Have you ever tried commiting suicide? Or have you thought of it?!

I have attempted suicide once!. I was on medication and one night , I had enough, I just had it!. I took 70 pills of seroquel and took them all!. That night my best friend called me and I just broke down and she came over about 10 minutes later and she saw my empty bottle of pills and I was so out of it!. I could barely stand anymore!. She called 911 and the cops and ambulance came to my home!. I remember not wanting to go with them!. I remember crying and screaming and than I was strapped on the gurney !. And when we got to the hospital, they tried to make me drink charcoal which I did not drink!. So they put a tube down my nose and pumped my stomach while I was restrained!. It was horrible!. And than I remember sleeping and sleeping a lot!. That night I woke up still restrained in a bedroom with a guard sitting by my bed!. They pumped my stomach a second time that night and I couldn't take it anymore!. The next morning I tried leaving the hospital and I was restrained again!. I wanted to die so badly!. They wouldn't let me leave so I decided I would just starve myself to death!. Than I was put on i!.v!. I was hospitalized a total of 9 weeks in the psych ward and those 9 weeks saved my life!. I could not of done it on my own!. It was a horrible experience but it has the best outcome!. And Now I am much happier!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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I have thought about it, yes!. There was a stage around my last year of high school and the year or so after that, where I was deeply depressed!.
I began taking some steps to killing myself!. I wanted to go with the method that was least painful and gruesome (which to me would be shooting myself in the head or slitting my wrists aaarrrgggh!)!. So I started buying sleeping tablets but I never managed to do it!. I considered my family and the people that loved me and couldn't go through with it!. I'm so glad I didn't do it because I had and have soo much to live for!. I'm happy and I'm with the most incredible man in the world!. No matter how depressed you are, it's always possible to overcome those issues :)Www@Answer-Health@Com

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As already mentioned, several times, with a plan on how!.

What stopped me!? I hinted at the idea to someone I thought the world of!. She let me know and made me feel with no uncertainty that I was truly a worthwhile person, even though I couldn't see it!. I trusted her and believed her enough!. She was right!. =)Www@Answer-Health@Com

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think abou it everyday and every second of my sad life i dnt no why i jus do its like its programmed into my brain or something!. And ive actually tried it twice, i would def do it again but i only got one more chance and if i do anything like that again i go in hospital so no thanks lol!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Ive thought about it, and how I would do it!.
But then id think, why on earth would anyone!. Life is beautiful, even in hardships!. Www@Answer-Health@Com

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do you know Renee's story!?

intro:
http://www!.youtube!.com/watch!?v=OHaFrS3TE!.!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Thought about it a number of times yes, and knew how I'd carry it out!. But no, have never tried it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Thought about it many times, attempted once!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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I've thought about it but haven't actually tried it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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I overdosed on valium once!. Had to spend the night in the hospital!. Won't ever do that again!Www@Answer-Health@Com

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thought about it!. don't think i'd ever do it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Yes and Yes

be safe, be sageWww@Answer-Health@Com

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yeah!.!.i never tried but i have thought of it!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Yes and yesWww@Answer-Health@Com

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