HELP: Once a Gentleman Now just Turning homicidal?!


Question: HELP: Once a Gentleman Now just Turning homicidal!?
Ive been a good guy since i was 20 years old, i was always a nice guy, have a few friends but when it came down to it, me being a gentleman always ended up back firing, i was seen as too soft, i lost a hot girlfriend to some street punk who shows his guns on myspace , after losing her, at that point the rational way of thinking became irrational, i told i care about her , but she kept giving me the cold shoulder and left me for a guy who does not give a **** about her she wants a tough guy, i am tough as nails physically and mentally im 210 pound animal but i dont show off and i like to be nice!. So all that flowed in my mind is anger this was not like me, i wanted to murder my ex and her new so called thug boyfriend in cold blood, i dreamed of so many scenarios, like waiting till they come out side and stab em both then, wrap em up in a body bag and throw them in the hudson river!. my mind was set on nothing to lose, as i get older my good emotions get smaller, and i dont say this because i want to get attention, im saying this cause i need help, i need a future, i want to have kids who can be proud of there father, ALOT of people take nice guys for granted and those nice guys end up being the ones at columbine killing so many people, i grew up in the south bronx projects (jackson houses) with a ****** up past, where as a kid i could not even go to the refrigerator to get something to eat without getting in a fight with my own mother, so she can save it for her new boyfriend, all this drives me homicidal and sociopathic, i was never like this, i cant even smile anymore, and if i do smile it aint geniune, its like my mind becomes an animal, i get these evil thoughts of killing families and little kids, its like almost everyone i meet is selfish and care only about money, they dont care about a soul, or your emotion, all they care about is comparing thereselves to you, they see you have big muscles so they try to arm wrestle you, its like people love competition, I HATE IT!!! it shows weakness, im filled with so much unlimited rage when people try to test you and see what you are, i cant be a nice guy for a second, would society rather have A CRAZY MOTHER ****** WHO DONT GIVE A **** AND WHOULD RATHER PUT 3 SHOTS IN BITCHES BABIES DOME or a nice man who is caring and loving !? its like the bad guy is glorified and it drives me to the point where i dont care about human life anymore, and i would not mind putting people in toe tags, it feels as if god has failed me!?Www@Answer-Health@Com


Answers:
Are you prepared to hear this!? Everyone is motivated by love!.

Don't forget it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com





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