I'm scared of myself.....suicide question.....?!


Question: I'm scared of myself!.!.!.!.!.suicide question!.!.!.!.!.!?
I've been contemplating taking my own life since I was 13 and I am now 16!. I know some of you may say that if I really wanted to die I'd be dead by now!. But the only thing stopping me is my family (ie my mum mostly)!. I've started clearing out my closet and bedroom - I don't know why but I'd feel like it'd be less of an embarassment or something!? (Yes - I am messed up ok!?!)!.I've even written letters to loved ones like my best friend!.!.!.!.!. How can I stop myself from comitting suicide WITHOUT resorting to a counsellor!? (Bad experiences with them)!.!.!.!.!.I know it sounds ridiculous on a forum but I'm getting desperate!. When I go for walks I feel like jumping of a bridge or infront of a car!.!.!.!.!.but I'd hate to end up in a wheel chair and not be able to finish it!.!.!.!.!.!.I also know that there are people worse off than me but the pain has become too much!.!.!.!.HOW TO CONTROL MYSELF!?!?!?Www@Answer-Health@Com


Answers:
I have some experience with this, and I know what you are going through!. It may seem that people don't understand, but your pain is very real to you!.

You need to talk to people!. It won't be easy, but you need to tell people who will listen!. Start with your family!. If they won't listen, then tell your friends, if they won't listen then go to the hospital ER!. They can provide therapy for you, that will help you learn to overcome your feelings of suicide!.

There is hope for you, and there is help!. You are not alone!. Don't be afraid to message me anytime!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

I am also 16, and I know how you feel!. I started reading this http://www!.metanoia!.org/suicide and i started to think!. I started thinking of 50 cents song "Many Men", where he says

"Sunny days wouldn't be special, if it wasn't for rain
Joy wouldn't feel so good, if it wasn't for pain
Death gotta be easy, caz life is hard, it'll leave you physically and mentally scarred" and it kinda calmed me!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

Please, you need professional help!. I know of far too many families that lost loved ones to suicide!. I know you're suffering, and I am so sorry!. People love you though and doubt your family is embarassed by you!.

Get yourself help before it's too late!. This isn' something you can control on your own!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

I was like that, and to tell you the truth the only reason I didn't do it was because I was afraid!. The only thing that helped me was my girlfriend- I've been with her for 4 months now and I feel amazing!. It's like a weight was lifted off my shoulders!. I'm even happy now!. But I don't know what'll help you, that's just how I did it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

im so sorry dear!.!.maybe you need to be in the hospital!. i almost committed suicide last year and i would be dead if i hadnt been found and tooken to this mental hospital in asheville!. That's a big prevention!. do not kill yoself!.!. ya no listen to me!. dont care how many other ppl have said that!.!. but my dear, you may end up in hell!. : [Www@Answer-Health@Com

who ever saysthat if you want to die then you would be dead by now is so stupid because everyone knows that god wouldnt let you die if its not youre turn to gomaybe you cant do it because god has something real great in store for youso promiseme you will stop tryingplease let god work it out ps its not youre timeWww@Answer-Health@Com

i say talk to someone i would be a good person to talk to i am 14 almost 15 and i have tried to commet suicide4-5 times by an overdoce n jumping in front of n car and by jumping off a brigdeWww@Answer-Health@Com

A valkyrie is calling you !.
She is calling you warrior, towards valhalla!. valkyrie needs your abilities, your soft heart is nothing but power in the world of the gods!.
go to her , a battle awaits us!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

If its the people around you that are making you feel this way get away from them!. Put your self in a better spot!. Get a hobbie!. Find something that makes you feel good about yourself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

Why woldnt she of told us!? She needs help okay!? I would just go to the doctors, try light therapy (look it up)!. I'm sorry, these kind of things are a pain!. Seek medical attention maybe!?Www@Answer-Health@Com

Do it! and here's a nice guide with a few different ways of becoming an hero http://encyclopediadramatica!.com/Suicide

