Any suggestions on helping me stay saine!?!

A lot pf people don't believe that you can be bipolar, but I am!. I'm a manic depressive, and I'm Bipolar!. I'm on Paxil, and it used to work but now I feel myself sinking back into that hole!. I feel terrible about myself, and i'm not sure if that's because of having a baby 14 months ago, or if it's because my husband cheated on me when I was 8 months pregnant!. Honestly, since around the time he did that, and I had her a month later, I've just never felt the same!. I'm insecure about my body, I'm ten pounds away from my pregnancy weight of 148!.!.!. but I still feel huge and like I'm stuck in someone Else's body!. (Sorry if that sounds shallow!.) I don't even think my husband is sexually attracted to me anymore!. It's like all the passion in our relationship died!. We've been together for almost 4 years but it just feels like he doesn't care what I think or feel!. Like, he doesn't care if I feel loved, or attractive!. I don't know anymore, I just want to feel happy again!.!.!. but I don't know what else to try!. I've just been pretending to be happy, but inside I feel like I'm dying!.!.!. and on the outside my unhappiness is starting to show!. Any suggestions!?Www@Answer-Health@Com

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