I just need to talk to someone.?!
Question: I just need to talk to someone!.!?
I don't know If I normal, or not, and I'm having some trouble with my current situation!.
Now that I'm out of school my friends like to do things with me, but for some reason, I don't ever feel like it!. I think I'm emotionally closed!. It's really hard for me to have a good time doing anything!. The only thing I enjoy a lot is creating something, like drawings, ideas, music, and other things like that!. I like being creative, but it's hard for me to find an outlet that I can excel with!. My friends just think I'm boring, but I don't think so!. I the one in the group that gets invited to parties, but for some reason can't make it!. I beginning to think that my friends don't want to hang out with me anymore!. I mean, when I'm with them, I'm quiet, and just sort of chill in the background!. I guess that's just my comfort zone, but I should be comfortable in any situation if I'm around friends, right!? I don't know!. I seems like I'm just not very friendly!. It just feels like there is something between us, like a wall!. Everyone is on one side, and I'm on the other, and there is no way to the other side!.
I'm starting college in January and I don't know what I'm doing!. I was supposed to start in October, but I applied to a fraud school, so I had to choose somewhere else!. I want to be a game designer more than anything in the world, but I don't even know if the college I'm going to can help me with my dream!. I want to go to a state college and get a real education, but game design requires a lot of specialized knowledge that I don't think I can get!.
Is it weird to want to be handicapped!? For some reason I've always wanted to be paralyzed from the waist down!. I had a dream that I was in a wheelchair, and I really enjoyed it!. I even went through a phase where I would always sit in the middle seat of the car, because I heard the people in the middle seat are more likely to suffer spinal chord injuries in a crash!. I know that it probably isn't the way I think it would be, but I've always wondered!. I don't know what's wrong with me!. Maybe I want to be hurt, so people will pay attention to me!.
I've never had a girlfriend!. I've not even come close!. I'm not much to look at, and I'm not skilled at talking to girls!. Whenever I'm in a situation where I could become friends with a women I have this mindset that I know it's not going to happen and that I should give up!. I think that girls can tell that I'm not confident, and that's why they are not interested in me!. I try to be polite, I maintain good behavior, and contribute to the conversion by being funny, intelligent, and insightful, but no one ever seems to want to be with me!. My brother and his girlfriend have been together for three years, and he treats her like dirt on a regular basis!. I could never do that!. I just don't understand why she would want to stay with him!. He has girls hitting on him all of the time!. I just don't get it!. I want people to care about what I have to say and be willing to take a chance with me!. I want to find the right person!. The one that likes me for who I am and vise versa!. I just don't know if that will happen!. I work at a place where I talk to a lot of people!. Adults seem to like me, but girls my own age have never shown any interest!. Adults say that I'm sweet, polite, and smart, but girls just don't seem to care!.
It just seems like my life has amounted to nothing, and is going nowhere!. I would never consider suicide seriously, but it seems like there is no way to get myself out of this rut I'm in!. Everyone around me is happy!. They think I'm happy!. I don't know why I'm sad!. I don't want to say I'm depressed, but I just don't know anymore!. Can you help me!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Now that I'm out of school my friends like to do things with me, but for some reason, I don't ever feel like it!. I think I'm emotionally closed!. It's really hard for me to have a good time doing anything!. The only thing I enjoy a lot is creating something, like drawings, ideas, music, and other things like that!. I like being creative, but it's hard for me to find an outlet that I can excel with!. My friends just think I'm boring, but I don't think so!. I the one in the group that gets invited to parties, but for some reason can't make it!. I beginning to think that my friends don't want to hang out with me anymore!. I mean, when I'm with them, I'm quiet, and just sort of chill in the background!. I guess that's just my comfort zone, but I should be comfortable in any situation if I'm around friends, right!? I don't know!. I seems like I'm just not very friendly!. It just feels like there is something between us, like a wall!. Everyone is on one side, and I'm on the other, and there is no way to the other side!.
I'm starting college in January and I don't know what I'm doing!. I was supposed to start in October, but I applied to a fraud school, so I had to choose somewhere else!. I want to be a game designer more than anything in the world, but I don't even know if the college I'm going to can help me with my dream!. I want to go to a state college and get a real education, but game design requires a lot of specialized knowledge that I don't think I can get!.
Is it weird to want to be handicapped!? For some reason I've always wanted to be paralyzed from the waist down!. I had a dream that I was in a wheelchair, and I really enjoyed it!. I even went through a phase where I would always sit in the middle seat of the car, because I heard the people in the middle seat are more likely to suffer spinal chord injuries in a crash!. I know that it probably isn't the way I think it would be, but I've always wondered!. I don't know what's wrong with me!. Maybe I want to be hurt, so people will pay attention to me!.
