: ( sometimes... i want to die...?!
Question: : ( sometimes!.!.!. i want to die!.!.!.!?
i wont kill myself tonight!.!.!. its just a thought!.!.!. i have never been normal!.!.!. i dont want to be like everyone else!.!.!. i just, wish i had "a life" friends, people know you exist, job, something to be proud of!.!.!. stuff like that!.!.!. but i dont, maybe i never will have anything like that, maybe nobody will ever really like me : ( so why wait, why wish and live in hope!?!? i can still smile, im not sure if i ever mean it tho!.!.!.!. my life has a simple routine that i really dont think i would miss!.!.!.!. i used to feel like this!.!.!. when i was younger!.!.!. 10 till about 14 or 15!.!.!. i thought my life was getting better, im 17 and i feel like i just hate my life again!.!.!. i wont kill myself!.!.!. dont try talk me out of it!.!.!. and i dont need help either!.!. i already have someone to talk to about it!.!.!.!. i was just wondering!.!.!. is it normal to get these feelings!?!? thank youWww@Answer-Health@Com
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Sure, I think it's normal to feel this way!. You are still young, don't know where Your lifes taking You!. All I can say is take one day at a time, There will come a day where You'll feel peace!. You'll be married with kids years from now, and think to yourself "How could I have ever felt like that!?" Hormones can make You feel this way too, and at seventeen, your still going through the change!Www@Answer-Health@Com
I have easy depression, then moderate and finally severe depression!. Many times I wanted to kill myself, but God saved me from death!. I have a very good psychiatrist, I am a psychologist, I can manage myself!. The doctor helps me very much to overtake my state!. Now I am very content of me, I have a boyfriend, I will marry him and I want to live my life!. I am happy with him and my family support me!. I do not have many friends but they are good, they like me and love me!. I am very content about my life now and I want very much to live, I love people and lifeWww@Answer-Health@Com
Like I said I'm depressed, no help and no one cares!. I've held a knife to my wrists, made suicide plans but I!.!.!. I just can't do it yet!. I've actually made plans, about 5 different ways and drew up a list of how I CAN do it e!.g
Slit wrists Can happen
Jump out of the window Wouldn't die
I don't know about you but maybe it's just came back!.!.!. Depression can come and go through your life!. I'm exactly like you nothing to look forward to no friends life etc!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Slit wrists Can happen
Jump out of the window Wouldn't die
I don't know about you but maybe it's just came back!.!.!. Depression can come and go through your life!. I'm exactly like you nothing to look forward to no friends life etc!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
There is no normal, and i know you say you dont need help and that you have spoke to someone but its certainly not healthy to be feeling the way you feel!. If you do want to chat feel free to email me!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
if you didn't want help you would not be asking for any!. You don't want to kill yourself, if you did you would not be writing about it you would be doing it!. You are only 17 you have a life ahead of you and no it is not normal to feel that way!. It sounds a little like depression and it is really common and you can get help!. My sister use to always tell people she was going to do it but never did!. The time she did do it she didn't inform anyone!. It was to late for her but at 17 your life really can't be that bad, please please get some help!.Www@Answer-Health@Com