I don't have a reason to wake up anymore.?!
Question: I don't have a reason to wake up anymore!.!?
I have had depression for a while, but I think it's getting worse!. I'm 15, I don't have any friends any more, and I've done nothing all summer!. Now I just sleep until 5 PM when I have to wake up for driving school, and I don't even bother to put on make-up or look better or dress better!. I don't see any point!. When I get home I either go back to bed or go on the internet where I browse forums and stare off into space until 4 AM!.
I don't know what to do, I hate myself for being like this!. I can't even make friends!. And I've been having dreams where all my friends like me again and my old girlfriend likes me again and we're all hanging out together!., and then I wake up and feel even worse!. My parents are about to be going through another custody battle, and if my mom doesn't win I'm terrified of what my dad might do!. I go between starving myself and comfort eating!. I feel so pathetic right now!. I can't talk to anyone, therapy made things worse last time!. What can I do!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
I don't know what to do, I hate myself for being like this!. I can't even make friends!. And I've been having dreams where all my friends like me again and my old girlfriend likes me again and we're all hanging out together!., and then I wake up and feel even worse!. My parents are about to be going through another custody battle, and if my mom doesn't win I'm terrified of what my dad might do!. I go between starving myself and comfort eating!. I feel so pathetic right now!. I can't talk to anyone, therapy made things worse last time!. What can I do!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
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This sounds like depression in full force!. Try talking to your mom and ask her to help you get on medication!. It might be hard to get the support you need now that your parents are so busy fighting with each other!. But I think you need help and you need it soon!. This is no way to be going through your summer, like a zombie :(Www@Answer-Health@Com
Wow!.
Well, i guess i can understand how therapy makes things worse!.!.
you should just find a reason to wake up and continue with life!.
Trust me, summer is a ***** to me too!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Well, i guess i can understand how therapy makes things worse!.!.
you should just find a reason to wake up and continue with life!.
Trust me, summer is a ***** to me too!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
add me! i wanna help u!. sorry u feel this way DONT go to extreames tho life is short you have family dont waste ure life go out and make some new freinds find out why people have fallen out with u good luck hope u add meWww@Answer-Health@Com
I'm sorry for all that your going through, if it makes you feel any better your not alone!. E-mail me, we can be duh-pwessed together!. :]Www@Answer-Health@Com
wow, buhhh and grim are really not helping the situation here!. You need to go to the doctor IMMEDIATELY so that he can prescribe some antidepressants because from what you are saying, you simply find no reason to do anything!. Force yourself to get out of bed, talk to your mom about going to the doctor, and get some help!. Therapy doesn't always seem to help, but medicines will!. It's hard to be diagnosed with depression at such a young age because you're too young to drive, work, make your own money (and spend it too)!. But at least you can feel a little better with the meds!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hey you should add me, I'm going through the same thing right now, I'm a few years older than you but I've been struggling with the depression thing for a long time, I know exactly how you feel!. If you want to talk with someone who'll understand and won't give you any bullshit advice, I'm the one to talk to!.
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Well you are 15 and feeling depressed!?!?!?!?!? That is just not so real is it!?!? You don't have kids, you don't have a lot of responsibility but to clean your room and have fun!. In your age making friends is much easier than when you get older!.!.!. to start enjoying life more and finding a purpose for your life and finding friends you need one skill and that is stop thinking and saying you are depressed!
Get out of bed, go outside and play instead of waisting your time on computer forums and you will make friends!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Get out of bed, go outside and play instead of waisting your time on computer forums and you will make friends!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
One question, before everything else- if you're a guy(because you had a girlfriend), why do you wear makeup-out of curiousity!
And if youre a girl,(cos u said u put on makeup) why did you have a girlfriend!?!?!?
Teehee!. *curiousity*!.
But jokes asidde!.!.!.It may seem early still, but imagine what a happy life you have to lead ahead of you! You'll find a beautiful wife, and have some healthy kids! You're going through a phase- which i went through too!. Maybe i'm wrong but do you feel that every day is dull like a black and white phot, and that under all the lies your parents tell you, you always hit rock bottom sooner or later to find out the truth!. Look, basically, i went through this too! I hated myself so much and i was so paranoid about it that i wanted to never leave my room and live there forever and leave the lights off all the time but then i wud freakout about getting fat - it was a horrible cycle!.
And friends!? Maybe you can switch schools or go 2 a boarding school - it worked for me, and i met some rly cool people who share the same interests as me!.
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Keep that chin up!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
And if youre a girl,(cos u said u put on makeup) why did you have a girlfriend!?!?!?
Teehee!. *curiousity*!.
But jokes asidde!.!.!.It may seem early still, but imagine what a happy life you have to lead ahead of you! You'll find a beautiful wife, and have some healthy kids! You're going through a phase- which i went through too!. Maybe i'm wrong but do you feel that every day is dull like a black and white phot, and that under all the lies your parents tell you, you always hit rock bottom sooner or later to find out the truth!. Look, basically, i went through this too! I hated myself so much and i was so paranoid about it that i wanted to never leave my room and live there forever and leave the lights off all the time but then i wud freakout about getting fat - it was a horrible cycle!.
And friends!? Maybe you can switch schools or go 2 a boarding school - it worked for me, and i met some rly cool people who share the same interests as me!.
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Keep that chin up!.Www@Answer-Health@Com