Good luck to you with your voyage to the next life!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

what's really wrong with your life!? just wait till you get older and you can move away from your problems and be happy!! seriouslyWww@Answer-Health@Com

all i can tell u is that im the EXACT SAME WAY except it started when i was 12!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

I think that you are pleeding for help because you don't really want to kill yourself, but are stuck and afraid, depressed etc and you don't know what else to do!. I have tried to kill myself!.!.!.it was many years ago and obviously unsuccessful!. Life got better!.!.!.way better!.!.!.it just took time!. I want you to hold on!.!.!.but, you do need to talk to someone!. Try telling your mother how you feel!.!.!.she should be able to be there for you and help you!.!.!.!.no one in the world could love you as much as your own mother!. Or you could call a help line and talk annonimously to someone!. If you can't do either of those then you have to seek out someone else you can trust!.!.!.!.a minister, teacher, relative, friend!.!.!.someone!. Hold on!.!.!.it will get better!. It is possible that there is an imbalance in your brain and you need some type of medication so talking to your doctor is also a possability!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

First off, do NOT do it!. Many things happen in life that will get you down but one thing you can count on is, everything changes!. It sounds to me like you are severely depressed and need to talk to your mother about going to your family Dr!. for a perscription of antidepressants!. I know meds don't always seem like a good answer but many people live with a chemical imballance that cause them to be depressed or anxious all the time!. Don't think that you are alone, we are all "messed up" in some way!. Depression is a disease and it can be treated!. My family has a history of depression and anxiety and i've seen the difference in quality of life before and after meds were started!. The meds today don't keep you in a doped up stupor, they simply help to regulate the chemical imballance so that you can live day to day without that constant, lingering feeling of despair!. So i'll say it again, please do not do it!. Please take this bit of friendly advice and get some help!. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!Www@Answer-Health@Com

I sometimes feel like that (shhhh) this is what I do!.
When you feel down or like killing yourself stop for a few moments and think of 3 or more good things you have to live for (like your mum and the fact that you have the rest of your life to live)!. Keep on thinking about those things!.
Also, treat your self!!! Buy yourself chocolate or a treat!. Hang out with your friends and have a laugh!. Just be happy =)
All you have to do is think about what you have to live for and don't dwell on all the bad things!. If you cant do anything about it don't think about it 24/7!.
Moreover, rip up those letters! If you prepare to commit suicide then your more likely to do it!.

It may be hard but you have to keep trying!. Just keep yourself happy and healthy and don't dwell on the bad things think about the good things!.
I wish you all the luck in the world!. =)Www@Answer-Health@Com

you need help luv - you sound as if your depressed and it happens to a lot of pubescent teenagers, you'll snap out of it one day!. By the sounds of it, if you have already had therapy at such a young age, you must have some serious troubles in your life!. Phone child line!. They have some great people on there who can help and listen to what you have to say!. Just remember not to waste there time if its only attention your after!.!.!.!.!.!.

good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com

You might want to ask your doctor about anti-depressants!. Of course, therapy would be a really good idea, but if you've had bad experiences with therapists, I understand your reluctance to see one!.

Are you religious at all!? You could talk to a pastor, priest, or other leader of a church, temple, etc!.

Can you talk to your friends about how you feel!? Have you tried to call a suicide line!? You coudl try 1-800-SUICIDE!. What is making you so depressed!? Are you able to identify it!? If you can figure out what is making you so depressed, you can deal with that and the suicidal thoughts and depression will diminish once you face whatever it is that is bothering you!.

