I really need help..?!

First and foremost I don't know you--I don't need to but I do care about you as a fellow human being please believe me when I tell you that as a brother who shares this planet along with me and all our brothers and sisters Gods children you are not only important to me you are precious to God I am not preaching to you just sharing what I believe , now that is out of the way let me say this, you suffer from one of the most terrible illnesses and are very brave to endure every moment as a sufferer, I have a relative who is Bi Polar and I myself suffer from depression from time to time!.I can sympathise with you on the accusations of attention seeking I too felt no-one cared about me and that I was not loved and felt everyone was talking about me behind my back, this is the cruel thing about this condition, no one is doing these things but that is what the illness leads you to believe can I suggest you think of the illness as a monster wanting to take over your body, your mind, your life it wants to destroy you, but my friend you are a strong person ( I read this between the lines of your comments)you will not let it destroy you , when it makes you feel unloved you will tell it you are God's precious son, and another member of the human race, ME, cares about you and so do many many others,when it puts fears and doubts in your mind try praying so that you cannot hear the monsters voice, If you cannot or do not want to pray sing out loud anything to shut the monsters suggestions out!.
Listen to loud music do not listen to the voice which only wants to hurt you!.
Be strong be brave and you will win think of David and Goliath in the Bible a small boy named David stood up to fight the bully a giant called Goliath standing there with his huge sword Goliath laughed at young David standing in front of him carrying a sling shot and some small stones but David took one small stone placed it in the sling shot and killed Goliath you can be like David be brave against your giant called Bi Polar you can beat it, you can win!.
I assume you are getting medical help and are taking prescriptions drugs to help you keep balanced, the rest is up to you please believe me too when I tell you that Bi- Polar wants you to believe no-one loves or cares about you this is NOT true I wish you every good wish and beg you to be strong even when you feel the Bi-polar is winning don't let it!.
God bless you and keep you strong I know you say you are an Atheist that bis your right but that means you do not believe in God but I will pray for you anyway because He believes in you Take good care of yourselfWww@Answer-Health@Com

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I'm a nurse, and you don't need your parents to get help!. There's several options!. One, you can see your family Dr!. at anytime for help!. Two, go to an Emergency Room!. Three, you can go to a mental help facility that does inpatient treatment!. They have what's called an Emergency Intake, where if a patient is suicidal, they admit them right then and get them help!. Also here's a little more information and a number you can call to get help!. Good luck, and please do get the help


Suicide
People who have depression sometimes think about suicide!. This thinking is part of the depression!. If you have thoughts about hurting yourself, tell your doctor, your friends, your family or call your local suicide hot line, such as the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255!.

Get help right away!. The good news is that there are people who can help you, and depression can be treated!.
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These feelings are just spats and fits, allot of teenagers go through this especially girls so your feelings are not abnormal!.
You parents are tired out, you are their only concern and they can't control you or your sister, they must be numb by now dealing with both of you!.
Take one day at a time and make the best of it, it will pass, things will get better but only if you wish it so!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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try helping mom and dad, they might be having a tough time!.you may find the love and attention you need has always been there!. When mom and dad get on at you they are probably only thinking of you afterall every parent want the best for thier daughter!.Desperate solution would be a tragic mistakeWww@Answer-Health@Com

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i know what you feel because it is my own now
i think if they know your reality they will love you and regretting to treat you in such way
don't think about them and search for any thing to do
try to make your self busy and think about GodWww@Answer-Health@Com

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I think your parents really love you , but the don't think like you!. maybe you can talk to teachers at school they will help you!.Don't give up !!!!!!!Www@Answer-Health@Com

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Being an atheist certainly doesn't help, maybee you've only ever met ineffective religion but Jesus hates that too!

Try The Real Thing !. !. !. I can send testimoniesWww@Answer-Health@Com

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its not that i dont feel im important people have shown me that i am but !.!.!.
welcome to my life, nothing is going to ever be right!.!.!.


Sorry!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

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see the guidance counselor at school and call the suicide hot line they will get you helpWww@Answer-Health@Com

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No affence to you, but people over the internet that are strangers and cant give you comfort or change your mind!. if you want advice, then talk to any of your friends, any of your family members like grandparetns or aunts!. Sometimes people only hate life, because they never have really saw it before!. If you wish your were dead then fine, end it, wishing isnt going to get you anywhere, and killing yourself will get you nowhere!. instead of feeling sorry for your self, do something with your life, go ride a bike, keep active and social!. Never feel sorry for yoursself, that is just selfish!.

dont mean to sound rude, but its the truthWww@Answer-Health@Com

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