Should I continue on or end it now?!
Question: Should I continue on or end it now!?
I'm at the lowest point in my life ever!. I recently took a trip to Spain for 3 1/2 weeks and I was so incredibly happy there!. Now that I'm back in the U!.S!. I just know that I literally cannot be happy!. Today I was being a good friend when my friend called me very early this morning asking for a ride to work, and then I got a ticket because I suppose I didn't realize I was much to tired to be driving and I ran a red light!. Then my fish died later today!. My other fish died yesterday!. I bought them on Wednesday and I feel so awful for I guess killing them!. Then there's work!.!.!. all the delivery guy does is tell me how ugly I am and all my boss does is tell me how fat I am at 5'7 and 105 lbs!. Neither of them are kidding!. My parents have made me feel like the shittiest kid in the world for getting a ticket (I'm a very new driver), even though I'm a straight A student in honors classes who doesn't party, drink (aside from the seldom times when I am WITH my parents at HOME), hasWww@Answer-Health@Com
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Well, I give a ****!.
You have a lot to look forward to in life!.
Since you're a straight A student, you know that education can open many doors that other people can't think of going through!. You can get in college and be an exchange student and go to Spain!. But, I think you can find your happiness right here in the USA!. It sounds like life has taken a turn for the worse!. Things were great and little by little the pressure is adding up!. It's happened to all of us!.
I had situations such as cars breaking down, mortgage late, kid sick, fish dies (happens all the time), and other marital stuff too!. Seems like leaving the world is the only answer!.
My main reason for not leaving is knowing that the love of God will bring me to a better place!. You didn't mention a religious preference!. I'm a Christian and I know God is in total control!. That means, he'll throw stuff at you just like what you're going through to toughen you up to be a soldier!.
After all, you can't testify if you haven't been through a test!.
Just continue to hold your head up!. Your Dad is probably hurting on he inside due to unemployment Men get that way when their world shrinks!. Imagine having people depend on you as a head of household and your can't provide that any more!. He probably feels that his self worth is compromised and is lashing out!. If the ticket is a financial burden, you can understand why it would upset your parents even if you didn't mean it!. Trust me!. They are upset with the situation, not you!. I thought I was on a fish killing spree at my house!. Everytime I would buy a 5th fish for my daughter's tank, it would last less than 2 weeks and become a floater!. Things just happen that is beyond our control!.
Now, about looks!. I would love it if my wife were 5'7" and 105lbs!. If that was a typo, 150lbs would do too!. My wife is 5'4" and well over 200lbs!. I think she is gorgeous though!. See, beauty is in the eye of the beholder!. Some people may be jealous of your true beauty and try to make you feel bad about it!. I'm talking about physical and mental beauty also!. I'll be the delivery guy is at home dreaming about you right now!.
Well, I'll shut-up for now but take this advice!.
Love God!.
Love Yourself!.
Everything will work out OK!.
When you're getting your Nobel Peace Prize years from now, I'll be thinking "I told her so"Www@Answer-Health@Com
You have a lot to look forward to in life!.
Since you're a straight A student, you know that education can open many doors that other people can't think of going through!. You can get in college and be an exchange student and go to Spain!. But, I think you can find your happiness right here in the USA!. It sounds like life has taken a turn for the worse!. Things were great and little by little the pressure is adding up!. It's happened to all of us!.
I had situations such as cars breaking down, mortgage late, kid sick, fish dies (happens all the time), and other marital stuff too!. Seems like leaving the world is the only answer!.
My main reason for not leaving is knowing that the love of God will bring me to a better place!. You didn't mention a religious preference!. I'm a Christian and I know God is in total control!. That means, he'll throw stuff at you just like what you're going through to toughen you up to be a soldier!.
After all, you can't testify if you haven't been through a test!.
Just continue to hold your head up!. Your Dad is probably hurting on he inside due to unemployment Men get that way when their world shrinks!. Imagine having people depend on you as a head of household and your can't provide that any more!. He probably feels that his self worth is compromised and is lashing out!. If the ticket is a financial burden, you can understand why it would upset your parents even if you didn't mean it!. Trust me!. They are upset with the situation, not you!. I thought I was on a fish killing spree at my house!. Everytime I would buy a 5th fish for my daughter's tank, it would last less than 2 weeks and become a floater!. Things just happen that is beyond our control!.
