Am i screwed in life ? ?!
Question: Am i screwed in life !? !?
can i ever achieve my ambitious goals and life i want !?
im sorry if it seems like im whinning but im genuinly worried, ive never had nothing i want and have missed out greatly on everything virtually!.
how am i supposed to cope and manage !?
and being far away from my goals and ambitions in life !?
i feel so full of aggression, bitterness, resentment about the way my lifes turned out!.
normal things have never happened to me because so many tragic things have happened to me!.
time in jail, a criminal record - time in a psychiatric hospital for 18 months - a history of rage and aggression outbursts - suffered severe bullying and abuse throughout my life - being homeless for 12 months!. head injuries in a street attack!.!.!.!.!.!.!.mental and psychological abuse!.!.!.!.!.!.!.physical assaults!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.muggings!.
ive been fckd over left, right and centre - i feel society has a negative view of me - everywhere i go people seem to treat me aloofly - rejecting of me !.!.
i get patronised , spoken down to, belittled!.!.!.!.!.!.i feel ostracised and alienated from mainstream society!.!.!.!.!.!.like nobody cares and people want me to fail!.
i feel people either somehow know about my past or remember from my public rage outburst when i used to lash out at people!.!.!.!.!.!.lose it badly!.!.!.!.!.knock people over!.!.!.!.!.!.cause myself to get attacked, publically embarressed!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.cautioned by the police etc!.
ive been extremely luck not to finish up in big trouble - i never planned those rage attacks they just used to take me over whilst out in public - id see people and get jealous of their lives as what i percieved as ' happy ' and ' perfect '!.!.
feel threatened by other men looking at me!.!.!.!.!.!.feel singled out by people then i would just end up losing it completley!.!.!.!.like a build up of tension!.
even though ive been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and ptsd i think sometimes by symptoms could be intermittent explosive disorder!.
basically my lifes been ruined all my life - i now live alone in a 1 bedroom flat on disability - i own nothing except an old computer!.
i have a skin problem on the head of my penis im waiting to hear from with a dermatologist ( cracked broken skin covering the head part )
torn ankle ligaments due to an injury years ago, ive had a scan , was told it will take time to heal!.!.!.!.!.!.waiting for physio!.
joints and ligaments that are weak, and protest against minimal excercise , also my joints seem to easily ' move out of place '!.!.!.
a crooked little finger that droops over due to an injury that wont straiten!.
damaged nerves in my knuckle through punching a wall years ago, i can use it normally , but was told nothing can be done to heal it!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.its in my right hand!.!.
ive had an assesment for group therapy at a psychotherapy centre that occured the other day!.!.!.!.!.!.!.i have to wait to see if they can offer me a service!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.have to wait weeks!.
meanwhile my lifes empty, lonely, isolated and dull!.!.!.!.!.!.!.i feel everybody is rejecting me!.!.!.!.!.because everybody continues to be aloof to me!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
im sorry if it seems like im whinning but im genuinly worried, ive never had nothing i want and have missed out greatly on everything virtually!.
how am i supposed to cope and manage !?
and being far away from my goals and ambitions in life !?
i feel so full of aggression, bitterness, resentment about the way my lifes turned out!.
normal things have never happened to me because so many tragic things have happened to me!.
time in jail, a criminal record - time in a psychiatric hospital for 18 months - a history of rage and aggression outbursts - suffered severe bullying and abuse throughout my life - being homeless for 12 months!. head injuries in a street attack!.!.!.!.!.!.!.mental and psychological abuse!.!.!.!.!.!.!.physical assaults!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.muggings!.
ive been fckd over left, right and centre - i feel society has a negative view of me - everywhere i go people seem to treat me aloofly - rejecting of me !.!.
i get patronised , spoken down to, belittled!.!.!.!.!.!.i feel ostracised and alienated from mainstream society!.!.!.!.!.!.like nobody cares and people want me to fail!.
i feel people either somehow know about my past or remember from my public rage outburst when i used to lash out at people!.!.!.!.!.!.lose it badly!.!.!.!.!.knock people over!.!.!.!.!.!.cause myself to get attacked, publically embarressed!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.cautioned by the police etc!.
ive been extremely luck not to finish up in big trouble - i never planned those rage attacks they just used to take me over whilst out in public - id see people and get jealous of their lives as what i percieved as ' happy ' and ' perfect '!.!.
feel threatened by other men looking at me!.!.!.!.!.!.feel singled out by people then i would just end up losing it completley!.!.!.!.like a build up of tension!.
even though ive been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and ptsd i think sometimes by symptoms could be intermittent explosive disorder!.
basically my lifes been ruined all my life - i now live alone in a 1 bedroom flat on disability - i own nothing except an old computer!.
i have a skin problem on the head of my penis im waiting to hear from with a dermatologist ( cracked broken skin covering the head part )
torn ankle ligaments due to an injury years ago, ive had a scan , was told it will take time to heal!.!.!.!.!.!.waiting for physio!.
joints and ligaments that are weak, and protest against minimal excercise , also my joints seem to easily ' move out of place '!.!.!.
a crooked little finger that droops over due to an injury that wont straiten!.
damaged nerves in my knuckle through punching a wall years ago, i can use it normally , but was told nothing can be done to heal it!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.its in my right hand!.!.
ive had an assesment for group therapy at a psychotherapy centre that occured the other day!.!.!.!.!.!.!.i have to wait to see if they can offer me a service!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.have to wait weeks!.
meanwhile my lifes empty, lonely, isolated and dull!.!.!.!.!.!.!.i feel everybody is rejecting me!.!.!.!.!.because everybody continues to be aloof to me!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
I think you should move to America!. It really is the land of opportunities!
