Will I ever not be depressed?!
Question: Will I ever not be depressed!?
I've been struggling with an eating disorder for years!. I really want to get better, and am trying to!. The thing is I am REALLY depressed!. I feel stuck!. I never feel like I will be able to eat normal!. It is the only thing I think of!.
My doctor started me on zoloft!. I actually felt for the 1st two weeks it was helping a bit!. It didn't cure my eating disorder, but I didn't have as many negative thoughts!. But for the last week and a 1/2 I started feeling really bad depression again ( it didn't go away before, but I actually could go through the day without wanting to die)!. Why is this!? Why were they working, and now they aren't!? I am going back to the doctor soon!.!. but GAH! I want to feel better!.
BTW I am not suicidal!. I just don't want to live!? Does that make since!? But I would never kill myself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
My doctor started me on zoloft!. I actually felt for the 1st two weeks it was helping a bit!. It didn't cure my eating disorder, but I didn't have as many negative thoughts!. But for the last week and a 1/2 I started feeling really bad depression again ( it didn't go away before, but I actually could go through the day without wanting to die)!. Why is this!? Why were they working, and now they aren't!? I am going back to the doctor soon!.!. but GAH! I want to feel better!.
BTW I am not suicidal!. I just don't want to live!? Does that make since!? But I would never kill myself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
honey i understand i and i feel for you so much ! i use to feel like that the whole time and am beginning to start to feel like this again !. trust me things will get better, much better and in ten years it will be the past ! the main thing is that you want to get better because if you want something badly then you can do it! it might take a while and it will be difficult but u can do it! every meal you have to force yourself to eat something that you like and that a normal person would eat , and then try not to think about it till your next snack or meal !.!.!.as you need to gain weight you should aim for three large meals and two snacks! just do it hun , i understand how difficult it is but it is possible and just by reading the paragraph you wrote about yourself , i can t ell you are a very special person , someone i would love to be friends with ! you do not deserve to have this illness !you can do it ! start now and just enjoy the one lfe you get !!! take care xxxx email me whenever you feel down or whenever you want to xxx
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You just have to try different meds and counsuling till you find the right combo!. Somtimes it takes a whle and you WILL still have days that are DOWN days and sometimes there will be two or three days in a row like that but the thing is to have more better days then bad days!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
The zoloft has "leveled off" in your system, you will probably need to have your level of medication adjusted by your doctor!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
See this site to stop being depressed!. Also see advice for teen girls!.
http://depressing!.notlong!.comWww@Answer-Health@Com
http://depressing!.notlong!.comWww@Answer-Health@Com
my depression lead to agoraphobia where i just lay in my bed all day and all night barely showing just part of my face to breathe, and i too thought then how strange that i don't want to kill myself but yet i desperately didn't want to be there or anywhere!. i did not wish to see or Speak with anyone!. i felt doomed and trapped!. i was tor between wishing myself to go crazy to escape the pain, and that of one link that wouldn't leave my thoughts, that being i i have been this low b4 and i know what it's like to feel good so i knew it wasn't always going to feel that one way all the time even though it felt like forever at the time!. i wanted to feel good again and evetually i did!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Oh my god, yes that makes sense! I had the very, exact same thing! People didn't get it - I didn't want to kill myself but I didn't want to be alive!. Counseling has really helped me - I found a really awesome woman to talk to, who really helps me get to the bottom of stuff!. I've been on antidepressants for nearly a year now, and they've helped but so has the talking!. Maybe that's something you could look into!? Maybe even find someone else (through the net!?) that you can share with!. I have a friend who went through the same thing and it is just great to be able to share with someone who knows what you're going through!.
No matter what - you are not alone in this and you WILL get better :o)
Even though I still have days when I don't believe this myself :o)Www@Answer-Health@Com
No matter what - you are not alone in this and you WILL get better :o)
Even though I still have days when I don't believe this myself :o)Www@Answer-Health@Com