Am I weird? Am I a psychopath? Am I normal? I don't know.?!
Question: Am I weird!? Am I a psychopath!? Am I normal!? I don't know!.!?
Ive grown up a pretty normal girl!. I'm 18 years old, and only child!. And I have never had a traumatic experience(I was bulimic for 2 and a half years but I am better now and I don't think it has much to do with my "obsession" with human tragedy)!. There is something that worries me though, I can't help it!. Human tragedies have always caught my attention!. For example I am OBSESSED with research on the Titanic, Holocaust, 9/11, Virginia Tech, Ted Bundy murders, etc!. It's not that I enjoy these tragedies happening but when they do I find it hard to find sadness and I am more interested and want to know more and more and wish I could have seen it in real life!. I LOVE horror movies!. When I watch CSI, Without a Trace, Cold Case, etc!.!.!.if I miss the first part when the person gets muredered or goes missing I feel as if I have missed the best part!. I know we have all joked like "I'm going to kill you!" and I would never kill anybody but i have had images in my head of what it would be like if I came to school with a gun and bullied the people who bullied me and wonder how they would like it and when im angry i want to but once ive calmed down i let it go and im fine!. I have never been suicidal but I have thought about what it would be like if I killed myself and how people would react!. I find Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris (the columbine shooters) really good looking and wish I could have known them (I do NOT support what they did, I understand why they did it, but i do not consider them hereos) and when I see people who look similar to them or someone goes "look at that person, he seem's like someone who would come into school with a gun and kill everyone" I think they are really attractive and I wonder what a relationship would be like with them sexually and emotionally!. I have also checked out preppy boys too, so Im not just drawn to people who look "scary" but I find them the most attractive!. Is something wrong with me!? Do I like horror and evil!? Am I weird!? =(Www@Answer-Health@Com
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If you are a pyschopath, you would probably have gone killing, raping, slaughtering people and children and ended up in prison with a death sentence a long time ago!.!.!. but your not one of those!.!.!. so your clearly NOT a psychopath!. You just like mysteries, investigations, killing and bloody movies or whatever your researching!. I also like those kinda stuff but not the bloody and gorey ones hehe (I have a weak heart when it comes watching scary movies) your normalWww@Answer-Health@Com
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