I'm so tired of life...?!

I don't know what to do anymore!. I don't think I can take it anymore!. I just don't want to live!. All my life I've felt misunderstood!. I've been depressed since I was 11 or 12 and now I'm 20!. I've tried therapy but it doesn't work for me!. I've been in the hospital twice because I was contemplating suicide!. Although i am about to graduate college, I feel like I have wasted my time because I don't know what I want to do and I don't know if I want to pursue what I have studied (psychology)!. I don't even think I want to finish school because I just don't think I can do it anymore!. I feel like a failure and that I have let my parents down!.!.!. I just want to end it all!. No one really understands me and I am tired of it!. I don't want to give up!.!.!. I was thinking of going into the field of technical writing but i don't think my parents will support me and I don't really know if this field will help me be secure financially!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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