Emotional / depression problems?!


Question: Emotional / depression problems!?
Hi,
This is a little scary for me even thought it's anonymous!. I am a 19 year old guy and I'm having some major internal problems!. here's what my life looks like right now: I am a full time student, I am helping raise my 2 year old nephew and my 1 year old niece when I am around!. In the last year I have fallen in love with someone who is unreachable to me!.!.!. someone much older than me who I have only been with once and who i can not touch or feel!.

My mom left me and my sisters when i was 12 years old after being an alcoholic for a while!. She escaped her life and went to a different country, and didn't contact me again until I was 16!. She tried to jump back into my life and ended up leaving again!. I have been forced into a maturity that I never asked for!. I am not very much like the people I know at school and have never been!. I switched high schools 3 times and lost friends early on due to domestic disputes that ended up in the newspaper!.

I do not have a job and I am having no luck finding one right now!.!.!. I have been trying for a month and nothing is here!.

recently, i found out that I am going to have to be a parent to my father because he is getting major surgery soon!. He has had a heart attack before and I have been through all of this!. it's the weight of the world on my shoulders but he is my dad!.

Last year I fell into the deepest depression of my life and didn't drag myself out of it for almost 7 months!. I am feeling my emotions and strength slip again and i'm having some issues sleeping!. I am not hungry!.!.!. I don't want anything!. Everything I know has lost it's value except for this woman i love who i can not feel, and these kids!. Does anyone have some kind of advice for me!.!.!. as far as what i can do to drag myself out of this hole!?

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Answers:
Wow it does sound like you are dealing with a lot of things right now!. Im sorry that you have a lot of problems!. I to have been where you have!. I was in 50+ placements when I was in high school!. You can learn from all of this!. You can be a better person!. If you can see this this is what helped me in the passed other wise I don't think I would have made it through where I am today!. Can you at all get other people to help you with your dad!? If so you could write down like a schedule and go in like shifts in taking care of him!. Also remember with him he only really probably needs your help temporary and then you don't have to take care of him!. Im not saying that he'll be as good as new Im just saying that you will have your dad back when he gets better!. You seem to be a very strong person and this will take you far!. I really never fit in at school either and why does anyone have to fit in you just have to learn there!. Pour your time into your studying and the children this will hopefully take your mind off of it if not maybe be a little less painful!. Its also important to the children now too because when they grow up they will have less time to do those type of things!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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The secret is being optimistic and surrounding yourself with positive people!. You are capable of great things! I believe in you!. best of luck!.Www@Answer-Health@Com





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