I've never had a girlfriend!. I've not even come close!. I'm not much to look at, and I'm not skilled at talking to girls!. Whenever I'm in a situation where I could become friends with a women I have this mindset that I know it's not going to happen and that I should give up!. I think that girls can tell that I'm not confident, and that's why they are not interested in me!. I try to be polite, I maintain good behavior, and contribute to the conversion by being funny, intelligent, and insightful, but no one ever seems to want to be with me!. My brother and his girlfriend have been together for three years, and he treats her like dirt on a regular basis!. I could never do that!. I just don't understand why she would want to stay with him!. He has girls hitting on him all of the time!. I just don't get it!. I want people to care about what I have to say and be willing to take a chance with me!. I want to find the right person!. The one that likes me for who I am and vise versa!. I just don't know if that will happen!. I work at a place where I talk to a lot of people!. Adults seem to like me, but girls my own age have never shown any interest!. Adults say that I'm sweet, polite, and smart, but girls just don't seem to care!.
It just seems like my life has amounted to nothing, and is going nowhere!. I would never consider suicide seriously, but it seems like there is no way to get myself out of this rut I'm in!. Everyone around me is happy!. They think I'm happy!. I don't know why I'm sad!. I don't want to say I'm depressed, but I just don't know anymore!. Can you help me!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
It sounds like you are on an even keel!. Not a lot of deep depression, but not a lot of joy either!. For a while there, I thought I was reading about myself until I realized you are a guy!. I love the art thing also!. I feel the exact same way when I hang out with my friends, although I would never want to be paralyzed!. You have a better time at home doing your thing than when you are with your friends!. When I go out with my friends, on most occassions I feel that I should have stayed home!. I can't relax around a bunch of other people!. It's only when I have a drink or two that I relax and that's when I feel like a part of the crowd!. But I know what you mean about being on one side of the wall, and them being on the other!. I'm a quieter person by nature, but the few times I've been loud like them, I actually feel a part of the group!.Being that I'm a girl, I most likely have it easier, because I get approached!. I don't dance though, and don't feel comfortable talking to people I don't know, especially when I'm being hit on!. I resent it!. When you go to school, you will be with people that have the same interests and that will put you on common ground with them!. Don't you dare cripple yourself on purpose! Maybe you think that would give you a good reason not to hang out with your friends!? Sounds like you are still young, so there's plenty of time to make your life amount to what you want!. You just need to be more confident in yourself and not care what everyone else's opinion of you is!. Not many young people are insightful, so maybe they don't understand!. Many people don't realize their potential until they are a little older!. Good luck!. I think maybe you are just lonely at this stage in your life!. I've been there; you are not alone!
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Go to a doctor who can really help you, explain everything to them just like you did here and I am sure they will help youWww@Answer-Health@Com
First off if you want to go the the best gaming design school
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Now onto your situation, finishing school is indeed a milestone!. Yet you wanted more than what you received, and perhaps take not much faith into the idea of college changing anything!. Because we all go through that idea in our heads in middle school, and again in high school!. Which begs the question!.!.!.when will we ever learn!. Yet you my good sir have which is why it troubles you greatly!.
Well take comfort in knowing this, the world is going to change with or without us!. If you have the belief that the world is unkind to you, then I ask you to take control of the world around you!. And it starts with change, and this change I speak of can be found by looking into a mirror!.
It is not about the world seeing you differently, it is about you seeing the world through different eyes!. You change yourself, and so will the world around you change!. But the change is merely perception not only through your eyes, yet in reflex to those who see you!.
You ended the question with can you help me!?!.!.!.!.well I ask you now!. Can you help yourself!?!?
Perhaps this will help you, it requires moral flexibility yet it may sharpen that mindset of yours!.
http://www!.youtube!.com/watch!?v=PNALeYJhn!.!.!.
As for your looks, let it be known every year I live on his planet!. The man I was a year before I despise!.!.!.I sit and look at in disgust!. For I am my own succesor!. So my good sir I ask you to dress better, take care of your skin, learn to mess with your hair!. Exercise if you must, but what is required from you is the curiosity to learn to be better!. And to act out on what you learned!.
What you seek is a journey without destination, let that part find you!.
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Wow I completely forgot the wheelchair thing yet it honestly will not apply when you see the world in new eyes!. Only accept the fact you feel the world has not been fair to you so you wish to have the physical appearance of one like that!. Which in the end, your simply doing yourself a great injustice!.
Now for your specs, I weighed 118 when I graduated High school, and was 5'8!. Joined the army and after 3 years of that, I am only at 130lbs!. So really the only issue your going to have is the same one I still have!. I am fit, but I don't have muscles because I don't have any fat either!. Honestly your fine just dress nicer!. If I may recommend something you may like!.
Go to
http://www1!.macys!.com/catalog/index!.ognc!.!.!.
Always wait for the sale prices, those shirts can start off at $50-$30 but go down to $16 and $10!. And buy smalls, never wear shirts that look huge on you!.
