Depression cause of my "screwed up past" affectin' the present?!
Question: Depression cause of my "screwed up past" affectin' the present!?
now this is a little inbarrasing,but ima tell it!. im 19 and for 3 1/2 years my folks had me in a state of "Agoraphobia" basically i was scared to leave the house!.!.i wanted to but every time i tryed to leave,they filled my thoughts with what i now call "bullshit",right before this i transfered schools i started to go to 8 miles away i made friends but they lived to far so it was kinda impossible to really have a "friend",just a school buddy!. the area i live in is fulla what i call "hip-hoppers" who like to start crip and blood bullcrap,white or black or arab!.
i aint gonna lie,i sagged my pants wore fitted hats and was down with that crap but goin' to school in the burbs i discovered rockabilly,it changed me i went from baggy to tight,plaid and nylon to leather fitted caps to greased back hair!. i found me but i found me at age 18,im 19 but feel 15,its like i missed growin up,i live with my folks but dont interact with them i still live here and people stare cause im diffrent from "rap"Www@Answer-Health@Com
i aint gonna lie,i sagged my pants wore fitted hats and was down with that crap but goin' to school in the burbs i discovered rockabilly,it changed me i went from baggy to tight,plaid and nylon to leather fitted caps to greased back hair!. i found me but i found me at age 18,im 19 but feel 15,its like i missed growin up,i live with my folks but dont interact with them i still live here and people stare cause im diffrent from "rap"Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
one thing you might want to try is moving!. the setting your in doesnt sound right for you!. just moving could make you happier!. another thing you could do is try and make some friends!. just people you think are fun to be around and like hanging out with!. do stuff that makes you happy!. drinking might make you happy temporarily but ultimately it will just destroy you!. i suggest you stop drinking alcohol!. try to laugh a lot, it releases enorphins which cause happiness!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
first stop running away otherwise you will be suffering whole of your life!. cuz to forget something you have to remember it what you are forgetting!.!.so i would suggest whenever any thought come to your mind just watch it without any appreciation or condemenation be a watcher!.!.!.and accept it!.!.!.if you keep running away from this than you will be suffering whole of your life!.!.!.just try what i told you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
okay i just answered a question on someone who has 2 months to live!. you need to think of people like that and think how fortunate you are to have life people are getting life taken away from them and some people just arnt living it seriously just get out their stop revisiting your fears!.!.!.
good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
I believe you need 1) GOD he knows you inside and out, loves you anyway, and anything is possible with Him
2) Rehab!. You can't deal with your emotions and past effectively without getting alcohol and any drugs out of your life!.
3)Therapy!. Yep you need it
You can begin again!. You are soooo young!. Your WHOLE life is ahead of you and full of great possibilities!. Start working on YOU!. You will be on your own before you know it
4)Medication!. Once alcohol is done with, there are so many medications prescribed by your doctor that can help you have peace!.
I've had agoraphobia, anxiety, panic attacks etc!.!.!.
Now I lead a happy, peaceful life!. Don't give up!. Work hard at it!.
And pray!.!.!.!.He listensWww@Answer-Health@Com
2) Rehab!. You can't deal with your emotions and past effectively without getting alcohol and any drugs out of your life!.
3)Therapy!. Yep you need it
You can begin again!. You are soooo young!. Your WHOLE life is ahead of you and full of great possibilities!. Start working on YOU!. You will be on your own before you know it
4)Medication!. Once alcohol is done with, there are so many medications prescribed by your doctor that can help you have peace!.
I've had agoraphobia, anxiety, panic attacks etc!.!.!.
Now I lead a happy, peaceful life!. Don't give up!. Work hard at it!.
And pray!.!.!.!.He listensWww@Answer-Health@Com
maybe stop trying to fit into a click, try being yourself and do what makes you happy!. let people come and join you instead of you joining them!. you will emotionally grow up as you begin to be comfortable getting out there and experiencing life!. life has many experieces, many roads to follow!. if you make a mistake, learn from it, dont repeat it and move on!. take each day as it comes and stop stressing over things that havent happen yet!. or things you have no control over!. you can control your drinking!. alcohol may, at first help you deal with things but soon you will find that alcohol is the cause of everything thats wrong in your life!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
every thing from your past will effect things that go on in your life!. I feel you though hun i was alot like you minus the crips and crap like that it was mostly loser stoners!. then i found rockabilly and pychobilly!. I was in a pimic care facilty for a year when i was 15!. the best thing i have ever been told in my life was to read this!.
http://www!.coping!.org/growth/content!.htm
also go to
http://www!.coping!.org/
look in the adults tool box!.
this is a long read but really changed my life!!! I hope it helps you as much as it did with me and my deppressionWww@Answer-Health@Com
http://www!.coping!.org/growth/content!.htm
also go to
http://www!.coping!.org/
look in the adults tool box!.
this is a long read but really changed my life!!! I hope it helps you as much as it did with me and my deppressionWww@Answer-Health@Com