Darkness calling me?!


Question: Darkness calling me!?
i know this might sound a lil bit crazy, but i used to be in darkness all my life, more like being in dark thoughts, im bipolar,OCD and have severe depression , i started taking medications and it works out for me, but everyonce in a while there is this voice at the back of my head telling me i should stay in my darkness and never get out!. i used to cut myself, stay in dark places,and feel irritated if im put into the sun light !. i used to stay in my dark side all my life, im 22 years old now, and i just started taking medication, i got used to my dark side, it is all i knew, and all in a sudden when i started feeling better i started freaking out wanting to stay in darkness!. did this ever happen to u !?r u going through the same thing!? what could i do to help myself out of my sacred darkness!? !. there r voices calling for me telling me i only survive in the dark side!.plz help,thanksWww@Answer-Health@Com


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i felt the same way when i was starting to get treatment for depression around your age!.!.!. i felt like if i let go of it, i wouldn't be "me" anymore!. i didn't really let go of it!. i took meds, but they made me an awful person (made me kinda manic)

i don't have any advise, sorry :(

but at least your meds are working!.!.!. hang in there!. maybe you should talk to the doc about this!? up your dose perhaps!?Www@Answer-Health@Com

HAPPY HAPPY COCNUTS AND HAPPY

http://www!.youtube!.com/watch!?v=lRpYFiWU-!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

I think you should be more open to change!.!.!.and if you like the darkness than so be it but if its just because its all you have allowed yourself you need to make baby steps on becoming a person with hope!.!.!.hope is what we all need to want more!.!.!.maybe your being over medicated ,,doctors tand to over medicate when you have more than one issue!.!.!.!.join a group even NA you will see your not the only one with issues and you would learn ways to deal with them!.!.You dont have to be a drug addict just an addict or a person who is interested in a new life!.!.!.the 12 steps!.!.!.!.!.I use to hide in closets felt safe and isolated where i wanted to be !.!.but looking now from the outside i was the walking dead!.!.which is no life!.!.i wish you luck!.!.!.and please do not focus on your negitives!.!.!.!.!.like my grandfather said to me once!.!.!."dont wear a sign that says kick me"Www@Answer-Health@Com





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