My eating disorder is affecting our relationship. Can anyone relate?!
Question: My eating disorder is affecting our relationship!. Can anyone relate!?
I have an eating disorder (EDNOS) and Body dismorphia!. Also depression!. Yes, I see a therapist and yes im on meds but ive hit a very low point this week!.
If any of you have similar issues, then you know it's all about control and your life revolves around this obsession!.
I can't leave the house and face the public if I have just binged or if I have gained weight or even if ive just at a normal meal!. I have to feel empty!.!.my stomach has to be flat!. I feel fat instantly and feel bloated when i eat food!. I feel guilty and disgusted in myself!.!. Ill either vomit or use laxatives and fast!.
My bf and i see each other once a week!. And i told him i couldnt see him because i cant leave the house!. I binged more than usual this week so I am too insecure to even leave the house!. I dont want him seeing me!. I thought he understood but when i brought up going to university with my friend, he became paranoid and said you cancel plans with me but you're still going to uni!.I explained to him i meant that i would go to uni after i see him!. He still doesnt get it!.
Im fasting now to make up for the binges!. As long as i stick to it, ill be okay to leave the house and i already said i wanted to see him saturday before going to uni!. He just doesnt get it!.
I feel like a failure as a gf because im so messed up and i cant leave the house to see him!. I feel like a burden!. I feel like a freak!.
Any advice!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
If any of you have similar issues, then you know it's all about control and your life revolves around this obsession!.
I can't leave the house and face the public if I have just binged or if I have gained weight or even if ive just at a normal meal!. I have to feel empty!.!.my stomach has to be flat!. I feel fat instantly and feel bloated when i eat food!. I feel guilty and disgusted in myself!.!. Ill either vomit or use laxatives and fast!.
My bf and i see each other once a week!. And i told him i couldnt see him because i cant leave the house!. I binged more than usual this week so I am too insecure to even leave the house!. I dont want him seeing me!. I thought he understood but when i brought up going to university with my friend, he became paranoid and said you cancel plans with me but you're still going to uni!.I explained to him i meant that i would go to uni after i see him!. He still doesnt get it!.
Im fasting now to make up for the binges!. As long as i stick to it, ill be okay to leave the house and i already said i wanted to see him saturday before going to uni!. He just doesnt get it!.
I feel like a failure as a gf because im so messed up and i cant leave the house to see him!. I feel like a burden!. I feel like a freak!.
Any advice!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
When I decided to give up on my Eating Disorder and really deal with my own issues that stemmed from my childhood, everything started to come into the clear!. It
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