I don't feel like my home is my home, or my family is my family...?!


Question: I don't feel like my home is my home, or my family is my family!.!.!.!?
I just feel uncomfortable all the time!. Like, I'm nervous to walk around in my own home, or eat, or sit down!. This all started a couple years ago, my dad yelled 24/7 so I started to talk to people in my head, so that he wouldn't be in my head!. I talk to people I know sort of thing, like hold conversations that could actually happen, like I keep them in character!. I started in a defensive way, but I still do it!. And now because 24/7 I talk to the people in my mind, I no longer have much conversation with the people around me, because we've already discussed it!. And I mean, I'm always unable to be myself around real people, because I can't control their reactions!. One time I tried to have a 'previous conversation' with someone and it just didn't work the same, so I stopped trying!. And that's so ****** up!. And if I'm talking to someone in my mind I am just unable to eat while I do it, even though I don't speak out loud I just can't bring myself to do it!. I also have OCD and ADD which causes more problems, and I just don't know what to do anymore!. Inside my head I talk to people all the time, but in reality I don't even want to leave the house, I quit school because of that, so I don't see people often!. I think this is because my parents didn't allow me to talk to people till I was 13!? I'm 16 now, so I'm new to the whole talking to people thing as well!. I just had no idea where to talk about this or whatever, so I thought I'd try here, so sorry this is so long, or if I bother anyone, I don't mean to!. Www@Answer-Health@Com


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i feel the same way, i talked my mom into taking me out of school when i was really young because i just didnt want to deal with the other kids or ppl in general!. my parents fought alot, mostly because of my dads drinking!. i made up a diffrent world in my head to cope with everything, and diffrent people were i could control what happend and their emotions!. i never told anyone cus i thought they would think i was a phyco (they would)!. i think i have social anxitiy because i cant talk to hardly anyone, i was never able to hold a conversation for more then 2 seconds with out feeling nervous and uncomfortable!. i was never able to really make friends because of that, and when i actually made a friend!. i would completely stop talking to them outta no were just for the fact i didnt want to talk to them, i would get nervous when speaking to them for no reason!. this all started when i was 9 or 10 and it hasnt gotten any better, it's gotten worse actually!. this answer was prob no help to you, but know your not alone!Www@Answer-Health@Com

Do you have access to a psychiatrist!? If so, go there!. Now!. Www@Answer-Health@Com

i dont know what to say,it sort of similar to what my dad does he shouts and abuses 24/7 for the whole of my life,at the end we all cave in to his shouting and walk around the house as if its not our house,things like dinner times and going to the toilet,those things become uncomfortable,i dont know when he's gonna start shouting again,hence walking on eggshells

the only differnce is that my 5 brothers and sisters feel the same way,so we have each others support!.

i dont know what to say to you,just that your not alone these things happen to other people to,we just need to find our OWN way of dealing with itWww@Answer-Health@Com

this sounds a bit like schizophrenia!. it's a serious problem that can't be solved with out professional help!. seriously u should get some help!. i some times do that 2 but i don't let it take over my life!. u've gotten to the point where it has completely consumed you!. i say this cus i care, please get some help for ur own good!. this can be cured and you can be helped!. but for now try not talking to ppl in ur head!. try talking to ppl in real life!. i have trouble with not being able to control and judge ppls reactions 2!.!.!.it scares me a little!. but that's something that u need to get over and CAN get over!. best of luck sweetieWww@Answer-Health@Com

I've had jobs where I worked alone most of the time, and I spend a lot of time driving alone because of my job & hobbies!. My head gets cluttered too, not so much with conversation but with random mind games & making lists and stuff !.!.!. you can get kind of lost in your own little world that way!. Just try to pay attention when someone friendly talks to you, and keep in mind that they've (usually) got an entire world's worth of stuff in their minds too!. The best thing is when you find common ground and actually make a connection!.Www@Answer-Health@Com





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