I hate myself..?!
Question: I hate myself!.!.!?
I hate what I do, I hate what I say!. I hate everything about the way I look, my parents favor my smart, pretty, older sister, and then I'm just the stupid ugly younger one!. I can't help but to think negitively, I'm bipolar, and sometimes, I can barley control myself!. Almost all my friends hate me because of my random outbursts, I have a sucky personality, my mom's side of my family also favors my sister, I'm way to shy, even around my family, I hate my dad, and I hate my sister, I really just want to kill myself, and don't tell me to go to a threipist, I won't talk to one, I don't trust anyone, I don't even trust myself!. As you can probally tell, I'm extremly fcuked up, I really need help!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
omg i feel the same way about myself i started cutting because of that!.!.!. which was NOT a smart choice =(
when i would look in the mirror i would just want to rip my face off i thought i was SO ugly, my twin sister is absolutly perfect and i am not she has good grades and i dont everyone calls me a freak no one calls her a freak and i dont trust myself at all if i am eating something like hard candy then i have to hold it and then lick it because i dont trust myself enough to know that i'll be okay and not choke on it!.!.!. i have a zillion problems and i cant ever talk to anyone about it because i'll get on their nerves or something!.!.!. i am VERY shy and am 14 and still have had no bf, no kiss, no hug, nothing i havent even been told i was pretty!.!. alot of people even tell me that i amm stupid and ugly!.!.!. i only have about 3 CLOSE friends in my life i am also bipolar and that makes me want to commit suicide most of the time i have gone to two therapists and i take up to TWENTY TWO pills A DAY! i am always feeling sick and i feel like i am the biggest looser on the planet i have MAJOR panic attacks and i have constant headaches!.!.!.!. i have also had something happen to me when i was 7 up to 10 which i absolutly refuse to tell anyone about because i dont want anything bad to happen!.!. i am now scarred for life and willl always remember what happened and know that no one will ever know about it!.!.!.!.
as much as i hate it too i would seriously reccomend getting on some other kind of anti-depressant
please don't kill your self ;C
i'll be okay!
<3Www@Answer-Health@Com
when i would look in the mirror i would just want to rip my face off i thought i was SO ugly, my twin sister is absolutly perfect and i am not she has good grades and i dont everyone calls me a freak no one calls her a freak and i dont trust myself at all if i am eating something like hard candy then i have to hold it and then lick it because i dont trust myself enough to know that i'll be okay and not choke on it!.!.!. i have a zillion problems and i cant ever talk to anyone about it because i'll get on their nerves or something!.!.!. i am VERY shy and am 14 and still have had no bf, no kiss, no hug, nothing i havent even been told i was pretty!.!. alot of people even tell me that i amm stupid and ugly!.!.!. i only have about 3 CLOSE friends in my life i am also bipolar and that makes me want to commit suicide most of the time i have gone to two therapists and i take up to TWENTY TWO pills A DAY! i am always feeling sick and i feel like i am the biggest looser on the planet i have MAJOR panic attacks and i have constant headaches!.!.!.!. i have also had something happen to me when i was 7 up to 10 which i absolutly refuse to tell anyone about because i dont want anything bad to happen!.!. i am now scarred for life and willl always remember what happened and know that no one will ever know about it!.!.!.!.
as much as i hate it too i would seriously reccomend getting on some other kind of anti-depressant
please don't kill your self ;C
i'll be okay!
<3Www@Answer-Health@Com
If you want help you have to reach out for it, I would certainly get an appointment with you're GP!.
All the best!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
All the best!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
hi my "hate myself" girl,when i read your question lt tugged at my heartstrings!.so many "hate"words in your question,if the "hate"word change to "love"one ,how will your life be like!?
god said everyone is special and fair!.there always set up lots of trouble to pass, to let us mature , the strong one is always thinking positively but ignore those negative insignificance!. we always ask self what can i do for others instead what can i get from others,to give always let us believe we are capable ,we can ,of course we can treat things positively ,give a smile to self ,learn from the past ,give others smiles and have ease of mind!.always ask self can't i just do better with smile instead sad,tender stead touchy!.
always remember not the looking but the personality makes you a elegant and lovely girl !.
a person is just like a book ,not the cover but the content makes the book amazing , interesting ,special and popular!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
god said everyone is special and fair!.there always set up lots of trouble to pass, to let us mature , the strong one is always thinking positively but ignore those negative insignificance!. we always ask self what can i do for others instead what can i get from others,to give always let us believe we are capable ,we can ,of course we can treat things positively ,give a smile to self ,learn from the past ,give others smiles and have ease of mind!.always ask self can't i just do better with smile instead sad,tender stead touchy!.
always remember not the looking but the personality makes you a elegant and lovely girl !.
a person is just like a book ,not the cover but the content makes the book amazing , interesting ,special and popular!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
ok so you obviously dont want to go to a therapist and i can understand that and there is no need!.
Because you can sort the problems out yourself if you put your faith and mind to it and think with positivity in life!.
The first thing you need to do is whenevr you encounter a situation where you think you are goingto mess up and think negatively,
immediately think of something positive, doesnt mater what it is,
for example if you are about to approach a person and you think it
will go wrong, just think of the good things about them and think about
what good things could happen!.
Secondly, NEVER demote yourself from other people, everyone
is equal in this world no matter who they are, race, gender, ethnicity etc!. just try and give more attention to people and they will give it back,
never feel hesitation to talk or say thigns without thinking it wil lsound stupid,
because THAT very thought is what gets your odd outburst!. Its because your nervous and jsut say anything so just think a litlle
before you do something and be calm about it!.
Dont let depression take over your mind and soul, yes it can hurt when someone else is getting the attention adn you feel left out but if you keep thinking that then it will be a sign to people that you dont want to be approached!.
happy people attract happy people!.
i cant say everything in one go so if you can have enough
trust in a stranger who is doing the right thing in only
wanting to help you then email me or add me on msn; mojo3340@hotmail!.com
just an act of random kindnessWww@Answer-Health@Com
Because you can sort the problems out yourself if you put your faith and mind to it and think with positivity in life!.
The first thing you need to do is whenevr you encounter a situation where you think you are goingto mess up and think negatively,
immediately think of something positive, doesnt mater what it is,
for example if you are about to approach a person and you think it
will go wrong, just think of the good things about them and think about
what good things could happen!.
Secondly, NEVER demote yourself from other people, everyone
is equal in this world no matter who they are, race, gender, ethnicity etc!. just try and give more attention to people and they will give it back,
never feel hesitation to talk or say thigns without thinking it wil lsound stupid,
because THAT very thought is what gets your odd outburst!. Its because your nervous and jsut say anything so just think a litlle
before you do something and be calm about it!.
Dont let depression take over your mind and soul, yes it can hurt when someone else is getting the attention adn you feel left out but if you keep thinking that then it will be a sign to people that you dont want to be approached!.
happy people attract happy people!.
i cant say everything in one go so if you can have enough
trust in a stranger who is doing the right thing in only
wanting to help you then email me or add me on msn; mojo3340@hotmail!.com
just an act of random kindnessWww@Answer-Health@Com