don't say it at all!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
First and foremost 1-800-784-2433 - it's the hotline I pulled off the internet, please call - they're much better equipped to assist you, unlike the buffet of sickening ignorance featured here tonight!.
The following is addressed to the IDJUTS who thought they were being "cute" or "helpful" - not directed at the author!.!.!.right now, author, please just call!.!.!.
I know when someone is on a bridge, ready to jump, the first guy on the scene doesn't TAUNT the individual as a test of validity!.
Note to site!. Suicide topics should immediately be forwarded to the closest hotline for additional assistance so as one does not have to be judged by a group of non-licensed individuals who are representing your company via stupid-***-comments!.
To the aforementioned stupid people:
First Assumption: Everyone on this site right now suffers some level of mental illness, or is hoping to gain insight, help/answers!.
Second Assumption: Every individual who wrote this off has either identified with the adolescent desperation in the delivery and discarded it because they "survived" that point in time in their lives - OR- their sadistic verbal lashing provides them the retaliation of what they felt "Once Upon A Time" when they expressed themselves on similar terms!.
To EVERYONE, INCLUDING AUTHOR!: Many of us, ok, almost everyone, when tossed a 150 lb!. duffel bag of emotional turmoil, aren't sure what to do!.!.!.we try to catch it!. If we drop it!.!.!.are we to blame!? I'm trying to say to the author!.!.!.you unload your emotional pain on this site!.!.!.if it is valid or not, should not be up to those of us who have difficulty sleeping!.!.!.!.HOWEVER, nor should the insomniacs become the Siskel & Ebert of mental health Blog Reviews!. Shame on you all for casting your disdainful commentary upon ANYONE on this site!.
How do we respectfully acknowledge the GIFT of knowing someone reached out to us in their time of need, yet effectively re-direct the expectation of "FIX ME" into, help support me!? I'm not sure how to answer that either, but I know for sure, NOT THE WAY it has been!
We all need to take responsibility for ourselves, and sometimes, we need to ask questions to help us understand what others have experienced!.!.!.that should NOT be condemned or chastised!
It takes SO MUCH COURAGE to make an attempt to reach out!.!.!.so the next time one of you WONDERBLOGERS feel compelled inflict your desk-top PhD from your parents' house!.!.!.shut the hell up!. People like you make people like this person the way they are!. If you don't have the words or resources to help - move on, away!.!.!.
TO THE AUTHOR (You should not even be reading this!.!.!.you have a call to make!): PLEASE Reach in the correct direction!.!.!.call the number and pay no attention to the cowards behind the blog screen!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
The following is addressed to the IDJUTS who thought they were being "cute" or "helpful" - not directed at the author!.!.!.right now, author, please just call!.!.!.
I know when someone is on a bridge, ready to jump, the first guy on the scene doesn't TAUNT the individual as a test of validity!.
Note to site!. Suicide topics should immediately be forwarded to the closest hotline for additional assistance so as one does not have to be judged by a group of non-licensed individuals who are representing your company via stupid-***-comments!.
To the aforementioned stupid people:
First Assumption: Everyone on this site right now suffers some level of mental illness, or is hoping to gain insight, help/answers!.
Second Assumption: Every individual who wrote this off has either identified with the adolescent desperation in the delivery and discarded it because they "survived" that point in time in their lives - OR- their sadistic verbal lashing provides them the retaliation of what they felt "Once Upon A Time" when they expressed themselves on similar terms!.
To EVERYONE, INCLUDING AUTHOR!: Many of us, ok, almost everyone, when tossed a 150 lb!. duffel bag of emotional turmoil, aren't sure what to do!.!.!.we try to catch it!. If we drop it!.!.!.are we to blame!? I'm trying to say to the author!.!.!.you unload your emotional pain on this site!.!.!.if it is valid or not, should not be up to those of us who have difficulty sleeping!.!.!.!.HOWEVER, nor should the insomniacs become the Siskel & Ebert of mental health Blog Reviews!. Shame on you all for casting your disdainful commentary upon ANYONE on this site!.
How do we respectfully acknowledge the GIFT of knowing someone reached out to us in their time of need, yet effectively re-direct the expectation of "FIX ME" into, help support me!? I'm not sure how to answer that either, but I know for sure, NOT THE WAY it has been!
We all need to take responsibility for ourselves, and sometimes, we need to ask questions to help us understand what others have experienced!.!.!.that should NOT be condemned or chastised!
It takes SO MUCH COURAGE to make an attempt to reach out!.!.!.so the next time one of you WONDERBLOGERS feel compelled inflict your desk-top PhD from your parents' house!.!.!.shut the hell up!. People like you make people like this person the way they are!. If you don't have the words or resources to help - move on, away!.!.!.
TO THE AUTHOR (You should not even be reading this!.!.!.you have a call to make!): PLEASE Reach in the correct direction!.!.!.call the number and pay no attention to the cowards behind the blog screen!.Www@Answer-Health@Com