Suffer/ suffered from depression?!

Everyone thought I had it all!.!.!. but in my mind, a very powerful thing, I wasn't living up to my own expectations and it really got me down!. Turned to drugs to escape myself!.!. and in the short term I thought it worked!.!.!. long term I was wrong!. The depression just got worse!. So in a wake up moment, I found that people in my circle had no interest in my well being, only my habit!.!.!. sometimes it takes something major to happen to realise this, unfortunately!. So i looked for the true people, usually family, and a few (three) friends, who had my best interests at heart and truthfully cared!. I moved away and cut all communication with the dark side!.!.!. but you have to really want this or the circle will follow you!. Life is a great gift and such a shame to waste in sorrow, self pity or drugs (including the ones the doctor gives you)!. In short, Get outside and live!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Hard life of suffering everyday, thoughts of killing myself to get out, lonely, unhappy,sad, crying, hating myself, low self esteem!.
No help, trying to get through it alone with a few true faithful friends beside me!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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I felt Lonly
I cried often
I tried to kill myself

Got help and Im still going though the same thinggWww@Answer-Health@Com

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