Why do people want to hurt me because they don't understand nor care about m!
Question: Why do people want to hurt me because they don't understand nor care about my OCD symptoms!?
With my OCD symptoms of asking for reassurance or verification on morality & mistakes, almost everyone I know hates me, & they think I'm "badgering" them!. During my Sr!. Yr!. of high school, I was voted the most annoying kid in the school, even by teachers who I thought were my favorite, which broke my heart!.
My former foster family & my biological family yell @ me & punish me for unnecessary reasons, & when I ask, "Did I do something wrong!?" or "Did I upset you!?", they get mad & make threats to knock my teeth out, or they'd choke me!. & other schoolmates would do this, too!. They treat me like I'm a pest!. It's not my intention to annoy, & after asking them if they're upset, & I say that it wasn't my intention to get on their nerves, that's when they try EVERYTHING in their power to knock me out or choke the piss out of me!.
Plenty of times, I almost went to jail because people said I was "harrassing" them!. & this caused me to have bad relationships & communication with others!. Even my (only) friend gets annoyed because I feel like I have to apologize @ least 5 times in order to feel better!. It could be something simple as me twirling my hair, & my former foster mom would say, "Get your hands out your head!", & I'd feel the need to apologize!. By the 3rd time, they're ready to hurt me, but not my friend!. But I tried to tell them my OCD situation, & the cops said they don't care about my OCD!.
I don't know if it's true or not, but me feeling the need to be reassured that I'm not wrong about situations & asking if people are upset with me, they say that I drove them to near heart attacks, pregnancy miscarriages, & nosebleeds!.
I feel so bad because this isn't my intention to do this!. Can you help me!? If I don't apologize @ least 5 times, I end up obsessing over it ALL day, or sometimes for 3 days, & I can't concentrate or focus on school (when I WAS in school before I graduated from college & high school), work (employment), or household & other tasks & activities!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
My former foster family & my biological family yell @ me & punish me for unnecessary reasons, & when I ask, "Did I do something wrong!?" or "Did I upset you!?", they get mad & make threats to knock my teeth out, or they'd choke me!. & other schoolmates would do this, too!. They treat me like I'm a pest!. It's not my intention to annoy, & after asking them if they're upset, & I say that it wasn't my intention to get on their nerves, that's when they try EVERYTHING in their power to knock me out or choke the piss out of me!.
Plenty of times, I almost went to jail because people said I was "harrassing" them!. & this caused me to have bad relationships & communication with others!. Even my (only) friend gets annoyed because I feel like I have to apologize @ least 5 times in order to feel better!. It could be something simple as me twirling my hair, & my former foster mom would say, "Get your hands out your head!", & I'd feel the need to apologize!. By the 3rd time, they're ready to hurt me, but not my friend!. But I tried to tell them my OCD situation, & the cops said they don't care about my OCD!.
I don't know if it's true or not, but me feeling the need to be reassured that I'm not wrong about situations & asking if people are upset with me, they say that I drove them to near heart attacks, pregnancy miscarriages, & nosebleeds!.
I feel so bad because this isn't my intention to do this!. Can you help me!? If I don't apologize @ least 5 times, I end up obsessing over it ALL day, or sometimes for 3 days, & I can't concentrate or focus on school (when I WAS in school before I graduated from college & high school), work (employment), or household & other tasks & activities!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
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im not suprised your not a nervouse wreck having things like that said to you!.if people love you they will learn to understand your issues!.dont let people pull you down and concentrate on getting better!.best look!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
the people are just fags!. im sry if im calling ur family members that but they jus cant understand the situation ur in!. my bro is in the same situation too and i feel real bad for him because hes always treated like that too and only his true friends are always there for him!. it gets annoying for me sometimes but u know theres nothing i can do!. i dont know what else to say but im sry!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
My best advice is to try to stay within yourself instead of worrying about how everyone else around you is feeling!. When you start to worry if others are mad and you and feel the need to apologize, try to concentrate on how you feel and not worry about them!. I know this is much easier said than done, but I think that is where help starts!. I had a similar problem and the affirmation I use now is "Stay in myself!." You can not control how others think or feel and part of becoming healthier will be accepting that fact!. I used to drive myself crazy by trying to control situations by being the diplomat, not offending anyone!. Now I just try my best to be myself and not worry too much about what other people think of that!. I am glad that you are seeking counseling because this is a difficult problem to handle alone!. I wish you luck!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
This is a common situation, believe it or not!. People with disorders are annoying, let's be honest!. It's not your fault, but that doesn't stop it being annoying!.
Look at it this way, you "can't help" being the way you are!. Well, people "can't help" finding you annoying!. See how it works!? It takes incredible patience tolerating the behaviour you describe!. Some people are more tolerant than others!.
I have a child with Asperger's Syndrome, a DIFFERENT disorder that causes a person to be very annoying!. He drives some of his schoolfriends mad!.
I believe there is treatment for OCD however!. It sounds like you should consider that, as it will benefit you AND the people around you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Look at it this way, you "can't help" being the way you are!. Well, people "can't help" finding you annoying!. See how it works!? It takes incredible patience tolerating the behaviour you describe!. Some people are more tolerant than others!.
I have a child with Asperger's Syndrome, a DIFFERENT disorder that causes a person to be very annoying!. He drives some of his schoolfriends mad!.
I believe there is treatment for OCD however!. It sounds like you should consider that, as it will benefit you AND the people around you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
sounds like your families are controlling and so are your friends!.!.!."Feel when I say feel, talk when I say talk!.!.!.etc"
Your spirit is strong enough to question there accusations or questions!.!.!.!.!.putting them in a corner!.!.something they don't like!.!.!.
You know it isn't right and so do they!.!.thats why they get mad at you, try to keep you in a needy way!.!.!.feeling guility!!!
YOU GO GIRL!.!.HUGS!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Your spirit is strong enough to question there accusations or questions!.!.!.!.!.putting them in a corner!.!.something they don't like!.!.!.
You know it isn't right and so do they!.!.thats why they get mad at you, try to keep you in a needy way!.!.!.feeling guility!!!
YOU GO GIRL!.!.HUGS!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com