I feel so hopless!???????????!
Question: I feel so hopless!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I hate highschool! Last year I developed an eating disorder and cut myself because of mean "friends" and I was determined not to let that happen this year!. WELL IT IS HAPPENING!!! People are soooo mean!! I just feel like killing myself I just hate it!!! I know I wouldn't actually kill myself but the thoughts keep popping up all the time!. I told my therapist and she said it might be my OCD if I don't actually want to (the thoughts just pop and usually don't stay) BUT TONIGHT I REALLY WANT TO!!! People I thought were my friends are all turning on me!. I only ahve one good friend and I want to call her tonight but I don't know if I should!. I just hate highschool and want out!!!! PLEASE HELP ME I HAVE BEEN PRAYING!, BUT I STILL FEEL HOPLESS!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
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don't let that happen!. i'm 16 years old, and last year in high school (sophomore year) i wanted to kill myself everyday!. i was doing drugs, cutting myself, and i came home crying everyday for no reason!. everyone seemed to be changing, and i fealt like i had no one there for me!. for once in my life i just felt so cold and useless!. i've lost all my friends i had last year, and i feel like a different person!. along with this, i was doing SO bad in school- and it turned out that i completely failed biology and i completely failed geometry which i had to go to summer school for!. oh god it sucked!. but i keep seeing better days, and what really helped was just seeing that i can become a good person, and i don't need just high school education for a good life!. watch youtube! listen to music! sleep! i promise you'll see better days :)
good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
good luckWww@Answer-Health@Com
You sound like you have obsessive-compulsive disorder and maybe borderline personality traits!. You will probably need counseling to help with all the stress you are experiencing with peers and most likely medication to help with your cutting tendencies and thoughts and intense feelings of wanting to kill yourself!. There is hope out there, but you will have to take the first step and tell your parents so they can get you to a mental health facility right away!. This is not something that can wait!. Please get help now!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If you have one good friend, he/she will care about you!. I would call him/her!. Disregard the people who are being mean to you, they're probably just *****!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I'm so sorry you're feeling so desperate!. High School can be a nightmare, but it doesn't last forever, although maybe it feels like it now!.
Call your friend, if she cares about you she'll help you!. What about your parents, or a counselor, or a teacher or family friend you can trust!? You need help to be strong, it's difficult on your own!.
I know it's much easier to say than to do, but try not to let these losers at school make you so miserable!. They shouldn't be able to have that much power!. You're a good person, remember that!. Hold your head up and try hard to pretend they're not hurting you!.
Praying is good, God will help you!. He hears you!. Just be strong, hold on and it will get better!. Tell your therapist that you're still having these thoughts of hurting yourself, and that they're really worrying you!. She will be able to help!.
I'll say a prayer for you too!. Be strong and remember High School is just a tiny part of your life!. You have so much ahead of you, it WILL get better!.
Best of luck, God blessWww@Answer-Health@Com
Call your friend, if she cares about you she'll help you!. What about your parents, or a counselor, or a teacher or family friend you can trust!? You need help to be strong, it's difficult on your own!.
I know it's much easier to say than to do, but try not to let these losers at school make you so miserable!. They shouldn't be able to have that much power!. You're a good person, remember that!. Hold your head up and try hard to pretend they're not hurting you!.
Praying is good, God will help you!. He hears you!. Just be strong, hold on and it will get better!. Tell your therapist that you're still having these thoughts of hurting yourself, and that they're really worrying you!. She will be able to help!.
I'll say a prayer for you too!. Be strong and remember High School is just a tiny part of your life!. You have so much ahead of you, it WILL get better!.
Best of luck, God blessWww@Answer-Health@Com