Bipolar Maybe, Maybe Not?!
Question: Bipolar Maybe, Maybe Not!?
I must say I have been quite down lately!. I seem to hold onto one friend in particular!. I cling to him (I am also male) and feel as if I need his presence constantly!. I think sexually about him but don't feel I am gay!.Occasionally I am very chipper and happy, but most of the time I am extremely sad and depressed!. If he is not around me or gone, I get depressed too!. I also do not enjoy people trying to intervene in a conversation!.
But my mood in general is awful!. I get very mad at certain people, sometimes, rarely, I do like them though!. I also make things up horribly!. I pretend to be fake emailers to get information out of my friends about me and also pretend to my close friends that I am very sick, maybe close to death at times!. I like for people to care for me!.
Worse of all is that I want to stop but cannot!. What's wrong with me!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
But my mood in general is awful!. I get very mad at certain people, sometimes, rarely, I do like them though!. I also make things up horribly!. I pretend to be fake emailers to get information out of my friends about me and also pretend to my close friends that I am very sick, maybe close to death at times!. I like for people to care for me!.
Worse of all is that I want to stop but cannot!. What's wrong with me!?Www@Answer-Health@Com
Answers:
OMG! That's just like me although im a girl and i cling to my friend too and sometimes think things i shouldnt but i cant help it (im not lesbo though)!.
It's like you really need your friend there right beside you all the time (well thats for me) and wen shes gone i feel depressed and that!.!.!.
Anyway, i've been told that i got depression but i dont really know!.!.!. but i think you should just try to be super happy and cheery around everyone (that helps me alittle when my friend isnt there) and then if you can listen to music and do something to take your mind of things like talk to you other friends so you wont feel that sad (for me it's eating SWEETS AND LOLLIESSS!!! yummm!.!.!.*drools*)!.
But really, i think you should cut back on the lying!.!. but if you realllyyyyy cant then just tell some tinyyy tinyyy lies!.!.NO BIG ONES BOUT DYIN K!?!
Sorry cuz i know i haven't been much help but good luck on everything :(Www@Answer-Health@Com
It's like you really need your friend there right beside you all the time (well thats for me) and wen shes gone i feel depressed and that!.!.!.
Anyway, i've been told that i got depression but i dont really know!.!.!. but i think you should just try to be super happy and cheery around everyone (that helps me alittle when my friend isnt there) and then if you can listen to music and do something to take your mind of things like talk to you other friends so you wont feel that sad (for me it's eating SWEETS AND LOLLIESSS!!! yummm!.!.!.*drools*)!.
But really, i think you should cut back on the lying!.!. but if you realllyyyyy cant then just tell some tinyyy tinyyy lies!.!.NO BIG ONES BOUT DYIN K!?!
Sorry cuz i know i haven't been much help but good luck on everything :(Www@Answer-Health@Com
Seems like you are lonley and crave attention!. Maybe you should deal with your homosexuality issue!. A lot of gay guys are depressed when they can't express their sexuality!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
Well, the fake emailers thing is just immature!. That says to me that you're insecure!. The lying and fake illnesses say that, too, and also that you need attention!.
If you have sexual thoughts about men in general, then while you may not want to be gay I suspect you probably are!. If you're hiding your sexuality from yourself, that pretense could lead to depression and anger!. If it's just about this one guy, then it might say something about your relationship to your father instead!.
It sounds like you desperately need a physical to rule out a medical problem, and then you need counseling (talk therapy) to figure out what's wrong!.
At least you have knowledge of what you're doing, but now you need some insight as to why!.
Oh, and it doesn't sound like you're bipolar: you're not describing mania!. Look up Borderline Personality Disorder and see if it fits!. If not that, then maybe it's narcissism!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
If you have sexual thoughts about men in general, then while you may not want to be gay I suspect you probably are!. If you're hiding your sexuality from yourself, that pretense could lead to depression and anger!. If it's just about this one guy, then it might say something about your relationship to your father instead!.
It sounds like you desperately need a physical to rule out a medical problem, and then you need counseling (talk therapy) to figure out what's wrong!.
At least you have knowledge of what you're doing, but now you need some insight as to why!.
Oh, and it doesn't sound like you're bipolar: you're not describing mania!. Look up Borderline Personality Disorder and see if it fits!. If not that, then maybe it's narcissism!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
You're not bi-polar you're just fucked in the head!.Www@Answer-Health@Com
you are gay and in love but want to deny it!.Www@Answer-Health@Com