Can I get some advice?!
Question: Can I get some advice!?
I have PPD(Paranoid Personality Disorder) I attempted suicide was because I thought that someone who was, and still is very important to me didn't love me and wanted me dead, and that everyone would be better off if I was gone!. So, I found out yesterday, that this isn't just a phase!. That its an actual psychological disorder!. And that's very depressing to hear!. And what that means is, I can trust people!.!.!.for a while!. But, eventually I will start to question them, and think that they're really against me!. So, that means I'm going to end up very lonely!.!.!. and its not something I can help!.!.!.without years and years of therapy, and supportive friends and family(something I will have trouble keeping, being I've already turned quite a few people away)!. So, all of that, is really depressing me!. I mean, what is the purpose in living if you have no family or friends to share that life with!? I feel like my life is pointless, and everything I've done good, everything I've done bad even, was allWww@Answer-Health@Com
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if your familly and friends really love you which they prob do then they don't care about an illness they'll beable to tell if u r going through one of the ppd times and if they don't then, find new friends it will be hard but belive there are ppl out there that don't care whatswrong with you they will like you for wat u are, instead of wat your not!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You have one saving grace!.
One!.
Only YOU can convince yourself out of this hole!. For whatever reason, you're not willing to!. You've shut off all of the things that motivates a person to want to live!. No one's going to do it for you!. Only you!.
So what are you going to do!? It's up to you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
One!.
Only YOU can convince yourself out of this hole!. For whatever reason, you're not willing to!. You've shut off all of the things that motivates a person to want to live!. No one's going to do it for you!. Only you!.
So what are you going to do!? It's up to you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
There's a purpose even without friends!. Sometimes they find you in wrong or right places!. Maybe you should do a hobby or travel around the world or help/care for people!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
The people who know and love you will understand you no matter what happens or how you feel even when you don't think so!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
That moment of despair!.!.!.!.!.!.whew (had a flashback) is nothing to F^*% with, I've been there!.
I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy!! I was there this time last year!. Didn't know my purpose, wants, wills or anything!. I didn't try to kill myself only because with my luck I WOULD LIVE THROUGH IT AND BE MORE MESSED UP THAN B4!!(physically, mentally an emotionally) I truly believe that!.
Go back to basics! Read your Bible, Koran,!.!.!.!.etc whichever it maybe!.
Read about yourself in astrology!. I found out that alot of what i was questioning about myself is just how i 'am'!. It made me realize that it's ok!.
As far as friends, if they are true than they will be there, somtimes more than family!. Just remember your "friends" encourage, listen, listen and listen some more!. That's how you will tell the difference!.
I would like you to email me,!.!.!.!.at your convience!.!.!.!.please!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy!! I was there this time last year!. Didn't know my purpose, wants, wills or anything!. I didn't try to kill myself only because with my luck I WOULD LIVE THROUGH IT AND BE MORE MESSED UP THAN B4!!(physically, mentally an emotionally) I truly believe that!.
Go back to basics! Read your Bible, Koran,!.!.!.!.etc whichever it maybe!.
Read about yourself in astrology!. I found out that alot of what i was questioning about myself is just how i 'am'!. It made me realize that it's ok!.
As far as friends, if they are true than they will be there, somtimes more than family!. Just remember your "friends" encourage, listen, listen and listen some more!. That's how you will tell the difference!.
I would like you to email me,!.!.!.!.at your convience!.!.!.!.please!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
well the problem says it itself, its paranoid!.and you know that you have that so its not that people want to let you down or anything, you just have that stuck in your head!. you need to convince yourself that there are some good people out there that dont want to hurt you at all!. there are people who actually need you in there lives for example family or friends!. life is only pointless if you make it pointless!. you need to learn how to make something out of it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
In order to save yourself from yourself !.!.!. you need to do something that makes you happy !. ANYTHING there is millions of things to choose from !. You need to focus on you & getting yourself to love life again !. Stop focussing on your problems that disable you and focus on what makes you want to live !. Every human bein on this Earth needs something that drives them to get up in the morning !.!.!. whether it be sports , community service ,there children , spouse , ANYTHING literally !!. In order to be trully happy with yourself you need to find something besides yourself that needs you !. Some people get pets for example !. It is up to you to fufill what you want !.Nobody else knows what you need except for you !. So ask yourself right now because life isn't going to wait !.!.!. your living it right now and the clock IS ticking and it won't stop 4 you so !.!.!. ask yourself " What makes me want to live ", & do it !.!.!. do it right now and get up AND GO ! GO live !!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Get into and stay in therapy!. Work hard at your job and do the very best that you can!. Volunteer to help others less fortunate than yourself, this will help you keep your mind off your own problems!. Concentrate on loving others and not whether others love you or not!. If you can spend more time worrying about others and less time worrying about what others think you will feel better!. Good luck!.Www@Answer-Health@Com