What do you think ? I don't know what to do?(short story)?!
Question: What do you think !? I don't know what to do!?(short story)!?
What if you've been really depressed in the past before , but then things got better then you go depressed again for some reason truly depressed thinking you're good for nothing and suicidal for no apparant reason!?
Its like a minute im kind of okay not over the moon but good enough, then all of the sudden i'm being dragged down yet for no reason!.
I used to be over that feeling and was really good for a while, but now its begining to come back again!. I had a moment of madness last year where i could NOT stop thinknig about death !. I did atleast once a day!. (Im not even a very dark person) It just weird!. Like last year at my college, right i was so happy in the morning then i was thinking about some stuff then it was clear i was upset and everyone was asking me , ''Are you okay!?'' Then like an hour later i started to smile!.
What does this mean!? I honestly don't know what wrong with me!?
Now, today i had a really good day at college besides some stupid idiot making fun of my portuguese accent at college!. Anyway i honestly don't know i thought i was past that phase!. Plus, noone knows how i feel, i hardly show my emotions!.
I'm 17 btw and i do have loads of friends, but not really that friend to connect with to chat to about everythin!.
I kind of did but that friend has totally other problems in her life, so now i honestly don't know!. What do you think anyway!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Its like a minute im kind of okay not over the moon but good enough, then all of the sudden i'm being dragged down yet for no reason!.
I used to be over that feeling and was really good for a while, but now its begining to come back again!. I had a moment of madness last year where i could NOT stop thinknig about death !. I did atleast once a day!. (Im not even a very dark person) It just weird!. Like last year at my college, right i was so happy in the morning then i was thinking about some stuff then it was clear i was upset and everyone was asking me , ''Are you okay!?'' Then like an hour later i started to smile!.
What does this mean!? I honestly don't know what wrong with me!?
Now, today i had a really good day at college besides some stupid idiot making fun of my portuguese accent at college!. Anyway i honestly don't know i thought i was past that phase!. Plus, noone knows how i feel, i hardly show my emotions!.
I'm 17 btw and i do have loads of friends, but not really that friend to connect with to chat to about everythin!.
I kind of did but that friend has totally other problems in her life, so now i honestly don't know!. What do you think anyway!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
You could very well be suffering with depression again but I don't agree that it's manic depression - ordinary depression comes in waves like you describe!.
You could try to manage it yourself with physical exercise and avoiding alcohol and other drugs including caffeine (among other things), or you could visit your doctor and ask about treatments available on the NHS or anitdepressants!.
Good luck!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You could try to manage it yourself with physical exercise and avoiding alcohol and other drugs including caffeine (among other things), or you could visit your doctor and ask about treatments available on the NHS or anitdepressants!.
Good luck!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Stop hiding!.
Show and tell (your closest friends at least) how you feel!. It helps!.
See a counselor (your college should have one) if you really feel you cannot talk to your friends!.
Maybe you're feeling lonely because you hide all the time and you don't have someone to talk to about everything!.
a counselor should help!.
All the best!. xxxWww@Answer-Health@Com
Show and tell (your closest friends at least) how you feel!. It helps!.
See a counselor (your college should have one) if you really feel you cannot talk to your friends!.
Maybe you're feeling lonely because you hide all the time and you don't have someone to talk to about everything!.
a counselor should help!.
All the best!. xxxWww@Answer-Health@Com
go see a doctor could be manic depressiveWww@Answer-Health@Com
I have done the same thing for my entire life and have used anti-depressants several times!. But the thing is this!. To eat or not to eat!? Food can be a source of this same thing!. If you are even slightly hypoglycemic, or if you have any food allergies you don't know about!. Also, any drugs even aspirin can cause some people weird side effects!. Another possibility is candida, a build up of yeast in the system and being around molds or carbon monoxide!.
Go to a primary physician and have him check you out for all of these things and if he feels you might need anti-depressants, take them!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Go to a primary physician and have him check you out for all of these things and if he feels you might need anti-depressants, take them!.Www@Answer-Health@Com