BBD can anyonehelp?????!

Hi all my life ive been called beautifull,stunning but for me this is what made me have bdd!. (had it know for 2 and a half years) I thought the words "beautiful" and STUnning", were said to models,celebs ,really pretty people etc so everyday i get up i hate my face i feel i need to look like someone who is called beautifull eg
(alessandra ambrosio, adriana lima,keira kightley,etc!.!.!.!.!.!.
i know beautifull is all sorts of things!.!.!.but i can't stand my face the way it is it's vile! I cannot see what people are telling me!.!?
i also have a major problem with eyes !?!?!? i just hate them more than the rest of my face!.
I'm always upset or angry nearly everyday no phycyatrists have wrked
i self harm and see my friends 3 times a month if i can manage that, i hide my face everyday and haven't stepped outside the house in 7 and a half months !.!.!.!.what the hell am i suppose to do!?!?!?
i can't live like this anymore !?!?
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