I wanna die, i wish that i could die in some kind of accident?!
Question: I wanna die, i wish that i could die in some kind of accident!?
I have to much of a conscious to take my own life, so i wish some sort of accident would happen and kill me quickly!. I wish that when i'm on the bus, that it could be cleand up by a semi, or the train derail and take me out!. Walk past a construction site and get hit by some deadly flying equipment!. It never happens!.
My life is one continuous cycle of the same depressing sh*t every week!. If i set out to do something in a day, then at the end of the day i realize that i haven't done it!. It's like my sub-conscious is f*cken with me!. I also feel as tho i'm making myself fail on purpose and i don't know why!. I'M GOING INSANE!
Don't tell me to turn to god!. There's about as much chance of me turning to god, as there is my toaster sprouting legs and backflipping out the door while singing the "Macarena"Www@Answer-Health@Com
My life is one continuous cycle of the same depressing sh*t every week!. If i set out to do something in a day, then at the end of the day i realize that i haven't done it!. It's like my sub-conscious is f*cken with me!. I also feel as tho i'm making myself fail on purpose and i don't know why!. I'M GOING INSANE!
Don't tell me to turn to god!. There's about as much chance of me turning to god, as there is my toaster sprouting legs and backflipping out the door while singing the "Macarena"Www@Answer-Health@Com
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Oh my goodness, what happened!? I am relieved to know you would not want to hurt yourself! You know what, I can understand your frustration, it does sound like you need an outlet of some sort,!.!.you are bored!. (I break the "boreds" at Karate,!.!. : )
You are defiantly in need of some practical advice!.
Literally right down what exactly it is you want!. That very act is a powerful first step towards achieving that goal!. Know the steps involved in accomplishing it, know how long it should take you to achieve it, tape that piece of paper to your bathroom mirror if you must ( the fridge works well for me), be mindful of that goal!. ( I ShOuLd TaLk,!.!.!) Check yourself throughout the day,!.!."what have I done to achieve this goal!?"
I do hope this helps and you have others to talk with about this and anything else!. You are welcome to talk with me as you know!.
I have no mental health experience and do wish you much happiness!. I am going to star this question in hopes that others may assist in any way!.
(((Hitman)))Www@Answer-Health@Com
You are defiantly in need of some practical advice!.
Literally right down what exactly it is you want!. That very act is a powerful first step towards achieving that goal!. Know the steps involved in accomplishing it, know how long it should take you to achieve it, tape that piece of paper to your bathroom mirror if you must ( the fridge works well for me), be mindful of that goal!. ( I ShOuLd TaLk,!.!.!) Check yourself throughout the day,!.!."what have I done to achieve this goal!?"
I do hope this helps and you have others to talk with about this and anything else!. You are welcome to talk with me as you know!.
I have no mental health experience and do wish you much happiness!. I am going to star this question in hopes that others may assist in any way!.
(((Hitman)))Www@Answer-Health@Com
You definitely need help, get some, maybe you need new goals, get a way some where for a while!. I think we all experience this now and again, think that at least your not the one in wheelchair or sick, you have a life you just need to redirect yourself, please get help, I'm sure there are people qualified in you area that will help you!. Be thinking of you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
There's a lot of good advice in the answers you've received so far!. Here's one more piece: If you are truly serious about suicide call a suicide hot-line now!. Also, if you make the decision to go through with it, choose another method!. The ones listed in your question would take others with you!. It's your decision, not theirs!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I feel like that too everyday!.
Nd yeah what is god ganna do to help you!?
It aint like hes ganna come down to earth to do **** for anyone!.
Selfishhh betch!.
Anywaysss dont wish for deathh!.
Its scary and you'll regreat it!.
You might not realize it but once you lose what you had you will reaile how important it was!.
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Nd yeah what is god ganna do to help you!?
It aint like hes ganna come down to earth to do **** for anyone!.
Selfishhh betch!.
Anywaysss dont wish for deathh!.
Its scary and you'll regreat it!.
You might not realize it but once you lose what you had you will reaile how important it was!.
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turning to god buddha or whatever didnt work for me either =) i was like fu to them after the whole ordeal was over!. You have to help yourself, profeesionally, with councilling man!.!. Or meds!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
you know maybe you should get sum help becuz thats not heathly for you
maybe try going to a pyschcoligistWww@Answer-Health@Com
maybe try going to a pyschcoligistWww@Answer-Health@Com
first you cross on the line when it lights go!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
dude, relaaaaaax, you should really seek medical help!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
My toaster did that!
Made me realise it was time to see the doctor!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Made me realise it was time to see the doctor!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You're depressed, not insane!. It won't always be so hard!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hun, you need counseling!. Don't worry, you'll make it through!.
