I'm in so much pain, and I need to talk to her?!

I'm a 20 year old college student, who has had a very painful past!. (In short, I was abused, raped, I've attempted suicide a few times and I cut) I have a really hard time trusting people in the past (friends, family, mental health professionals etc!.) but last year, for the first time, I met someone who I felt I could trust!. She was a teacher in one of my courses!. She helped me a lot, and offered to listen if I needed someone to talk to!. At the moment, she's no longer my teacher, but I still really want to take her up on that offer to talk!. We talk a little in the hallways at school, and via e-mail about random things, but I'd like to talk to her the way I did last year (when she offered to listen if I needed someone)!. I just don't know how to approach her about it, is it weird/wrong/awkward for me to re-bring this up now!? I've tried little things to try to get her to initiate a "non-random" conversation but they haven't worked!. I really feel like talking to her is the best thing for me, but I just don't know how to do it!.!.!. please someone help!.!.!. I'm not doing well right now, and really need to talk to her!.!.!. I just don't know what to do!.!.!.

(By the Way, I am seeing both a counsellor and a psychiatrist for professional help, however it is not that I am seeking from my teacher)Www@Answer-Health@Com

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