Guys, how can I help myself? I think I might be mentally challenged.?!


Question: Guys, how can I help myself!? I think I might be mentally challenged!.!?
I have suddenly realized that I am crazy!
I have always known that I have these evil thoughts in my head!.!.!.and I try my best not to act on them, and most of the time I don't!.

Whenever someone asks what my greatest fear is, I tell them that I am my greatest fear!.!.!.but never tell them why!.
I think it's time to actually think about it!.

Don't advice counseling or therapy, cause it ain't gonna happen!.

I am a nice person!.!.!.!.but I am also nice to cover up/hide my evil side!.

I am kinda creepy!.!.!.yes, I get creeped out by myself at times!.

I did crazy things in the past!.!.!.like scratching my face until it bled, when I got angry!.
Yes!.!.I am also short tempered, but I have learned to bury my rage inside me somehow!.

I don't pick a fight with anyone, but I have the urge to fight with people if the piss me off!.

Today, I kinda made fun of a troll who said that she was gonna kill herself!.
Yes, it was a troll, but I realized that I shouldn't have made fun og this serious issue!.

I was not like this before!.!.!.I just don't know why I changed so much!.

I also happen to do bad things to people I care for!.
Sometimes, I get possessive!.

This is one of the reason why I keep myself away from other people!.

I just don't know!.!.!.I need serious help!.

One of the creepiest things I did was wrote a person's name with my blood, because he hurt me emotionally!.

I just don't know what's wrong!.

So any advice, or criticism will be helpful!.

I'm sorry if this was too weird, but I need help!.

Thank you!.

(I'm 15 and male)

*Best Wishes*
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Answers:
i'm not some expert in the mental health department, but i'll tell you what i think!.
i think that you're overthinking things!. we all do weird things, and i believe that everyone has their own "evil" side!.
i have thought before that i do weird things too, but i think that everyone has their own quirks, which make them unique!. it's nothing to look down upon, espiecally if you're different from other people!. it's something to embrace, and work on if you don't like it!.

you sound very emotional, and let me tell you, that's better than bottling your emotions up inside of you!. maybe instead of taking out pain by writing someone's name in your blood, find someone very trustworthy and callming that you can talk it out to!.

you mentioned changing!. we all change, i see it all the time in myself, and i must admit i do not always like myself!. other times, i really really like the person i have become!. in my opinion, we all go back and forth on these issues!.

try to worry a little less, i think you're overthinking things a little!. good luck, feel better!

edit edit- jeesh everyone seems to think you need a doctor!. i was just giving you my opinion as a peer!. i wasn't trying to belittle what you're saying, but if you think that something is wrong with you, and youre that unhappy, then yes, see a doctor!. again, good luck:)Www@Answer-Health@Com

You need counseling!.
You said it's "not gonna happen," but thats the only way you can get past this!.
- If it's not gonna happen because you don;t want your parents to know - then your just doing yourself more harm then good!. They will understand and help you!.

by the way!. that is really wierd!. please get help, if not for yourself then for othersWww@Answer-Health@Com

One of the creepiest things I did was wrote a person's name with my blood, because he hurt me emotionally!.

Umm, if that's not a joke then you've got some serious problems mate, and I look forward to reading about your gun rampages in the newspapers in a few years!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

I think you need to stop holding in your anger and let people know when things are bothering you!. Stop trying to be a nice person all the time and be true to yourself and with others!. Let people know what is making you upset without letting it get violent!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

Are you serious!? because sometimes people just put stuff like this up for attention/fun!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

go to church, talk to your parents, talk to your friends, don't keep it bottled up inside you just tell someone Www@Answer-Health@Com

start asking questions!.!.!.!.till you reach your aim

the second thing try to write what do u do through the day and your feelings toward it

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May I suggest to stay off the drugs!?
That may help!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

You're not crazy just really angry!.

Find out what makes you so unhappyWww@Answer-Health@Com

nice poemWww@Answer-Health@Com

sorry man u do sound like a bit of a wack job!.do you do P!?
coz it sure sounds like itWww@Answer-Health@Com

OK, Dan, here is my advice, take it seriously or take it with a grain of salt, the choice is yours!.
1!. Stop worrying about things you cannot change!. You know, you can't worry and believe in your God too!.
2!. Be yourself!. Don't try to be someone you are not!.
3!. Keep your concentration on the real things in life that matter to you!.
In other words, in a nice way, mind your own business!.
3!. You have your family, your friends and your schoolwork to worry about!. That should be it at 15 years old!.
4!. Simplify your life!. Get rid of all the clutter!. Distance yourself from those who cause you grief!.
5!. Get off the computer and get out and do some exercise!. Anything, walking, tenpin bowling, anything at all!.
6!. If you feel you need to help anyone, help your little brother and your parents!.
Good luck!.
L L!. xxWww@Answer-Health@Com

youre not crazy or emotionally unstable!. Youre just a sad 15 year old who has oto much time on your hands and wants attention for being special!. Youre not special, youre just too bored with yourself!. get over it!. Oooooooooooooo i scratched my face until it bled, im a freaking psycho!. Seriosuly!. N one gives a crap!. Im answering just to hope you can lead on a normal life and do something productivce!. The moment i say this, youre probably gonna go out and smoke a joint!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

you seem to know very well what's happening to you!. have you prayed to God about it!? ask him for guidance and strength to help you!. why not tell your bitter past experiences that you've learned the lessons they left to you and to leave you now and stop bothering you ever again!. pray that you'll continue to progress further and further!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

if u are on drugs that may be your problem!.
And its a good idea to think over what you are doing and tell your parents about this issue to see if they can help!.
If you don't want to go to the therapist i think you need to tell someone who is close to you!.

Good LuckWww@Answer-Health@Com

its not that weird everyone has problems!. if ur parents wont help how about an aunt or uncle or grandparent or older cousin!? u need to get to a doctor!. therapy can help u alot, if the therapist thinks u may need medication than she/he will help u get it!. the thoughts in ur head and the delusions may be related to a mental illness that can be helped with going to the dr!. just go to the dr and tell him wats going on and he should help u take the right steps to help solve this!.!. but listen at least u realize u need help, this is the time to get help !. Www@Answer-Health@Com

I would go to the emergency room and tell them!. Even if U have no insurance! They will get U into a one week program where they will get U on the proper medication that stops these thoughts and feelings and allows U to feel normal!. I believe alot of what's going on in your head and your emotions, like myself has/had to do with my up bringing! I use to cut myself alot! I was really crazy!. But all is good now! Hugs to U!.!.!.ConnieWww@Answer-Health@Com

it sounds like you may have a multi personailty disorder or something!.
u seem like a nice person who usually does not act on these ideas!. have you ever consider that you may be like this because people have emotionally hurt you!. i know u said not too but seeing a counsler could really help!. goodluck and sorry i couldnt helpp more :)Www@Answer-Health@Com

I like how you spell your name looks good

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