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humpty dumpty sat on a wall!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Try seeking mental health!. You sound very angry and depressed!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I sent you 2 emails!. Thanks for coming to me, feel free to contact me anytime!. *hugs*Www@Answer-Health@Com
get a hobby and some friends!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Get some help!. Talk to someone and maybe get some medsWww@Answer-Health@Com
Is there anyone you can talk to!? The trouble is if you have high expectations of yourself or anyone else it will fail!.!.!.!.!.!.!.as humans we are perfectly imperfect!. Don't beat yourself up about what you have not done!.!.!.think what positive things have happened that day even if they are really small!. If you set yourself impossible goals you set yourself up for a fall!. If you do this stuff by yourself you will have trouble doing it!. I speak from experience you don't have to stay in this dark place!. You do have to reach out at some point and find support!.!.!.friends family!.!.!.!.whatever you feel comfortable with!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If only you knew who Jesus really is - He's not fictional like you think is, friend!. If He were, I wouldn't be here right now and neither would a whole bunch of others who have only been freed from depression because of what Jesus has done in our lives!. Want to know what my life was like!? I was a cutter, I overdosed on pills once to end my life, my homelife was such a wreck that I constantly wanted to run away !.!. and I did at one point!. I couldn't take it anymore !.!. I took my bag, a few belongings and ran out the front door in tears!. I felt angry, bitter & hurt !.!. I didn't want my family or my life anymore!. I've been recently dumped from a 2 year relationship with a guy I THOUGHT was my best friend and future husband!. He left me because he couldn't deal with my "wreck" of a life!. My self esteem was extremely low, I've never had many friends at all, I failed & messed up 3 years of uni [my parents want me to be a professional, so my uni failure only added to my misery] and ontop of all that, my own brother was threatening my life!. It got to the point where I could barely sleep at night!. Not a wonderful way to live, let me tell you!. I didn't want my life anymore, and I became furious at everyone in my life !.!. especially God!. The night I overdosed, I told Him I hated the life He'd given me!. I told Him he hadn't helped me & I doubted He ever would !.!. so I took 23 pills!. I was terrified but I didn't want life anymore!. For reasons I've only now understood, my body refused to take the pills!. I threw up the majority & spent the rest of the night in a complete trance!. I was totally out of it !.!. I could barely walk in a straight line, I had to pretend to be OK at dinnertime sitting across from my parents, just so that they wouldn't rush me to hospital !.!. but every bite I took made me want to throw up!. That night, I went to bed crying!. I was afraid I wouldn't wake up the next morning, but I didn't mind!.
I didn't lose my life!. Jesus intervened - He had a better way of life planned for me, and He wasn't about to let me mess that up by killing myself!. Want to know what I'm like now - now that I've started relying on Jesus!? Want to know what He's done for me!? My relationship with my parents & family is better !.!. I've been freed from depression !.!. I no longer cut myself !.!. though my friends abandoned me I'm joyful !.!. I'm no longer afraid of what life might throw my way !.!. when trouble comes, I smile and walk through it confidently, knowing that Jesus is walking through it with me!. As long as He's holding my hand, I know I'm OK!. I'm stronger than I used to be, I'm happy, I'm no longer bitter or angry, I've learnt to forgive !.!. & I've been granted a place at a brand new uni! Jesus has truly taken my wreck of a life and turned it around! When my friends ditched me because of my mess of a life, Jesus picked up the broken pieces & put my heart back together!. My life is blooming & growing in ways beyond belief! I never EVER thought I'd get this far - and I owe my complete turn around to NOBODY but Jesus!.
The people in this video would agree with me completely !.!. have a look for yourself at what Jesus has done for them - He's not "fiction" like you think He is - and our lives are proof! They've been freed from even more than I have !.!.!.
http://www!.godtube!.com/view_video!.php!?vi!.!.!.
Be sure to turn the volume up all the way, it's a quiet video!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I didn't lose my life!. Jesus intervened - He had a better way of life planned for me, and He wasn't about to let me mess that up by killing myself!. Want to know what I'm like now - now that I've started relying on Jesus!? Want to know what He's done for me!? My relationship with my parents & family is better !.!. I've been freed from depression !.!. I no longer cut myself !.!. though my friends abandoned me I'm joyful !.!. I'm no longer afraid of what life might throw my way !.!. when trouble comes, I smile and walk through it confidently, knowing that Jesus is walking through it with me!. As long as He's holding my hand, I know I'm OK!. I'm stronger than I used to be, I'm happy, I'm no longer bitter or angry, I've learnt to forgive !.!. & I've been granted a place at a brand new uni! Jesus has truly taken my wreck of a life and turned it around! When my friends ditched me because of my mess of a life, Jesus picked up the broken pieces & put my heart back together!. My life is blooming & growing in ways beyond belief! I never EVER thought I'd get this far - and I owe my complete turn around to NOBODY but Jesus!.
The people in this video would agree with me completely !.!. have a look for yourself at what Jesus has done for them - He's not "fiction" like you think He is - and our lives are proof! They've been freed from even more than I have !.!.!.
http://www!.godtube!.com/view_video!.php!?vi!.!.!.
Be sure to turn the volume up all the way, it's a quiet video!.Www@Answer-Health@Com