Do I have OCD or am I just not quite right?!
Question: Do I have OCD or am I just not quite right!?
Im 14 year old female and I think I have OCD or some kind of depression or something!.
Im always thinking of loved ones dieing and scared to death that it would happen!. I keep killing them in my mind but I love them so much and it makes me cry =[
I also constantly say to myself or to God " Please dont let _____ die!. Ill kill myself if you take them away from me!."
I have visions of my own death as well, strange and painful!. I always mutter to myself I wish I was dead without even meaning it!.
Sometimes I do that thing (I know a lot of people do it) where your walking a long the footpath and your watching where your stepping & you cant step on the cracks!
Ive just come out of anorexia and Ive always had psychological problems!. Is there some morphing gremlin in my head that keep turning into different mental health issues that make my life hell!?
Ive been to 3 psychologists in my lifetime so far and recently I told her I didnt want to see her anymore because I cant let the feelings out!. I cant talk about anything to anyone!. My best friend is about the only one that comes close to knowing about my problems but she doesnt know!.!.!. 3/4's of it!. My first psychological issue emerged in year 2!. I had fears of absolutley everything!. Planes, spiders, going on school camp, going on the lift ( or elevator in america), tornados, getting appendicitis!. So much more! I also have anxiety -!.-
Im absolutley sick of these lingering mental problems that i've had to deal with all my life!.
Please help!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Im always thinking of loved ones dieing and scared to death that it would happen!. I keep killing them in my mind but I love them so much and it makes me cry =[
I also constantly say to myself or to God " Please dont let _____ die!. Ill kill myself if you take them away from me!."
I have visions of my own death as well, strange and painful!. I always mutter to myself I wish I was dead without even meaning it!.
Sometimes I do that thing (I know a lot of people do it) where your walking a long the footpath and your watching where your stepping & you cant step on the cracks!
Ive just come out of anorexia and Ive always had psychological problems!. Is there some morphing gremlin in my head that keep turning into different mental health issues that make my life hell!?
Ive been to 3 psychologists in my lifetime so far and recently I told her I didnt want to see her anymore because I cant let the feelings out!. I cant talk about anything to anyone!. My best friend is about the only one that comes close to knowing about my problems but she doesnt know!.!.!. 3/4's of it!. My first psychological issue emerged in year 2!. I had fears of absolutley everything!. Planes, spiders, going on school camp, going on the lift ( or elevator in america), tornados, getting appendicitis!. So much more! I also have anxiety -!.-
Im absolutley sick of these lingering mental problems that i've had to deal with all my life!.
Please help!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
If you are very worried about your psychological problems and if they are really messing up your life, see a psychiatrist!. You're probably sick of being told that!.!.!. sorry!. I'm pretty sure it will help though!. But since I'd rather die than go to a psychiatrist (i'm pretty sure i'd get tossed in a nut house :]) I had to learn to 'channel' my mental problems!. It's hard to explain!. But during the years, I realised I'd always be a bit strange, and somehow learnt how to manage my mind so that it doesn't affect my life too much!. For example, when I was a child I had major OCD for about 5 years!. Then it kept changing into other things!.!.!. depression, and later on, a very consuming obsession with self harm!. I realised those things were screwing me up!.!.!. really badly!. Now I'm 15!.!.!. I'm still mental, but it's nothing as serious as before!. Now it's just small things like having to do my washing at night time, instead of the day!. Or walking around any patches of light that i can see on the ground!. Things that nobody really takes notice of!. But no one here on Yahoo! answers can properly diagnose you!. So if this matters to you enough, you will do whatever it takes to stop your mental problems!. Do what you know you should!.
And to answer your question about becoming a doctor in Australia!. You need to study Maths B, Physics, Chemistry, Biology and of course English!.!.!. and do well in all of them!. For some universities, Maths C is also required!. Also, if you are really serious about becoming a doctor, I suggest you do some community service type things!. For example!.!.!. sometimes I go and play my violin for the old people at a nursing home!. Another thing - studying at least one humanity subject in senior is probably a good idea!. When you are interviewed by a university, they want someone with more than just book smarts!. You must be able to communicate well and get along with people, etc!. And obviously!.!.!. you must get a good OP!. I'm pretty sure that for most universities in this country, you must have a minimum OP of 3!. Anyway, enough of my rambling!. Have a good night!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
And to answer your question about becoming a doctor in Australia!. You need to study Maths B, Physics, Chemistry, Biology and of course English!.!.!. and do well in all of them!. For some universities, Maths C is also required!. Also, if you are really serious about becoming a doctor, I suggest you do some community service type things!. For example!.!.!. sometimes I go and play my violin for the old people at a nursing home!. Another thing - studying at least one humanity subject in senior is probably a good idea!. When you are interviewed by a university, they want someone with more than just book smarts!. You must be able to communicate well and get along with people, etc!. And obviously!.!.!. you must get a good OP!. I'm pretty sure that for most universities in this country, you must have a minimum OP of 3!. Anyway, enough of my rambling!. Have a good night!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Clearly you do want the feelings out!. If she wasn't the right person, find another therapist!. If it is OCD, it can only be treated in therapy and often medication is necessary!. It may not seem like it right now, but things will get better, though it sounds like you need support, especially if you are recently overcoming anorexia!.
Good luck, feel better soon!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Good luck, feel better soon!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
sounds like anxiety, and alot of unnessassry thinking!.!.!.if your at least 18 maybe go to a psychiatrist and explain this to them, and they can help you out!. Www@Answer-Health@Com
Sounds like your stressed and not eating right which causes anxiety!. Just try to relax and take care of yourself!. Get some sleepWww@Answer-Health@Com