Fascination with suicide... is this normal?!
Question: Fascination with suicide!.!.!. is this normal!?
this is really hard for me to write!. on the outside i am a smiling, straight A student!. i have never voiced this before!.
i am miserable and i feel helpless!. i can't take my life anymore!. as an only child, my parents are suffocating me, and my father has started drinking, to the point where I would call him an alcoholic!. my mother does nothing about it and takes his bullshit but i will not back down when he confronts me and every single night we fight!. massive, huge, messy fights that end with me in tears!. i hate that he drinks!.
so, school was my refuge, the place i looked forward to going to!. i have friends!. i was happy there!. but in my final years of school, the pressure is too much, there is too much work, and i just can't keep up!. i have lost my refuge!.
my question is: i have a fascination with suicide, and the idea of running away!. and although i can't contemplate me doing either of these things, the idea taunts me to the point where i just *wish* i could!. is this normal!?!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
i am miserable and i feel helpless!. i can't take my life anymore!. as an only child, my parents are suffocating me, and my father has started drinking, to the point where I would call him an alcoholic!. my mother does nothing about it and takes his bullshit but i will not back down when he confronts me and every single night we fight!. massive, huge, messy fights that end with me in tears!. i hate that he drinks!.
so, school was my refuge, the place i looked forward to going to!. i have friends!. i was happy there!. but in my final years of school, the pressure is too much, there is too much work, and i just can't keep up!. i have lost my refuge!.
my question is: i have a fascination with suicide, and the idea of running away!. and although i can't contemplate me doing either of these things, the idea taunts me to the point where i just *wish* i could!. is this normal!?!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
no!.!.this is not normal!. our thoughts influence our actions!. and our environment can influence our thoughts!.
i believe you want to escape the situation you're in at home and are looking for the only means of escape you can think of!. best to get outside help!. talk to your school counselor or call a free local women's hotline!. find ways to deal with your own feelings & the situation at home may become more manageable-or perhaps more avoidable!. ultimately, girl!.!.!.contemplating suicide is not pretty nor fun!. contemplating these thougths could cloud your judgement!. best to replace this anxiety by talking to a friend, teacher, counselor, minister, or friend!. even though you're a kid at home, you still have rights & your life is worth living in a beautiful way!. Those A's you were getting means something about who you are!. Trust in your higher power!.!.!.however difficult that may at times be!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
i believe you want to escape the situation you're in at home and are looking for the only means of escape you can think of!. best to get outside help!. talk to your school counselor or call a free local women's hotline!. find ways to deal with your own feelings & the situation at home may become more manageable-or perhaps more avoidable!. ultimately, girl!.!.!.contemplating suicide is not pretty nor fun!. contemplating these thougths could cloud your judgement!. best to replace this anxiety by talking to a friend, teacher, counselor, minister, or friend!. even though you're a kid at home, you still have rights & your life is worth living in a beautiful way!. Those A's you were getting means something about who you are!. Trust in your higher power!.!.!.however difficult that may at times be!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
yeah, if you are under a lot of stress, i have thought of just jumping off my roof of my porch to see if i could liveWww@Answer-Health@Com
no its not normal you are weirdWww@Answer-Health@Com