Now, about looks!. I would love it if my wife were 5'7" and 105lbs!. If that was a typo, 150lbs would do too!. My wife is 5'4" and well over 200lbs!. I think she is gorgeous though!. See, beauty is in the eye of the beholder!. Some people may be jealous of your true beauty and try to make you feel bad about it!. I'm talking about physical and mental beauty also!. I'll be the delivery guy is at home dreaming about you right now!.
Well, I'll shut-up for now but take this advice!.
Love God!.
Love Yourself!.
Everything will work out OK!.
When you're getting your Nobel Peace Prize years from now, I'll be thinking "I told her so"Www@Answer-Health@Com
I must continueWww@Answer-Health@Com
Move to Spain and leave your worries in the StatesWww@Answer-Health@Com
I've been where you are, very close to suicide, about five years ago!. I was being emotionally and verbally abused, far from family, and I felt trapped!. The man who was doing it accused me of lying when I was telling the truth, called me terrible names until I believed they were true, constantly threatened me with physical violence, deprived me of sleep, coerced me into taking drugs that made my nervousness and paranoia worse!.
What got me through it was reading a book where one of the characters was trapped in an asylum, and another character cautions him, that death is a coin to be spent wisely, and kept in reserve until you are really and truly sure that there is no other option!. Because if you try, one of two things will happen!. Either you'll screw it up, and you'll have a hell of a time finding a second chance, and people may very well believe you did it for attention!. Or you'll succeed, and risk missing something in life that might have been worthwhile!.
From what you've said, it sounds like you're surrounded by unhealthy people, and you need to get yourself out of that situation, like I did!. Anyone saying someone who's 5'7 and 105 lbs is a ********!. I'm 5'3 and 120lbs and people call me a toothpick!. So I'm willing to bet you're as ugly as you are fat!. those people who are saying these things are abusive, and you should report their behavior to whatever labour associations are in charge in your area!. It may take time, but as you come of age, you can take more control over your own life, and it will get better for you!.
Good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
What got me through it was reading a book where one of the characters was trapped in an asylum, and another character cautions him, that death is a coin to be spent wisely, and kept in reserve until you are really and truly sure that there is no other option!. Because if you try, one of two things will happen!. Either you'll screw it up, and you'll have a hell of a time finding a second chance, and people may very well believe you did it for attention!. Or you'll succeed, and risk missing something in life that might have been worthwhile!.
From what you've said, it sounds like you're surrounded by unhealthy people, and you need to get yourself out of that situation, like I did!. Anyone saying someone who's 5'7 and 105 lbs is a ********!. I'm 5'3 and 120lbs and people call me a toothpick!. So I'm willing to bet you're as ugly as you are fat!. those people who are saying these things are abusive, and you should report their behavior to whatever labour associations are in charge in your area!. It may take time, but as you come of age, you can take more control over your own life, and it will get better for you!.
Good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
Should I continue on or end it now!?
Excuse me for saying this, but I don't get you!. Why are
considering to 'end it now'!? I see you have a passion for
making yourself happy!. What about human kindness!?
This is the cure for what's ailing you!. Find someone to
help!. We are in a lost and dying world!. You're needed!.
Peace be with you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Excuse me for saying this, but I don't get you!. Why are
considering to 'end it now'!? I see you have a passion for
making yourself happy!. What about human kindness!?
This is the cure for what's ailing you!. Find someone to
help!. We are in a lost and dying world!. You're needed!.
Peace be with you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You dont want to do yourself in, what do you think would come of that!? Oh sure, it stops, but something else begins!. The people who know you are put into grieving, even people who dont know you are going to feel bad for your family and for what you must have been going through to end your life!.
Not to mention what happens to a soul that gives up instead of dying by natural causes, from what I understand it is like being put back to the end of the line for reincarnation or next stage learning!. Its just more of the same, a downward spiral!. You dont want that!.
