22 and suicidal and I just can't control my feelings.?!


Question: 22 and suicidal and I just can't control my feelings!.!?
The past week had been really hard for me!. My whole life has been hard but the past few days, I have to fight so hard to make it through the day!. As a child, I was physically abused, sexually abused and verbally abused!. I have been diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder, depression and post partum depression!. I became a single mom at age 18 and now my daughter is 3 and a half!. I just struggle!. I am crying right now non stop!. I literally pulled my hair out earlier, I don't know why, just so hurt and angry!. I went out earlier and I cried the whole way , my chest was hurting, I had to pull over because I thought I was going to pass out!. I told myself to go to the hospital, but I couldn't make myself go!. I'm afraid they'll just say " yeah whatever, nothing is wrong "!. I am hurt, sad, i can't deal with it anymore!. I love my daughter but I just can't do it anymore!. I can't!. I called this place in my city for help and the god damn answer machine picked up and said to leave a message which I did and it's been 9 hours , and they haven't called and they're suposed to be a place where you can meet with someone to talk and I don't know that I can wait till morning time!. I am just loosing it!. I don't know what is wrong!. And with my doctor, I made an appointment but he can only see me December 3rd!.Www@Answer-Health@Com


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Girly, Im not a psychiatrist!. Hell, Im younger than you are, I've gone through the same things as you, and I can say that the best thing you can do is talk about it with someone!.

Whether it be a psychiatrist, a friend, family, anybody!. You have a lot of emotions that you've been holding back for a while, and you have every reason to be so stressed!.

Go for a walk!. Drive for a while!. Listen to some music!. Do something!. Get your mind off everything going on! Just let it all out!.

Also, you sound suicidal!. That's VERY concerning, and I do suggest see a psychiatrist, but aside from that, all I can tell you is that your little girl needs you! I dont know your situation, but you being a single mother, your her main influence in life!. Your the one person she looks up to, and the one person she admires most!. You have to be there for her, and prove to her that "yeah, life is hard as hell!. but you have to be a fighter!."


Im always here to talk to, feel free to Email me!. Www@Answer-Health@Com

i don't know where you live but look in your phone book all cities have suicide hot lines do not wait to see your doctor or for the other call go to the phone book right now or call 411!. please think of your child!.how much this will hurt her!. how hard it will be for them there is help out there for you!. go Now!. god bless you and please call!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

well yeah suicide will put out of misery and pain but when you die who will your daughter have and suicide is not the answer then you just ruin the chances of every thing getting better like things can take a turn for good but death!.!.!.soo nnot the answer!.!.hope i helped!Www@Answer-Health@Com

You really need to call 911 right now!. You need more help than anyone on here can provide!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

you have a daughter!. don't forget thatWww@Answer-Health@Com

sweetheart you need to be here for your daughter I am 23 I have a daughter and no job and sometimes i get stressed out but I know how to pick myself up and keep on with my day you just don't understand how much you're gonna hurt the people who love you, and who is gonna raise you're daughter if you are not here, you should look into your daughter's eyes and wanna live for her cause right now you are being very selfish!. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF you need to talk to the suicide hotline A!.S!.A!.P GOD LOVES YOU and he does'nt want you to do that to yourself!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

I'm 22 too and have post traumatic stress too and depression and panic disorder and even more but no abuse!. I know how frustrated you feel and rundown from crying!. I think you should go to the hospital right now and ask if they can give you something for sleep tonight and ask them for places to call when you feel like this!. A Hospital is not a mental clinic but they CAN help you and give you something to feel stable on!.

Tell them when you doc appointment is and tell them that you feel horrible and cannot go on like you are now with your daughter in the house!. Tell them about your traumatic past!. They will give you something for tonight and have you follow up with a nearby phsychiatrist the next day!. Every thing will be fine!. I'm in your position and batteling mental illness as well :)Www@Answer-Health@Com

aahh to be 22 again, if I knew then what I know now I would have changed alot of things in my life, but life as it is only gives you few options!.!.!. you make your bed, so to speak, as I have done mine!. I have been homeless, been without a means of transport, no money, no food,got food stamps (oh did I mention that I am an mechanical engineer +under grad!? )!. I, as well as others have been through the up times (remember Christmas and halloween when you were a child!?),and the downsides (being bullied at school, not being picked for a kickball game)!. this is what we learn, what we build upon to make our lives better as adults!. At least you had the ability to create a child something I never had and wish I did, I bet she is very pretty, and I hope she looks more like you!. you need to be around to show her how hard life can be and that you will be there to help her though your experiences so that she may not repeat them!. If you want to contact me, I'm willing to talk!.but at this point in time just think about your child!. have faith and good luck!.
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First, talk to a professional asap!. Forget about sucide!. You have the responsibilty of rasing your daughter!. Otherwise, your daughter will be in foster homes and she will be abused also!. Do you want that for your daughter!?
Second, get a part time job that you can have contact with people!. It makes you not think about your past!. If you have friends try to be with them, do not stay home alone!. because your bad memories of your past will torture you!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

Natasha,

I have been replying to your answers for awhile and before when you were talking about Emma's problems you said you had no idea where they came from bc you are a generally very happy person never depressed!.What is the deal!?What are you going to do!?If you can't deal with Emma how the heck are you going to deal with twins!?Emma reacts to the example that you set and I understand that life can be stressful but you need to find some way to deal with things!.It sounds to me like you may be having anxiety attacks!.You need to speak with your doctor bc believe me when I say after you have your twins this depression and feeling of being overwhelmed is only going to intensify times 10!.Good luck!Www@Answer-Health@Com

Your past was definitely not something that any child or teenager should have had to go through!. All that abuse!? That's so sick!. I hope whoever did this to you is out of your life!. Your daughter needs you!. She needs her mom in her life!. She needs a GOOD mom in her life for that fact!. One that can spoil her and give her all the love that she deserves!. Lastly, one that can make her childhood hundred times better than hers was!. I don't know who hurt you, but they appear to be the lowest in the world!. You need to stay here although you feel like you have no reason to do so for yourself, but do it for your daughter!. You aren't dead and you don't deserve to be!. You have a great future coming to you!. You just got to believe!. I know right now you might not believe, but things will get better!. And you will meet someone in your life that will change it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com

i m 23 and have been struggling all my life with depression and stress!.
there would be times go days without getting up out of bed!. When i did i wouldn't t have the strength to do anything!. times where i thought i was alone and had no one!.Times where i would even want to die and did try to kill myself but there was something always stopping me and it would get me better for alittle while and then the stress and depression would get worse again!.i went to therapy for and 6 almost 7 years they put me on zoloft and then i stopped going cause it didn t seem to do any good because therapist say they understand but they don't because they haven t been though it themselves!. I found 3 ways that help some ,1 think of the people who u love and that love u and,2 find or try to find someone to talk that might listen and give advise instead of telling u what u should do or tryin to put u on meds(maybe someone that might be going though something similar) , and 3 try findind 1 thing to do by yourself that will easy your mind like a hobby!. like do art and craft (beads) Www@Answer-Health@Com





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