I hope this helps some!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

CHECK THIS!.!.!.!.!.TRY SLEEP DEPRIVATION!.!.!.!.ITS BEEN PROVEN SCIENTIFIICALLY AND YOU CAN DO IT YOURSELF!.!.!.!.HAVE a friend keep you awake (NATURALLY WITHOUT DRUGS) for about 2-3 days then sleep!.!.!.!.your body will recover its lost REM sleep and as a result you experience some relief from depression and suicidal thoughts!.!.!.!.!.another method is this: CLASSICAL PAIN CONDITIONING!.!.!.USE SOME KIND OF SHOCKING DEVICE!.!.!.!.!.look it up online!.!.attach it to yourself and when you have bad thoughts like suicide activate it and shock yourself hard!.!.!.!.!.!.it has worked before!.!.!.it works for hearing voices and quitting smoking any behavior you can isolate and shock yourself in response!.!.!.!.!.besides tha stuff!.!.!.!.whats wrong!? were you abused in any way, talk to people yo!.!.!.!.your way too young!.!.!.!.theres so many fun things to experience!.!.!.!.whats the source of your pain!.!.!.!.those things need to be resolved first!. medication helps too,Www@Answer-Health@Com

These questions are the toughest to answer, because none of us no exactly what you are going through, or dealing with!. All I can say is that one day!.!.you will die!. The years go by faster as you get older, the old saying 'life is short', is very true!. Since you will eventually die one day, why not live, and enjoy at least a few things life has to offer!. Who knows!?!.!.you might be able to help others in the same situation as yourself, you may find your 'soulmate', you may discover your own 'purpose' for living!.etc!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

Please sit down and think for just a minute!. Get a piece of paper out!. Write down every positive thing in your life -- nothing bad is to be written!. I am a mother, and I love my children very very much, as I am sure your mother does love you very much!. I cannot imagine my life without my children, please think of yourself as a mother, and think about this!. You are valuable, or God would not have created you!. Remember that, and talk to only good, positive people!. Do away with anyone who encourages you to think otherwise!. Keep writing to us here at this yahoo site!. I want to see u back here, ok!?! =)Www@Answer-Health@Com

I understand the feelings you may be having, and believe me, there are many people that care about you!. I only know you from the text you have written above!. And just from that, I even have feelings for you, and care about you!.

I myself have had many problems with life itself, especially around my younger years and teen years!. Almost everybody I know including myself has had anxiety problems and depression, and the normal getting picked on, made fun of, etc!. But that is just normal for everyone!.

For some reason that is just a step into a normal life!. It's almost a learning session, maybe it's all the hormones going wild while the bodies of the young are maturing!.!.!. (I was a wreck around that time, and was pretty moody) but believe me it really does get much better in time!.

I'm 27 now and I am so happy to be here still!. A lot of things have changed since then for the better, and I feel good!.

Although my life is not perfect, (I started out bad) high school drop out (got my GED), I have found a great girl (even though I almost knew I'd be alone forever), and even bought a house!. Yeah my job is nothing to brag about, but I have plenty to get by and the girl I somehow met (fate) means the world to me!. I think I'm actually in Love!. There is just so much that is worth living for, I would have never even thought any of this could happen, but it did!.

I don't have many friends, but the few friends that I have not pushed away, have stuck with me are true and still there!.

My best friend (which is doing very well now) was talking about and thinking, what you were saying at around your age, 17 I think he was, and that hit me hard!.

He was my only friend, and I couldn't even imagine him not being here!. Even though I thought of myself as being pathetic, he didn't realize how much that he meant to me!.!. and I didn't realize how much I meant to him!.

Just that one person meaning so much to me, and so many others!. He didn't even think about how many still Love him so much!. And still, to this day!.

At that moment I also finaly understood that my life meant that much to him as well, and also my family and many others, even though I didn't think it at the time!.

Now I know!. And I am so happy he is still here, and I'm glad I made the right choice staying here as well!.

I've learned and been blown away by all the great things that can happen within the next day, or even the next minute! An unexpected kiss from someone you've been checking out or thinking about sensually or sexually can happen in just a few seconds, and when it does!.!. there are no words to explain it!

You will find that special someone for you, and also figure out what path is meant for you!. You will know when it is there!.

Take care my friend, and feel free email me!.

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