Feeling Suicidal....?!
Question: Feeling Suicidal!.!.!.!.!?
Ive recently been going through a lot of stress at home, at college and in my hobby!. I belong to a gymnastics group and have had many disputes with my coach, i want to leave this group and go to another but my mom wont let me!. So i haven't been going recently but my mom has been giving me so much crap at home its making me miserable!. She is constantly calling me stupid and pathetic and schizophrenic!. I have been crying every day lately working myself up into such a state that i puke!. I just want all of this to go away!. I sometimes just wish i could disappear, i havent cut myself before only tiny cuts!. no one knows about those!. But killing myself has recently been in my head!. Im too scared to tell my boyfriend, he is the only person who listens to me, he is the only thing stopping me from killing myself i love him so much!. and i know he would be devastated!. what can i do!? my mom just will not listen to me i have no one i can turn to!. She blames my boyfriend for not wanting to go to gym!. HELP ME!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com
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Killing yourself is never the right answer!. I can only imagine how much of a hard time you are going through!. In your sentences, at least I saw some hope also!. Your boyfriend!. If you love him that much than you should not be scared to even share this with him!. If he loves you so much than I am sure he will do whatever it takes to help you and make you happy!. About your mom!. Maybe you should try to seriously talk more about the same thing you have said just now!. If she loves her daughter than I am sure she won't try to hurt her daughter!. So tell her everything you mentioned here to her and give it a try again!. I know you said that she doesn't listen but try!. If that doesn't help than like I said your boyfriend is the one you should talk!. Don't be scared to mention it to him!. Love is helping each other!. Also maybe being apart from your mom (in case she's not listening or thinking of you) for a while will help!. I am sure later she will understand if you become something and you are happy!. Please be strong and don't think about giving up! I wish the best of luck to you! Www@Answer-Health@Com
OK, here's the deal, killing yourself is not only going to hurt your boyfriend, but it's going to hurt everyone that loves you!. You should talk to people about these things!. It's not healthy and it could destroy many lives besides your own!. Talk to some friendly people and try to cope with these feelings that you're having!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
dont hurt yourself because believe me people like me have worse problems!. But you have to talk to your boyfriend and your mom needs to stfu because all coaches are trying to push people to their limit but they want to make them work in gymnastics and work HARD!. And how is your boyfriend to blame if he just wants to be a good bf!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
PLEASE PLEASE don't do this!.!.!. It's not going to solve anything!.!. Can you talk to your boyfriend's mom !? Have you honestly tried talking to your mom !? PLEASE find someone to talk to before you do ANYTHING!.!. I'm pretty sure they have free services at your hospital (mine does) so you can talk to someone!.!. Look in the phonebook there has to be a number under counciling!.!. Please call someone!.!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
PLEASE DO NOT KILL YOURSELF!! It would hurt A LOT of people!.
Try to talk to your boyfriend about these things, or go to a therapist!.
Your mother doesn't sound like a good mother!. I'm not sure how I can help you with her but don't listen to her!.
Please DO NOT kill yourself!Www@Answer-Health@Com
Try to talk to your boyfriend about these things, or go to a therapist!.
Your mother doesn't sound like a good mother!. I'm not sure how I can help you with her but don't listen to her!.
Please DO NOT kill yourself!Www@Answer-Health@Com
well i dont know what to say, but let me tell this: i know ur mom is driving you crazyyy BUT is she worth it!!!? i dont know how old you are but if you can stick with her a couple of years then your FREE to live on our own, how ever you like, you could even move in with your boyfriend!. life has its ups and down and you cant want to kill your self everytime it get ruff! remember : your life is about you!! one day when you get older and you start having white hair you will look back and say: i cant believe i let stress, my mom, college, !.!.!. get to me!. these are all part of life!. i know how you fell i am a college student too!.!.!. i know how you feel but honestly, killing your self will not do you any good!. you need to realize that life has its ups and downs!.
