Umm i feel so guilty now. I don't know what to do. do i sound like a spoiled!
Question: Umm i feel so guilty now!. I don't know what to do!. do i sound like a spoiled brat!?
I feel like a spoiled brat!.!.
my mom is very emotionally unstable and one second will hate me as much as humanly possible and the very next surprise me with a gift!.!. often she will yell at me till I start to hate myself, and then expect me to act as though nothing has happened an hour later
but I feel guilty because I've been acting completely unlike myself lately, I've been really stressed out and confused and suddenly started talking about going back to majoring in music like I wanted to at 16 (19)!.!.I was idiotically dramatic about it, saying that nothing else would feel right!. it scares me so much that I was not myself at all for a while there!. I thought that my parents had forgotten about my 'moment' of self-pity!.!. but after being furious at me inexplicably for almost a week my mom surprised me today at random by renting me an instrument!.!. I thanked her and everything but now I feel like such an idiot!. I don't actually want to major in music!.!. I was going to tell her but I thought she'd forgotten anyway!.!. but she actually went to the length of renting me the instrument out of nowhere!.!. which is really nice (nicer than I deserve really) but part of me really really wishes she would have discussed this with me first!. I feel like if I turn it back in, she will feel hurt!? i have after all handled this all so badly
i realize now that i missed about music/orchestra was actually the circumstances surrounding it!.!.I love music but I do not need to major in it!. i was healthy then, i didn't have any disease!.!. i had lots of friends, i was optimistic about the future, my parents weren't having nervous breakdowns, etc!.!. I feel like such a brat for making such a big deal out of this!.!. I don't know what to do
Www@Answer-Health@Com
my mom is very emotionally unstable and one second will hate me as much as humanly possible and the very next surprise me with a gift!.!. often she will yell at me till I start to hate myself, and then expect me to act as though nothing has happened an hour later
but I feel guilty because I've been acting completely unlike myself lately, I've been really stressed out and confused and suddenly started talking about going back to majoring in music like I wanted to at 16 (19)!.!.I was idiotically dramatic about it, saying that nothing else would feel right!. it scares me so much that I was not myself at all for a while there!. I thought that my parents had forgotten about my 'moment' of self-pity!.!. but after being furious at me inexplicably for almost a week my mom surprised me today at random by renting me an instrument!.!. I thanked her and everything but now I feel like such an idiot!. I don't actually want to major in music!.!. I was going to tell her but I thought she'd forgotten anyway!.!. but she actually went to the length of renting me the instrument out of nowhere!.!. which is really nice (nicer than I deserve really) but part of me really really wishes she would have discussed this with me first!. I feel like if I turn it back in, she will feel hurt!? i have after all handled this all so badly
i realize now that i missed about music/orchestra was actually the circumstances surrounding it!.!.I love music but I do not need to major in it!. i was healthy then, i didn't have any disease!.!. i had lots of friends, i was optimistic about the future, my parents weren't having nervous breakdowns, etc!.!. I feel like such a brat for making such a big deal out of this!.!. I don't know what to do
Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
YOU MUST DO WANT MAKES YOU HAPPY EVEN IF IT MEANS LETTING DOWN OTHER PEOPLE ITS BETTER TO BE HONEST NOW RATHER THAN PRETENDING YOUR SOMEONE YOUR NOT
IF IT WAS THE SCHOOL LENDING YOU THIS MUSICAL INSTRUMENT I SUSPECT YOU WOULD TELL THEM THE TRUTH,
THERE ALOT OF OTHER SKILLS OUT THERE TO LEARN!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
IF IT WAS THE SCHOOL LENDING YOU THIS MUSICAL INSTRUMENT I SUSPECT YOU WOULD TELL THEM THE TRUTH,
THERE ALOT OF OTHER SKILLS OUT THERE TO LEARN!.Www@Answer-Health@Com