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Well the subject matter was all about control!. I figure if you can comphrend controlling the world you could easily change the world around you!. Yet you can learn many good laws from that video!. However I am glad to hear you do take care of yourself!. Yet to still be unhappy, begs a question of what else is there can you do!. But we are our own worst critics after all!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
https://www!.digipen!.edu/
Now onto your situation, finishing school is indeed a milestone!. Yet you wanted more than what you received, and perhaps take not much faith into the idea of college changing anything!. Because we all go through that idea in our heads in middle school, and again in high school!. Which begs the question!.!.!.when will we ever learn!. Yet you my good sir have which is why it troubles you greatly!.
Well take comfort in knowing this, the world is going to change with or without us!. If you have the belief that the world is unkind to you, then I ask you to take control of the world around you!. And it starts with change, and this change I speak of can be found by looking into a mirror!.
It is not about the world seeing you differently, it is about you seeing the world through different eyes!. You change yourself, and so will the world around you change!. But the change is merely perception not only through your eyes, yet in reflex to those who see you!.
You ended the question with can you help me!?!.!.!.!.well I ask you now!. Can you help yourself!?!?
Perhaps this will help you, it requires moral flexibility yet it may sharpen that mindset of yours!.
http://www!.youtube!.com/watch!?v=PNALeYJhn!.!.!.
As for your looks, let it be known every year I live on his planet!. The man I was a year before I despise!.!.!.I sit and look at in disgust!. For I am my own succesor!. So my good sir I ask you to dress better, take care of your skin, learn to mess with your hair!. Exercise if you must, but what is required from you is the curiosity to learn to be better!. And to act out on what you learned!.
What you seek is a journey without destination, let that part find you!.
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Wow I completely forgot the wheelchair thing yet it honestly will not apply when you see the world in new eyes!. Only accept the fact you feel the world has not been fair to you so you wish to have the physical appearance of one like that!. Which in the end, your simply doing yourself a great injustice!.
Now for your specs, I weighed 118 when I graduated High school, and was 5'8!. Joined the army and after 3 years of that, I am only at 130lbs!. So really the only issue your going to have is the same one I still have!. I am fit, but I don't have muscles because I don't have any fat either!. Honestly your fine just dress nicer!. If I may recommend something you may like!.
Go to
http://www1!.macys!.com/catalog/index!.ognc!.!.!.
Always wait for the sale prices, those shirts can start off at $50-$30 but go down to $16 and $10!. And buy smalls, never wear shirts that look huge on you!.
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Well the subject matter was all about control!. I figure if you can comphrend controlling the world you could easily change the world around you!. Yet you can learn many good laws from that video!. However I am glad to hear you do take care of yourself!. Yet to still be unhappy, begs a question of what else is there can you do!. But we are our own worst critics after all!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
try talking to someone you don't know!.
it's easier that way, because you won't be so worried about what they think of you, then!.
aaliya211@yahoo!.co!.in
i'd love to talk to you :D
take care
p!.s!. you're not depressed!. cliche, maybe, but i really think you're special!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
it's easier that way, because you won't be so worried about what they think of you, then!.
aaliya211@yahoo!.co!.in
i'd love to talk to you :D
take care
p!.s!. you're not depressed!. cliche, maybe, but i really think you're special!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
I have the same problem - I dont know, I had very low self esteem and was never hit on by guys (or at least, rarely) and a couple of things happened to me in the last few weeks:
-A couple of my guy friends took me aside and told me to stop being down on myself because I am apparently hot and they dont understand why I go on about it
-I whinged about never being hit on to a friend and she was like "yeah people are always scared to talk to you because you seem snobby"
I always tried to be nice and friendly and polite!.!.!. and turned out seeming disinterested and snobby! Also shyness plays a HUGE part in that!.
I have a bf now, have had him for a couple of years but i never used to date much because of this!. You need to just let go and not worry about being polite or anything, just have fun!.
Also there is nothing wrong with liking spending time on your own, you are just a creative person and that makes you more interesting :)
(but wanting to be handicapped is a bit weird!.!.!. enjoy your legs!)Www@Answer-Health@Com
-A couple of my guy friends took me aside and told me to stop being down on myself because I am apparently hot and they dont understand why I go on about it
-I whinged about never being hit on to a friend and she was like "yeah people are always scared to talk to you because you seem snobby"
I always tried to be nice and friendly and polite!.!.!. and turned out seeming disinterested and snobby! Also shyness plays a HUGE part in that!.
I have a bf now, have had him for a couple of years but i never used to date much because of this!. You need to just let go and not worry about being polite or anything, just have fun!.
Also there is nothing wrong with liking spending time on your own, you are just a creative person and that makes you more interesting :)
(but wanting to be handicapped is a bit weird!.!.!. enjoy your legs!)Www@Answer-Health@Com