Should I send this email after being dumped with no reason?!

tim,



i don't want to pretend like what we had, whatever you wanna label it, wasn't special!.!.!.because it was special to me!. it was amazing, and when i miss you it is because i start thinking back to those times!. i feel like i owe it to myself to follow my heart and tell you how i feel because i dont want to look back with any regrets of not having done everything i possibly could to make things right with you!.



ive treated you well and havent blown up your cell phone with endless calls, txt msgs, emails, etc!.!.!.

i remember all the good times we had making plans to go to Sonic, Mackinac Island, and Cedar Point!.!.!.we even talked about going to Chicago!. You use to call me all the time!. I miss your voicemails saying stuff like: "I've had 11 boyfriends and no ones ever done anything this nice for me before!. The stuff you gave me really made me feel special!." It was so adorable!.!.!.

I miss driving around Flint and buying cigarettes at 7-11 while avoiding your mom whos also headed to 7-11, i miss buying dr pepper in the ghetto surrounded by your "people", and i miss driving around Paro and yelling at you for tracking mud in my car because of all the rain!.

i miss all the good times we had "waking up" that lady to do one of our old numbers, i miss your smile and your sense of humour, and i miss having you as my friend and in my life!. i miss seing your smile when i gave you a new watch, cologne, or clothes that were too big, and reading your text messages asking if you "smell" because i gave you so much cologne!.

i miss the times we would talk about bipolar disorder, seroquil, and how you smashed a vase on your moms head!. i miss making fun of ryan whitson and geting jealous when we talked about ron (with the small cock!.) i miss trying to help you get your passport and phone numbers for court!.

i miss listening to you count all your ex-boyfriends and telling me how hurt you were when one of them completely ignored you & found someone new!. I miss hearing how you colored your dog pink and the times you took her to the vet!.



i wish i could go back in time and fix whatever i did that triggered you to wake up one day and decide: "today is the day im going to cut greg out of my life forever"!. i would turn this wolrd upside down to make things right again tim!. you know how sensitive i am, you even told me yourself, so you KNOW i would never intentionaly do anything to hurt you!. i would go out of my way to make you happy!. i miss when you saw me as a good person instead of being afraid of me and treating me like the plague!.

im proud of you for getting off drugs and finding a job!. it's amazing!. all you need now is your GED and a car!. i know you'd rather not talk to me right now, but maybe you would consider having one of your friends email me to let me know what happened, and why you hate me!?



if i ever did anything nice for you or brought any shred of happiness to your life then all i ask is the courtesy to know what happened!? anyone would want closure to "move on" with their life instead of waking up every day hurting and not knowing why things happened!.



the only reason i visited you at work was because you emailed me 3 days earlier saying you missed me (twice) in big capital letters so naturally i thought you'd be happy to see me after 2 months!. why would you post a bulletin giving out the exact location unless you wanted your friends to visit you!?


i don't know what else to say Tim!. i could never truly be mad at you and thats part of my problem; however, it's just not fair to say "don't ask" and leave me hanging in the wind!.!.!. would you want to be treated that way!?




peace,


gregoryWww@Answer-Health@Com

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