I have this sadistic feeling is this wrong?!
Question: I have this sadistic feeling is this wrong!?
I have this sadistic feeling is this wrong!? i cant stop myself!?
since my other question didnt fare well i'll explain myself more properly!.
I am a highschooler!.I always get into fights with delinquents punks jock etc!.Whenever they are all alone i grab some weapons and beat the **** out of them!.I feel soooo good to see them squirm in blood, to let them suffer in pain, i want to let them feel the pain of the people they hurt!.I cant stop myself anymore, the feeling of blood of the bastard in my hands feels better then sex i feel incredible!.I am not afraid to die i couldnt care less i desire more and more blood so much that i am making plans 24-7 sometimes i even think about killing them but i dont want to because i believe in god!.Hehe strange isnt it!. what do you people think!? isnt this the perfect scenario!? i get rid of these delinquents and no one would care if i died right!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
since my other question didnt fare well i'll explain myself more properly!.
I am a highschooler!.I always get into fights with delinquents punks jock etc!.Whenever they are all alone i grab some weapons and beat the **** out of them!.I feel soooo good to see them squirm in blood, to let them suffer in pain, i want to let them feel the pain of the people they hurt!.I cant stop myself anymore, the feeling of blood of the bastard in my hands feels better then sex i feel incredible!.I am not afraid to die i couldnt care less i desire more and more blood so much that i am making plans 24-7 sometimes i even think about killing them but i dont want to because i believe in god!.Hehe strange isnt it!. what do you people think!? isnt this the perfect scenario!? i get rid of these delinquents and no one would care if i died right!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but you need some help!. Making plans to hurt others isn't alright!. Believing that your not afraid to die isn't alright either!. Please talk to somebody about your homicidal/suicidal feelings!. The world doesn't need another Columbine!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Since you believe in God, thus heaven, I would advise you to try and stop!. They would get their punishment!.!.!. eventually so you shouldn't justify your actions in such away!. Also in believing in God, you should understand that life ( not even yours ) ultimately belongs to God so you shouldn't throw your life away!. You should participate in combat sports and use your imagination to calm your self down!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
To me, and I'm sure to everyone else, it sounds like you need some serious help!. Be it positive, physical activity to focus your rage, or psychological help!. Maybe both!? These sort of feelings can lead to the tragedies we hear on the news of school shootings/killings!.!.Do yourself and everyone around you a favor and confide in someone about this before matters get worse!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
It sounds like you really want to go to prison and become someones girl friend, if you keep this up thats where you will be going, guaranteed!.Www@Answer-Health@Com