i too have thought about how sad and stress full i get and how or what i should do to stop the pain!. BUT LET ME TELL YOU ONE THING your mom probably has no idea how made and stressed she is making you feel talk to her and if she doesn't get it tell your collage advisor's and they will help you!. also remember that you have a boyfriend that loves you, most of us dont even have that! life is tough and you cant give up know!. hey at least ur getting a collage education, this means that you have a good future and a good job waiting for you DONT LET ANYONE GET TO YOU, YOUR LIFE IS ABOUT YOU!! Www@Answer-Health@Com
i too have thought about how sad and stress full i get and how or what i should do to stop the pain!. BUT LET ME TELL YOU ONE THING your mom probably has no idea how made and stressed she is making you feel talk to her and if she doesn't get it tell your collage advisor's and they will help you!. also remember that you have a boyfriend that loves you, most of us dont even have that! life is tough and you cant give up know!. hey at least ur getting a collage education, this means that you have a good future and a good job waiting for you DONT LET ANYONE GET TO YOU, YOUR LIFE IS ABOUT YOU!! Www@Answer-Health@Com
The way I understand it it may seem you want things your way and not fit in with the program!. Not everything is the way you want it!. It's not completely explained on their side why you feel miserable!. Suicide is not the answer!.!.!.it makes your problems much bigger than it is!. My father destroyed my self confidence by calling me stupid or having *$^# in my mouth because I don't speak up, and always raising his voice at me when in those day I was a very quiet, shy young man!. This was in 1957 when I was 7 years old all the way to 1967!. I wanted to kill myself that that day in 1967 I went to the roof top to throw myself down!. I wasn't afraid but something held me back!. I remember a young girl commited suicide by cutting her veins in her wrists and she said that she went down into a dark terrible place where she heard pitiful and horrible screams of people who are damned for all eternity!. There were terrible stenches, sulphur and demons laughing at her face!. The darkness was thick and alive!. She started to become thirsty for water!.!.!.there was no cool water to cool her tongue!. She started to cry to God to have mercy on her!. Fortunately her paramedics revived her from imminent death!. Still want to commit suicide!? In 1985 my father told me why his children(my sister and I) never were smart to become doctors and/or lawyers or some good profession!. Because they have grown up stupid!. I told him, "The answer is right there, don't you see it!? The reason why I became as you say, 'stupid' is because as a child I believed you when you repeatedly said it!. So I became 'stupid' and it reflected in my face and my classmates stepped all over me because I was stupid!. That destroyed me to the point of almost commiting suicide!. You think that by calling me names that is going to make me want to better myself!? You made me be less of myself therefore I couldn't believe nor see myself as a doctor or a lawyer because I am stupid!. You're the one who is because I never saw you lift up a hammer to drive a nail to a wall or anything positive!." My father was flabbergasted when I screamed at him with all of my might!. In the year 1985 it took me a long time to believe in myself but in that year I learned by observing to build a house , do plumbing, do basic electrical installation, be a paramedic along with my talent of painting in oils, acrylic, and watercolor and being a professional accordionist since 1959!. I have failed in 2 marriages because of my low esteem!. But on my third marriage!.!.!.it is a happy marriage because I believe in myself and God spoke to me through a stranger(who doesn't know my life)that He will give me a good wife, riches(material and spiritual)and a ministry!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Wow!. I really don't know what to tell you!.
Part of me wants to tell you that I have it worse!.
Part of me thinks that you do!. My sisters hate me!. No doubt, they have told me!. I fight with my dad all the time!. When we get along, it's good!. But it never stays that way!. !.It's always constant arguing and yelling at me!. My mom and dad get along well, but my mother is an alcoholic, and I hate it!. I hate always worrying about her drinking, is she!? Is she not!? Is it just her face wash that I'm smelling, or is it vodka!? It is months and months without drinking, and when I think it's never going to happen, it happens!. I cry and cry, and I am permanently paranoid now, and I will never stop worrying about it!.
But even though she makes me so sad, she has never told me I was stupid or anything like that!.
Don't kill yourself, please, please don't!.
I feel crazy pouring all of this out, where anyone can read it, but for some reason, even though I don't know you, I trust you!.
I feel comfortable telling you!.
My only advice is not to kill yourself!. !.Cutting really isn't that bad, but boy it helps!. I'm not trying to promote it, I stopped, but I know it was the best temporary solution at the time!.
Good luck!. :)Www@Answer-Health@Com
Part of me wants to tell you that I have it worse!.
Part of me thinks that you do!. My sisters hate me!. No doubt, they have told me!. I fight with my dad all the time!. When we get along, it's good!. But it never stays that way!. !.It's always constant arguing and yelling at me!. My mom and dad get along well, but my mother is an alcoholic, and I hate it!. I hate always worrying about her drinking, is she!? Is she not!? Is it just her face wash that I'm smelling, or is it vodka!? It is months and months without drinking, and when I think it's never going to happen, it happens!. I cry and cry, and I am permanently paranoid now, and I will never stop worrying about it!.
But even though she makes me so sad, she has never told me I was stupid or anything like that!.
Don't kill yourself, please, please don't!.
I feel crazy pouring all of this out, where anyone can read it, but for some reason, even though I don't know you, I trust you!.
I feel comfortable telling you!.
My only advice is not to kill yourself!. !.Cutting really isn't that bad, but boy it helps!. I'm not trying to promote it, I stopped, but I know it was the best temporary solution at the time!.
Good luck!. :)Www@Answer-Health@Com
First off, do NOT hurt yourself, even if they are just tiny cuts!! It will not help your problems!. Maybe you need to set aside a time every day jsut for yourself!. Even if its just a half an hour of reading your favorite book or painting your toenails!. If your mom is going on about you being pathetic and everything, just tune her out!. It isn't ok for her to say those things to you, you are trying your best!. Maybe you need to take a break from gymnastics or take something else off your schedule!. Concentrate on school and your boyfriend and the people you love and care about!. Once again, do NOT kill yourself! People in this world care about you, even if they don't always show it! God bless!.Www@Answer-Health@Com