I need someone to me a reason to take these pills?!

Your question isn't very clear. It seems like you're in a very bad place though, suicidal and wanting a way out of it. Understand this: you feel like it won't get any better, you won't make friends, life will never have meaning or enjoyment, but things WILL get better. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next year, but whatever it is it's gonna pass. Think back to some time in your life that was good. You can have happiness, fight the depression.

Reach out to someone close to you, hell, reach out to a stranger. Connections are important, its human nature to need someone to talk to in times like these. We're all in this together, and there are many people who feel similar to you at this very second.

You could try giving this hotline a call, they won't talk you out of it, they'll just talk with you about how you feel. It won't show up on the phone bill if you are concerned, they don't have a way to know where you live, you're safe calling them. 1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-8255

I've felt the same way for the last.... what year is it? 2011?.... for the last 6 years, and I'm still here.

Call a hotline, or reach out to someone. I'm not going to give you a reason to kill yourself, and I really hope no one else does either. I attempted suicide nearly two years ago, and if I had succeeded I would have missed out on so many things, and not have been able to see my life turn around. I can honestly say things can and will get better. I know that what I'm saying might not make any sense to you, but you need to give life, and yourself another chance. Hang in there for a while, you can't predict the future, and one day things WILL (often slowly) start to improve.

You have no idea what you can accomplish later in life. Many successful poeple once thought about not worth aything to this world but lt was just a life test and they hung on and suceeded. I want you to never give up, I wish I was with you or know how to reach you so that I could show you what you are capable of. If you want to talk to me, send me a message. Never ever contemplate ending your life because whatever your mind is telling you, you are NOT a looser and only loosers end their life. Stay with me honey

If it were that bad you wouldn't be here. You know what really helps is talking if you're sad, and not online. If you can't do that then you won't be getting helped. Don't wait for something to happen in life, or you'll always be waiting. You'd be surprised what a little initiative can do. Try it once at least, for your sake.

message me if u want i know exacctly wut ur going thru i feel tha same way
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