Sometimes i wish to die?!
Question: Sometimes i wish to die!?
I hate my school!. I have no friends because i am not good at mixing around with people!. I just like to be alone!. Well my parents is like they doesnt even exist!. I not very close to my silblings!. I am always at my home alone and using computer!. My school results are POOR because i think that maybe i would commit sucide anyway , someday!. I dont know what i want in life!. The school is forcing me to do what i dont want!. I always fear going to school , i would shivers and feeling scare!. I am afraid of the public , very afraid!. I am very confuse , i dont know what is making me so miserable!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
Wow, that school online thing sounds awesome!
I know where you are, and as crazy as this sounds, you can grow to be a fuller person and leave these hurtful feelings behind!.
For now, just figure out what kind of help you want and would be best for you!. You can see your school counselor (probably not the most rewarding choice), you can find a psychiatrist (which kinda sucks because your parents by law would need to go to the appointment with you), you can see a clergy member (this is good if you have a religion, if not, I understand how you'd be hesitant but ANY clergy member of ANY faith can really help you out now and get you started on some ways to help yourself), you can talk to any preferably older person you trust (who again may or may not tell your parents), or you can do what I did, go straight to the emergency room at your local hospital NOW (somebody there will make you fell good for the moment and you can talk about help later)!.
Really, I know where you are and I was so scared of my parents!. They got so angry when I was diagnosed with mental illness!. I just ran away and went to the emergency room I was so scared!.
About suicide- have you ever read Shakespeare's Hamlet!? Hamlet was contemplating suicide but decided against it because he was scared of what awaited him after death!. He has a good point!.
In my faith, nothing bad will happen to you if you commit suicide, but you will be faced with the same challenges to overcome in the next life!. Why not overcome them now!?
Only good, kind, sensitive people get depressed and feel like you do!. The world is scary because people are hurtful, and if we ran the world it would be full of loving people and nobody would every hurt anyone!.
There is a time for everything!. There is a time when you will know what you want!. And there will be a time when you will not fear what you do now, instead you will be strong and be a very rich soul for going through what you have!.
How did I get better!? I looked inside myself!. I learned what my soul was trying to tell me, but what I was ignorant of and because of it got very ill!. I learned how to get better, how to stay happy, and found out who I really was and what my goals were!
Here's the link of a book that opened up a new world of mental and spiritual health: Dialectical Behavior Therapy, DBT, by Marsha Linehan!. It should make a lot of sense to you!.
All you have to fear is fear itself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I know where you are, and as crazy as this sounds, you can grow to be a fuller person and leave these hurtful feelings behind!.
For now, just figure out what kind of help you want and would be best for you!. You can see your school counselor (probably not the most rewarding choice), you can find a psychiatrist (which kinda sucks because your parents by law would need to go to the appointment with you), you can see a clergy member (this is good if you have a religion, if not, I understand how you'd be hesitant but ANY clergy member of ANY faith can really help you out now and get you started on some ways to help yourself), you can talk to any preferably older person you trust (who again may or may not tell your parents), or you can do what I did, go straight to the emergency room at your local hospital NOW (somebody there will make you fell good for the moment and you can talk about help later)!.
Really, I know where you are and I was so scared of my parents!. They got so angry when I was diagnosed with mental illness!. I just ran away and went to the emergency room I was so scared!.
About suicide- have you ever read Shakespeare's Hamlet!? Hamlet was contemplating suicide but decided against it because he was scared of what awaited him after death!. He has a good point!.
In my faith, nothing bad will happen to you if you commit suicide, but you will be faced with the same challenges to overcome in the next life!. Why not overcome them now!?
Only good, kind, sensitive people get depressed and feel like you do!. The world is scary because people are hurtful, and if we ran the world it would be full of loving people and nobody would every hurt anyone!.
There is a time for everything!. There is a time when you will know what you want!. And there will be a time when you will not fear what you do now, instead you will be strong and be a very rich soul for going through what you have!.
How did I get better!? I looked inside myself!. I learned what my soul was trying to tell me, but what I was ignorant of and because of it got very ill!. I learned how to get better, how to stay happy, and found out who I really was and what my goals were!
Here's the link of a book that opened up a new world of mental and spiritual health: Dialectical Behavior Therapy, DBT, by Marsha Linehan!. It should make a lot of sense to you!.
All you have to fear is fear itself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I know that no kids want to talk to there parents, but if you can it would be the best thing to do!. They could get you some help with depression!. If you have to, talk to a school counselor or even the Health Department can help you see a Dr!. Whatever you do, just get help and don't do anything to hurt yourself because it doesn't fix the problems!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If I may say this, you sound exactly like I did four years ago!.
But, I should tell you, I am much better now!. And you can get better too!. There is hope, there is help!.
Please reach out, even though it is terrifying and may seem useless!. Talk to a counselor and see if maybe you can get on some antidepressants!. With time and care, you will see that the world can be a much better place!.
Take care, and be well!Www@Answer-Health@Com
But, I should tell you, I am much better now!. And you can get better too!. There is hope, there is help!.
Please reach out, even though it is terrifying and may seem useless!. Talk to a counselor and see if maybe you can get on some antidepressants!. With time and care, you will see that the world can be a much better place!.
Take care, and be well!Www@Answer-Health@Com
this sounds exactly like me!. if you have a guidence counceler at your school you should talk to them about it!. it REALY helped me!!! u could also try writing down what u feel at that moment in your day, and then if you dont want anybody to see it shread it or rip it up and toss it out!. i hope that this helped you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
aww honey, its teen angst, dont worry, wait till you have real problems!. people suck and i dont blame you for not wanting to mingle with them!. do improve your studys with no friends you will have to survive fully off your own intellect :)Www@Answer-Health@Com
WhAT!? YOU have no parent, what happen to you!.Crybaby mo fos figuire it out idiots!Www@Answer-Health@Com
life gets better!. i think you need to talk to someone!. start with your parents!. find a good time and tell them that you need to talk!. ask them to let you talk uninterupted and then you will give them time to ask questions!. you should not be afraid to be around people or scared at school!. you need to tell your parents how you feel!. if you don't think you can go to your parents find a hotline in your area call them and they will help you !. also if school is that bad you might want to talk to them about a different type of school take a look here see what you think !.!.
www!.connectionsacademy!.com
it is a virtual public school it will not cost your parents anything
i know life gets so hard and you feel that there is no one to turn to!. your parents do care!. suicide is not the answer!. you were put here for a reason!. you just have to find what it is!. i can't help you there!.!.!.
hugsWww@Answer-Health@Com
www!.connectionsacademy!.com
it is a virtual public school it will not cost your parents anything
i know life gets so hard and you feel that there is no one to turn to!. your parents do care!. suicide is not the answer!. you were put here for a reason!. you just have to find what it is!. i can't help you there!.!.!.
hugsWww@Answer-Health@Com