Everyone gives to people in your situation and a problem is a blessing here!. If you have no problems society hates you, the more problems you have the more rich fat chicks cling to you and feed you in their little coastal cottages!. So you should come to America where we have even more disability checks!. and all things physical pass, the body always heals!. i believe in karma completely, and bad for every bad thing in the world there is a good!. If so many things have happened to you, only the best is in the future! and whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger, so you must be a very strong person!. If you write a book about it in America and sold each copy for $15, you would make $15 million dolors!. We love sad stories and you seem to be very articulate and truthful, you don't rosy it up at all!. You tell it like it is with no mercy, so write a book, sell it in America and you'll have enough money to marry whoever you want if they marry you first!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Everyone gives to people in your situation and a problem is a blessing here!. If you have no problems society hates you, the more problems you have the more rich fat chicks cling to you and feed you in their little coastal cottages!. So you should come to America where we have even more disability checks!. and all things physical pass, the body always heals!. i believe in karma completely, and bad for every bad thing in the world there is a good!. If so many things have happened to you, only the best is in the future! and whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger, so you must be a very strong person!. If you write a book about it in America and sold each copy for $15, you would make $15 million dolors!. We love sad stories and you seem to be very articulate and truthful, you don't rosy it up at all!. You tell it like it is with no mercy, so write a book, sell it in America and you'll have enough money to marry whoever you want if they marry you first!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Hmm well maybe not doing anything criminal would help! Maybe you wouldn't have gone to jail then!? and maybe if you hadn't gone to jail it would be easier for you to get a job and you wouldn't have been homeless!.
Maybe if you could control your rage who wouldn't be crazy
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Maybe if you could control your rage who wouldn't be crazy
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Well, you have a computer and internet access!.!.!.!. u cant be in very bad shape!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
you made me grow in the brain and talk with grow in the brain Www@Answer-Health@Com
yeah i can see why ur depressed!. I think u need to be in therapy these are serious issues!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I was where you are a year ago!. Dropped out of school, depressed, hating myself!. I felt stuck which is how I imagine your feeling now!. Everyone around you seems to be upwardly mobile while your still trying to figure out what happened to you!? I totally understand, but Life is what you make it!. If your still breathing (meaning your not dead) Your never too old to change!.!.!. The hard part is finding out where to start!. It seems like everything is so screwed up, you wouldnt know where to begin!.
What are your thoughts on religion!?
Ive never had as much peace and joy in my life than I do now that Ive found God!. It seems to me that society doesnt matter, people dont matter and self pitty isnt an option!. Im bigger than that, your bigger than that!. Theres some reason why your still here!. Your assualts and muggings could have turned deadly but they didn't!. If you have free time on your hands,and your not up on reading the bible, you should read!.!.!."The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
I'm sorry things aren't going well for you!.
Seeing things clearly exactly how they are now is the first step!.
You have learned one of the 4 Noble Truths; That life is full of suffering!.
There is also a way out of suffering; Following the 8-fold path:
http://www!.thebigview!.com/buddhism/fourt!.!.!.
Your horrible life experiences have given you a lot of wisdom that you could pass on to someone who needs you one day!.
Here are some good ideas:
1!. Do something that gets your heart rate up a bit like, walking, running, biking, and swimming!.
2!. Eat Whole, Organic foods like: Broccoli, Cabbage, Organic Brown Rice, Beans, Spinach, Sweet Potato, Apples, and other fruits and vegetables in their Natural State!.
3!. Avoid eating corn, white bread, white rice, white potatoes, candy, sodas, chips, and anything else that you already know you shouldn
Seeing things clearly exactly how they are now is the first step!.
You have learned one of the 4 Noble Truths; That life is full of suffering!.
There is also a way out of suffering; Following the 8-fold path:
http://www!.thebigview!.com/buddhism/fourt!.!.!.
Your horrible life experiences have given you a lot of wisdom that you could pass on to someone who needs you one day!.
Here are some good ideas:
1!. Do something that gets your heart rate up a bit like, walking, running, biking, and swimming!.
2!. Eat Whole, Organic foods like: Broccoli, Cabbage, Organic Brown Rice, Beans, Spinach, Sweet Potato, Apples, and other fruits and vegetables in their Natural State!.
3!. Avoid eating corn, white bread, white rice, white potatoes, candy, sodas, chips, and anything else that you already know you shouldn
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