Should I send this email responding to a breakup?!

Tim,



I remember all the good times we use to have talking about going to Sonic for the day, Mackinac Island, and Cedar Point!.!.!.we even talked about going to Chicago!.

I miss talking to you on the phone!. I miss hearing your voice!. I miss when you use to call me all the time!. I miss seeing your smile and hearing you say things like "I've had like 12 boyfriends and no ones ever done anything this nice for me before!. The stuff you gave me made me feel really special!."

I miss your hugs and your sense of humour!.

I miss driving all around Flint with you and going to 7-11 to buy cigarettes, going to the gas station to buy dr pepper with your "people" hanging all around!. I miss driving in the ghetto with you!.!.!. and on dort highyway!. I miss driving around Paro!. I miss all the good times we had "waking up" that lady to do one of our old numbers!. i miss having you as my friend!. i miss having you in my life!.

i miss seing your smile when i gave you a watch, or cologne, or clothes that were too big!. i miss your text messages asking if you "smell" because i always gave you so much cologne lol!. i miss the times we would talk about being bipolar, seroquil, and ryan whitson, or the times we would talk about getting you a passport or helping you with phone numbers of attorneys!. i miss talking about your ex boyfriends and how hurt you were when one you loved completely ignored you and found someone new!. i miss getting jealous when we talked about ron!.

i miss you tim!.

i wish i could go back in time and fix whatever i said, or did!. i wish i knew what triggered you to wake up one morning and say "todays the day im going to cut greg out of my life forever"!.

i wish to god i knew because i would turn this wolrd upside down to make things right again!. i miss the times when you use to view me as a good person instead of the plague!. im human and i make mistakes like everone else and im truly sorry if i ever made you feel uncomfortable in any way!.

you know how sensitive i am so you know i would never knowingly do anything to make you feel uncomfortable!. i would go out of my way to make you happy!.

I miss talking about how you colored your dog pink, and all the times you worried about taking her to the vet!.!. i miss talking to you on the phone about coldstone icecream!. Im so proud of you getting off drugs and finding a job!. You probably dont even remember but thats exactly what I was hoping for you when i first met you back in April!.

anyways, im the same greg ive always been!. the same greg that you missed and wanted to hang out with after foster care!.!.!.so if i ever did anything nice to you at all, or if i ever brought any shred of happiness to your life in any way then i ask is one common courtesy!.!.!.!.the courtesy to know why you "suddenly" decided to block me and go 100% no contact on me!. the courtesy to know what happened!. thats all i want to know!.

if you dont want to talk to me anymore i can understand, so have one of your friends email me!. i really woud like to have some type of closure so i can move forward with my life instead of waking up every day hurting and not knowing "why" or "what happened!."
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