I don't know what I was thinking and made a mistake?!
Question: I don't know what I was thinking and made a mistake!?
I told myself that I would never ever do it again and I have done it again!.
Last night, I made the biggest mistake ever!. I'm soo mad at myself for doing it!. Please don't say I'm an addict because I'm not!. Please don't say I need to go to see a doctor or a psychologist because I do have one!. Please don't say I need help because that will hurt me!. I have smoke crystal meth and crack cocaine again!. I'm soo freaking stupid!. I'm an idiot!. I woke up this morning crying because I felt really bad!. My mom really cares and love me!. My dad is dead when I was about 5 yrs!. old!. My mom is the only one I have besides my three sisters!. I'm not an addict because the last time I done it was was like in 6 Months!. I do take anti depression pills but it seems that it doesn't help me at all and it makes me more sick and sicker!.
I think I still have this drugs on my system and I'm at work right now on my laptop!.
Why me!? I want to die!. I hate everything!. I don't like this stupid world we freaking live inWww@Answer-Health@Com
Last night, I made the biggest mistake ever!. I'm soo mad at myself for doing it!. Please don't say I'm an addict because I'm not!. Please don't say I need to go to see a doctor or a psychologist because I do have one!. Please don't say I need help because that will hurt me!. I have smoke crystal meth and crack cocaine again!. I'm soo freaking stupid!. I'm an idiot!. I woke up this morning crying because I felt really bad!. My mom really cares and love me!. My dad is dead when I was about 5 yrs!. old!. My mom is the only one I have besides my three sisters!. I'm not an addict because the last time I done it was was like in 6 Months!. I do take anti depression pills but it seems that it doesn't help me at all and it makes me more sick and sicker!.
I think I still have this drugs on my system and I'm at work right now on my laptop!.
Why me!? I want to die!. I hate everything!. I don't like this stupid world we freaking live inWww@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
I have a lovely daughter with 2 babies!. She got back from Iraq all messed up with PTSD!. Then she got post-partum depression giving her a double whammy of depression!.
She is also in therapy and on medication!. She was on one kind and it was making her tired, and lethargic, and poor, and so she told her doctor who then changed her meds!. The new ones she is on are "much better" in her opinion!. She is much better and is back to the silly giggly person I knew her whole life!.
Crystal Meth is dangerous stuff and crack is no better!. I am wondering how you got ahold of the stuff!. Do you think you could avoid the influences that are giving you opportunity to get the drugs!? Maybe a new circle of friends is a prescription to better mental health!.
Your mom loves you, and you might want to go to her and talk with her!. Just tell her that you need her to listen and understand and not lecture you, and put her arms around you and make things calm for a moment!.
School can suck for the most typical of student and you have problems that keep you from holding onto an even keel!. Maybe you could take a semester off and go back when you feel like it more!?
I really do recommend that you stay away from the drugs, it seems you took them to try to feel happy and less sick because of your meds making you feel sick!. Go back to your doctor and tell him/her how the pills make you feel, and ask if there are any suggestions for something different!.
Good luck!. You feel guilty, don't you!? Well, stop it!. Someone helped you get those drugs and they should feel guilty for making you feel so much like crap!. You did it, sure, but they must have known your weaknesses, and they "played" on them!.
Just keep getting the help you need!. You're young, you are probably beautiful, and the world is sitting here, waiting for you to be ready to join it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
She is also in therapy and on medication!. She was on one kind and it was making her tired, and lethargic, and poor, and so she told her doctor who then changed her meds!. The new ones she is on are "much better" in her opinion!. She is much better and is back to the silly giggly person I knew her whole life!.
Crystal Meth is dangerous stuff and crack is no better!. I am wondering how you got ahold of the stuff!. Do you think you could avoid the influences that are giving you opportunity to get the drugs!? Maybe a new circle of friends is a prescription to better mental health!.
Your mom loves you, and you might want to go to her and talk with her!. Just tell her that you need her to listen and understand and not lecture you, and put her arms around you and make things calm for a moment!.
School can suck for the most typical of student and you have problems that keep you from holding onto an even keel!. Maybe you could take a semester off and go back when you feel like it more!?
I really do recommend that you stay away from the drugs, it seems you took them to try to feel happy and less sick because of your meds making you feel sick!. Go back to your doctor and tell him/her how the pills make you feel, and ask if there are any suggestions for something different!.
Good luck!. You feel guilty, don't you!? Well, stop it!. Someone helped you get those drugs and they should feel guilty for making you feel so much like crap!. You did it, sure, but they must have known your weaknesses, and they "played" on them!.
Just keep getting the help you need!. You're young, you are probably beautiful, and the world is sitting here, waiting for you to be ready to join it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I suggest seeing your doctor who prescribed you the anti!. Since its not working, they can try a different one!. Wanting to die, and feeling so horrible is not a good thing!. You should talk to your doctor about how your feeling!.!.!.they may be able to a therapist, or someone who can help you through this!. Try to stay away from the meth or cocain!.!.!.itll only make things worse!.
If you need someone to talk to, email me
Good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
If you need someone to talk to, email me
Good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
The withdrawal from crystal meth includes the feelings you're describing of depression and despair, so some of what you're feeling today was caused by the drug you used last night!. That's the good news since it means you'll be feeling better in a day or two!.
For today you'll need to stay hydrated, drink water and fruit juice and eat chocolate!. Seriously, chocolate will help!.
For the long term, you'll need to take a close look at your current friendships!. It was friends that you were with last night when you did this, right!? You need to make a REAL effort to meet some new people who are not involved in this world!. That will be a HUGE first step to making sure you don't relapse again!.
Tell your Dr!./psych!. everything so that they can maybe make some changes in your medication so that you feel BETTER!.
Good luck!Www@Answer-Health@Com
For today you'll need to stay hydrated, drink water and fruit juice and eat chocolate!. Seriously, chocolate will help!.
For the long term, you'll need to take a close look at your current friendships!. It was friends that you were with last night when you did this, right!? You need to make a REAL effort to meet some new people who are not involved in this world!. That will be a HUGE first step to making sure you don't relapse again!.
Tell your Dr!./psych!. everything so that they can maybe make some changes in your medication so that you feel BETTER!.
Good luck!Www@Answer-Health@Com