Look and see that the way you feel is trying to tell you to change something in your life!. Where you live geographically!? I doubt it, because you take you wherever you go!. Yes it can be depressing to live in a depressive locality, so change it but realize, there is something in the line of your perception of the world around you that needs alterations otherwise this feeling could arise in your new locality!. Thats the good news, its easy to change the perception of what we experience, and cheaper! You just need to find it inside you, find what it is that is dissatisfying you and change it!. Ask yourself questions, the answers will come!.
Good Luck!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Not to mention what happens to a soul that gives up instead of dying by natural causes, from what I understand it is like being put back to the end of the line for reincarnation or next stage learning!. Its just more of the same, a downward spiral!. You dont want that!.
Look and see that the way you feel is trying to tell you to change something in your life!. Where you live geographically!? I doubt it, because you take you wherever you go!. Yes it can be depressing to live in a depressive locality, so change it but realize, there is something in the line of your perception of the world around you that needs alterations otherwise this feeling could arise in your new locality!. Thats the good news, its easy to change the perception of what we experience, and cheaper! You just need to find it inside you, find what it is that is dissatisfying you and change it!. Ask yourself questions, the answers will come!.
Good Luck!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Most of what you say is true!. Most people don't care about our individual happiness!. But what happened to you happens to all of us!. Keep strong!. And you can move to Spain if that's what you want!. There's nothing stopping you!. Keep focused on that dream!.
PS I'm sorry about your fish!. They were probably sick anyway!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
PS I'm sorry about your fish!. They were probably sick anyway!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
do you think you are the only person who cant get over this!? ,you dont think for a moment of those person's around the world who cant aford at least 1 trip in theyr entire life!?those who dont even will make a trip to see the ocean at least once,!?whop you think has a better life ,you or them!?sorry maybe i put you to think too much but life is unfair with so many people,!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You are at such a low point that things can only get better!. Look forwards not back!. Concentrate on doing a good job at work, act friendly to people, and ignore stupid insults!. Your parents have enough to worry about!. If you 'ended it all' they would blame themselves!.
Try to be positive!. Take more exercise!. That will help you feel better & lose a bit of weight too!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Try to be positive!. Take more exercise!. That will help you feel better & lose a bit of weight too!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
WAIT A MINUTE, ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE 5'7 AND 105 LBS IT'S THAT FAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? !. YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING!.I THINK YOU HAVE SO MANY REASONS TO BE HAPPY, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME FEELING SORY FOR YOURSELF!. IF ALL THE REASONS YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY AND YOU ARE NOT, MOVING TO SPAIN WONT DO ANY GOOD TO YOU !. THEN YOU WILL MISS YOUR PARENTS ETC,IN SPAIN YOU AREGOING TO HAVE RESPONSABILITIES, SAME AS HERE!.LOOK AROUND YOU HOW BEAUTIFUL IS THE WORLD,NATURE!.COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!.WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN THE REAL PROBLEMS IN LIFE HIT YOU!?!.LIFE CAN BE WAY MORE CRUEL, SO TRY A DAY AT A TIMEAND BE HAPPY!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hi there :-)
Yeah that sounds crapy!.!.!.!.!.!.but things get better!. Even if it feels like they NEVER will!. You are still young you have your whole life ahead of you, once you get past this point, you will have fun!. Oh and hey your definitly not fat!. I'm your same height and 10lb!. heavier and I know I'm not overweight at all!. And yeah parents can do that, and it sounds like you like them so that will make it feel even worse when they come down on you!. But things are always changing!. Enjoy life!.!.!.its really short when you think about it
I really hope things get better- God BlessWww@Answer-Health@Com
Yeah that sounds crapy!.!.!.!.!.!.but things get better!. Even if it feels like they NEVER will!. You are still young you have your whole life ahead of you, once you get past this point, you will have fun!. Oh and hey your definitly not fat!. I'm your same height and 10lb!. heavier and I know I'm not overweight at all!. And yeah parents can do that, and it sounds like you like them so that will make it feel even worse when they come down on you!. But things are always changing!. Enjoy life!.!.!.its really short when you think about it
I really hope things get better- God BlessWww@Answer-Health@Com