PLEASE help me! I don't know what to do. I'm really scared she's !


Question: PLEASE help me! I don't know what to do. I'm really scared she's gonna hurt herself!?
I don't know if I should show my mom this or what, I really don't know. My big sister's 18 and my mom and everyone thinks she's on drugs and she's gotten really skinny over the past few months but she isn't eating anything! I was on her computer earlier and I found THIS on one of her blog things and found it.


"What have you done to the poor kid"?
Sounds like a joke, but it wasn't, and it isn't. I laughed, all the same. I didn't understand, and I didn't expect the look of pure disgust painted onto my friend's soft, kind face. Her tiny little bunny's nose scrunched up into that twisted sort of face that doesn't mean anything positive, twitching. I probably still don't understand; not fully, anyway. Apparently there's this aura about me; something that just twists the souls around me into mutilated spirits. I'm a leech that sucks the life out of everyone I care about. I indirectly end up providing for my enemies, and my sentiments don't make me kind. No, not me; my sentiments make me selfish. But they're people, and they're people I love; people I would jump into a vat of boiling copper for.
But that's the thing, isn't it? If it's sentimental, how could it be unconditional? As horrible as the possibilities might have to be, there has to be something they could do that would make me hate them. If that holds true, it would have to be possible for them to hate me, as well. And if what I care about most isn't sacred, is anything?
My mind must not function as the typical mind does. I think about these things; further disecting them into the most complicated of issues, and I just don't stop. I dig deeper, and deeper. I thought about this matter, yesterday, leaning over the edge of the oldest fence on the dock, breathing in the frozen air, listening to the classical music flowing out of my iPod into my ever so fragile mind; too many distractions. When I got to a point in this theory that I couldn't go any further, I became frustrated, nearly disoriented. This is the point where I start to question everything I know about anything. What is real, anyway?
Atoms are constantly in motion. I start to focus on something, anything; a tree trunk, a stone on the dock, my fingernail, trying to focus hard enough to see the atoms moving. Of course, I wouldn't be able to see the atoms, the mocelules; any of that. They're far too tiny; miscroscopic. I look for motion. And then I see it. And that's the point where I start to wonder if I'm actually seeing motion, if I'm just insane.
By the time Andria came to meet me, I was standing there, looking wildly from the peach fuzz on my arm to the ripples in the lake, holding my head as if my hand was holding it together. She ran to me, asking if I was okay. I started to mumble some sort of radical question, and then I saw the look of worry etched deep into her features. I shook my head, waved the thought away, nearly tripped trotting down the little hill down to her, and produced the illusion of me gathering myself.
She gave me a piece of chewy ginger candy, thinking the bitter taste would sober me up into form, thinking I was clearly on something. I thought it best to just let her think that.
What is wrong with me?




I think she's depressed??!?? This sounds like she has problems. I don't know. I'm afraid to tell her I saw it and I don't know if I should tell our mom??? I'm freaking out and I'm really worried about her. PLEASE help!

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Dear One, I recommend that you show the blog to your mother. Your sister's thoughts are very disorganized and scattered, she is losing weight, and her past diagnoses are serious. Your instincts seem good. Sounds like your sister needs help. Take good care.



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Pray and tell your mom just to ask questions and you can ask her questions too, try to get her to open up...

Best of luck!



Call 1800-SUICIDE. You can talk to a crisis councelor about it for free.

Also you and your mom can watch this video to help with relaxation
http://www.cmn.tv/videos/evolution-of-co…



Hi,
There is a couple of things you may want to consider. If you mention to her that you read this or if you tell your parents, it may make the situation worse. She might feel judged and retreat further. Don't get me wrong, I do believe that you should involve your parents. Just be careful how you bring it up with your parents and when you talk to your sister you don't want her to feel as though you've violated her privacy. There is a bond between big sister and little sister that is strong, have faith in that.

In my personal experience, I am 22, and my sister is far younger than I am. She is only 13, but we are really close. I have hurt myself in the past--by cutting/burning my skin... and it is not something I would ever EVER want my little sister to know about or worry about. If I knew she knew, I think I would feel really horrible about myself for having involved her...so maybe save her the grief. I will tell you however, that I love my sister dearly, and sometimes all I need from her is a hug to make me feel better about my day. I don't know how old you are? Maybe it's just the fact that my sister is so much younger than me that I don't want her knowing, maybe I'm just afraid. Whatever the case, try and be there for her. Let her know you love her and that if she needs to talk about anything that you're there.

As for your parents, maybe you can encourage them to get your sister some professional help. Use your sisterly instincts and figure out what will work best that way, because no one here knows how she will react and what she will react to. Whatever you do, show you are concerned and DONT BE JUDGMENTAL.

Good luck... by the way, your sister posesses some excellent writing skills.



she might not be thinking about hurting herself, but you know she has problems already. maybe you should just make more of an effort to spend time with her or something, without bringing up any of her issues.




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